I have been longing for the Asus Google Nexus 7 2nd Gen for a month now. The fact that it's being pulled out from stores to make way for the HTC Nexus 9 makes it more valuable. I have been looking for the 32GB Nexus 7 around SM North Edsa for two weeks, and I've only seen two stores. It was really frustrating when the day came that I would buy one, and the stores weren't selling them anymore. Still, I chanced upon Gigahertz and miraculously, they have one last stock.
It wasn't a new unit, it was already opened. I was going to point it out but I was too excited to have my hands on it. It was a little disappointing tho that it was starting up really slow and the kuya had to force shut down and restart just to make it work. I was already having second thoughts on buying an opened unit. I tried to check the unit, but the store didn't have internet connection. It wasn't lagging, since there were only the preloaded apps, and no internet to update the operating system. Since it was already late, we just bought it. I told myself to just check it our when I got home.
I updated the OS from 12MN-3AM. I was able to update it to Kitkat 4.4.4 when I started downloading apps like Twitter, Tumblr, KakaoTalk, and so on. It was when I open an app that it suddenly just crashed. I started restarting it, but it was on loop on the Google logo. I did several factory resets but nothing happened. I came to the conclusion that it was a defective unit. I decided to consult online sources, but it being an "old" nexus, it's microsite has been taken down by Google.
So, anyway, I went back to Gigahertz after my 4PM class. I told them I was returning the unit and that I wanted my money back. They asked why, and I explained that the unit was defective. They asked someone to try to fix it first, told me that I can get a new unit in a few hours, if only I could just sit down. So, I did. I patiently waited, but I didn't have a Nexus 7 at the end of the day. Other branches don't have the model I bought. I told them, well then, give me back my money. They said they can't because it still need to be approved. Approved by what? In what case can it be disapproved? Surely, I should get my money back since, well obviously, I wasn't able to get my money's worth. They told me that the policy is first, try to change the unit, BUT YOU DON'T HAVE IT, so, maybe you can buy something else of the same price, BUT I DON'T WANT TO. I am buying an Asus Google Nexus 7, 32GB because it is now being pulled out from the market. I payed for it, and that's what I want. Why are they telling me what to get for my money? So, they told me to calm the shit down and promised that they will call their supplier and promised that I will get my unit within the week.
What has Gigahertz SM North Edsa violated? 1. It is printed on the receipt that there is an outright 7 day return/exchange for defective units. Which can not be according to RA 7394 Consumer Act of the Philippines.
2. It is the choice of the buyer if he/she wants a refund or an exchange. The store can not insist that they exchange the unit. RA 7394.
I am just really disappointed that most stores insist they make money. And I am quite disappointed that because of this, most Filipinos would think they don't have the right to return or exchange defective goods. Nevertheless, I just want my Nexus 7 on Thursday as they promised. And whether or not I get it, I will make sure to file a complaint in DTI. Labels: #life, #manic, #update, %english, `life, `problem, gigahertz, murderous, nexus 7, tatak pinoy, text
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Just a personal update on me. Because I love talking about myself, a flaw I share with every human being born to a modern world.
I have finally shifted into a course and college! I am now taking up Bachelor of Public Administration in the National College of Public Administration and Governance. I honestly applied blindly, not knowing what it is about. But, I'm glad I got in and that I signed with them. B. PA is a pre-law, so, I might actually end up taking law after all. Unfortunately, I am accustomed to reading fiction and writing nonsense; the total opposite of what we do in B PA. My classes are all theoretical this sem, all readings heavy, I might explode in any minute. But, so far, so good, I'm actively participating and enjoying my classes.
I would love to rant about why I did not get into Geology, or Clothing Technology. But the downward spiral of the quality of education in UP might be enough explanation for some colleges desperate moves of "keeping the delinquents out". And I'll leave it at that.
There's really nothing else I can say about myself. I've been planning to talk about DotA but someone else beat me to it, so I just gave up. Haha.
Some sensible posts soon!
♥ Labels: #life, #random, #update, %english, `life, `me
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I have a suicide note which I used to update every month (or as much as needed). My last update was November. I'm not sure if you people know, but, I do think of suicide.
It's not about how big your problem is, it's about how small you're feeling when you receive the problem.
'Yung mga instances na naalala kong magpakamatay, 'yung unang bagsak ko, Math 17. Gusto ko na talagang mamatay nun. Alam kong magaling ako, alam kong kaya ko naman. Pero, hindi kasi ako pumapasok, kaya bumagsak ako. Hindi ko tinuloy kasi gusto kong imurder yung prof ko. At, seryoso 'yun. Alam kong mali yung rason ko bat di ko tinuloy, pero, atleast, buhay pa ko.
Tapos nung sa Math 53 ko naman. 'Yung naconfine kasi ako ng buong week, nadrop tuloy ako. Alam mo 'yung sobrang effort ka na, tapos, dahil lang nagkasakit ka, wala na. Iniisip ko nun, sana namatay nalang ako ng tuluyan para hindi ko na kailangang masabihang mag-drop. 'Di ko tinuloy kasi, kami na ni Marcgell nun eh. Tapos, ito pa yung mga time na sobrang feel kong mambababae sya, kaya ayoko syang iwan.
Marami pang iba, actually. 'Yung mga simpleng bagay tulad ng ayokong pumasok, naiisipan kong magpakamatay nalang. That way, di ko na kailangan mag-aral, di ko na kailangang pumasok. Pero, naiisip ko kasi 'yung mga makakakita ng body ko. 'Yung magliligpit ng gamit ko. 'Yung gastos ng magulang ko. 'Yung feelings ng mga nagmamahal sakin, na for sure, magreresurface lang pag patay na talaga ako.
Sa mga nangyayari lately, parang araw-araw ko ng naiisip mamatay nalang. Pero, tignan nyo nga naman, na-type ko pa to.
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Hi, everyone. It's been three million years since the last post, so, I figured I really need to write something, anything. Sorry about that.
So, first of all, HAPPY 2013! Today is the start of my 25th month with Marcgell. We are defly keeping it tight. Because love.
Speaking of love, I want to talk about my parents. Every morning, when I have a lot of time before doing the things I have to do (like eat breakfast, bathe, go to class...), I think of how lucky I am with my parents. I honestly pray to God and thank him for giving me the parents that I have. If there really is a God, he'll have a list of why I love my parents.
I believe my parents love each other so much. If they ever fight, they don't show us. They have little misunderstandings sometimes, I admit, but never serious. My Dad still kisses my Mom. My Mom still cooks what my Dad wants. They do lambing even if it's gross sometimes, lol. Kidding.
My Dad used to go home every weekend, said he misses us. It's been six or seven years since then, I think. Now he goes home every other weekend, just because my Mom was able to convince to not travel Manila-Vigan-Manila every weekend. My Dad's efforts to be with the family is remarkable. He travels 8-10 hours, one way, just to be with us. My Dad is Superman.
My parents provide for us. We might not have Mac laptops (not like we want them, anyway), or iPad, or iPhones, but, they provide for us. We have our laptops, our mobile phones, our lunch money... They pay for our tuition. They ask us how we are, tell us to do good, remind us that they love us. They give us what we need to survive, to be sane, to be normal kids that we are; and sometimes more just to show off.
I'm not sure if my parents are strict. I think they're quite fun. They let us have our fun. Also, I feel that they trust us. They are just awesome people.
I wish to have a happy family like the one my parents built for us. My parents have the ideal relationship and the best sons and daughters. :) Labels: #update, `life, fireworks
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I'm not sure if I'm mean or kind, naughty or nice. (Santa says you're naughty. HO. HO. HO. Kidding.)
Me: Kuya, dito po ba kukuha ng ticket kung may reservation?
Kuya Guard: Saan po ba kayo papunta?
Me: Aparri po.
Kuya Guard: Dito po.
Me: Kapag hindi po ba sa Aparri, sa iba kukuha?
Kuya Guard: Dito pa rin po.
Me: Eh, bat nyo pa tinanong?
Kanina Dito sa Dorm, iba yung Guard
*just got back sa dorm*
Ate Guard: ID.
*nilabas ko ID ko, smile, alis*
*lumabas after 10 minutes, kasi umihi, tas uminom, at nag-iwan lang ng konting gamit*
*nasa may Zoo Building na ko napansin kong wala yung coin purse ko*
NOTE NA ANG ZOO BUILDING AY NASA TAPAT LANG NG DORM
*bumalik ako ng dorm*
Ate Guard: ID.
*nilabas ko ID ko, tas nagmadaling pumasok*
Ate Guard: *galit na tone* Sana kasi nilalabas na agad yung ID.
Me: Kagagaling ko lang dito, sana, ate, naalala niyo nalang ako.
Labels: #update, %tagalog, `life, murderous
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I can not put into the words the feelings I had in that concert. My summary would be: "wtfawesomeshitseungrycriesfeels omgicant feelstoomuchfeels." I am sorry.
I would just want to thank my boyfriend for making this experience possible. You are the best! Thank you! I love you so much! Labels: #update, %english, `love life, high
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Marcgell and I went to ATC for the gaming expo. We participated in the scavengers hunt by PC Express. We also met up with his couple orgmates to eat. Basically, we went out for a date before I needed to leave for the Bihawo Outreach, when something really weird happened. Lady Boss asked if I was bringing Marcgell along. I told her that she already said one too many "no non-KappaThEDs allowed". She said papayag naman s'ya basta magpaalam ng maayos. So, I took advantage and asked if I could bring my boyfriend along. Luckily, I was able to bring him along, for the second time around.
I asked Marcgell to lend me shirts because I no longer had clothes. We ended up looking crazy on the first day of the outreach.
I'm really not good with kids. I will murder them. I swear. But, you know, I couldn't because we were there to help them instead. Haha. I was able to endure a day-long play-work with the kids. We did lectures on disaster preparedness, too. Mine was totally impromptu, because, well, I didn't research, I didn't listen, too. But, I think I did a pretty good job with the basics. Haha :) I loved the part where we gave out sleepers. Most kids preferred looks over quality. It is one of the many luxuries their situation can not afford. I tried my best to convince them to go for the quality, but, kids will be kids. We were there to make them happy.
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| Karla, Lady Boss Mich, Inah, Meeee, Lia |
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The night at Dawal, I was not able to enjoy to the fullest. When Irah and I went in our room to rest after dinner, we fell asleep. Funny thing is, Marcgell and ML were there watching TV with us. THEY DIDN'T EVEN WOKE US UP. They just left us and went to drink and have fun with the rest of the world. Brod Love jokingly said it was really what ML and Marcgell planned, to get us to bed early so they can have a look-out for possible hit-ons. When Irah and I woke up, it was already curfew, they were no longer releasing drinks, and everyone were told to go to bed. Bad thing, too, was Marcgell being kinda drunk. Since I'm not the kind that takes care of drunk people (since I'm the drunk person, on most occasions), Irah took care of my boyfriend for me. Haha. ML and I were just cheerleaders. Irah and I had a private pool party the next day, well, not that private. We were joined by Inah, Albei, and our boyfriends ML and Marcgell. They tried teaching us to swim. Hahaha. :)) We also had some chismis over lunch.
T'was fun without the booze. Next year again, definitely! Labels: #update, %english, `friends, `love life, `school, `sunshine, high, photo, text
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[A/N] I will try my best to make this as honest and revealing as I can get.
Before I went to bed, the last thing I remember is thinking of Nikka Apostol. I was texting her on my mind about the type of girls we were: cutie, animated, colorful, petite... Then all of a sudden I was in a room.
It was a block room, one side didn't have a wall and opened to what looked like a typical western neighborhood. Let's call this side "the hole". Opposite to that side, there was a single door. I was seated facing the door. Out came Jemar and Ashley, saying their hi's before leaving through the hole. Followed by Fed, amazingly holding a ball. Then came my first group of friends: Mea, Nae, and Paula. Nae sat across me, and on her right was Paula. Mea sat on my left. There was a table, btw.
"Ano 'yung issue na sabi nila, lagi nalang daw kayong sunod samin ni Mea?" Nae asked. I honestly don't know what she's talking about.
"Never heard of that issue."
"'Yung ano, sabi nga nila lagi lang daw kayong sunod samin?"
"Hind ko nga alam kung ano 'yan." I said, a little annoyed. I look at Paula who was playing with Nae's hair.
"Kunwari ka lang na hindi mo alam, pero alam kong alam mo." To me, I thought she was implying something, but her voice and facial expression are all too innocent.
"Hindi 'yan ang naririnig kong issue. Katext ko lang si Nikka kanina, wala naman kaming napag-usapang ganyan."
Nae made a "okay, whatever" face.
"Eh, ikaw. Bat ba ang init ng ulo mo sakin? Nakikipagbati ako sayo, ayaw mo. Hindi kita papansin, ayaw mo. Magrereact ako, ayaw mo. Ano ba talagang gusto mo?"
Paula let go of Nae's hair and sat straight, looking quite distressed. Nae, just looked, disappointed. I look at Mea and she was, idk why, blank. Non-moving, looking far beyond her knees. Not smiling, not frowning. Just blank.
"Bakit ba hindi tayo makapagbati-bati? We were friends before, it shouldn't be a problem." "Sabi ko kasi sayo, eh-" I don't know who Paula directed this statement to.
And then Nix came saying she received my text.
What. Labels: #cw, #update, %taglish, sad, text
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1. New author is moving in. LOL. :) Welcome to SuicidalFoot, Boyfriend! 2. This blog will prolly start anew. Themes and all.
3. Trying my best to "protect" my privacy. Tho, I'm not rly a private person, right? Haha. Who am I kidding?
4. Dying.FML.
5. I actually have entries lined up, but, I'm kinda scared of getting penalized or smth, LOL. You know government is a fucked up bitch. Might post it soon, anyway.
Off to work, bye! Labels: #update, %english, `internet
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A memorandum was released last acad year about class suspension. Class will be suspended ONLY IF ONE OF THE FOLLOWING APPLIES: 1. blackout and/or debris is clattered throughout the campus; 2. C5 and/or PhilCoA (Commonwealth) are experiencing heavy traffic. Aside from these, declaration from CHEd and the government applies without the need of verification from the chancellor.
This past week, tbh, it hasn't been really rainy. It's just windy. Which makes it worst when it does actually rain. So, classes weren't suspended. "A little wind won't hurt."
And then the incident in the 4th floor happened. The "little wind" crashed a window and three students were hurt and rushed to the infirmary. Classes were then suspended in the 4th floor of AS only. Because that's where the "little wind" is deadly.
I think the second reason for suspension is a little insensitive. Take for instance my sisses Ienne and Cams, biological sisters, from Malabon. Malabon is experiencing heavy rain, and transportation is a killer. I quote the memorandum, " In principle, students are excused from attending classes if they are unable to travel to UP Diliman from their respective residences due to flood and other natural calamities." It is the same as saying, "Fine, don't attend your classes, I understand. But we're still having class, anyway. You'll miss the class. But, who cares, safety first!"
Such a crazy week. Labels: #rant, #update, %english, `school, suicidal, text
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Dahil minsan lang ako gumala, lumabas ako kahapon. Kasama ko ang ilang linggo ko na ring iniiwasang sina Gemoelle at Charlotte, first year hs friends. Kahit na isang taon lang kasi kami naging magkakaklase, ang close namin. :)
So, anyway, nag-MOA kami. Wala naman talaga kaming balak gawin, window shopping lang talaga dapat. Tho, syempre, kumain kami.
Sinundo ko si Gem sa 7/11 ng Pinagkaisahan, Cubao. Buti nalang naalala ko kung saan ang Pinagkaisahan dahil sa 7/11. Nilakad namin from there to Farmers' Market. At 11:30 AM. Nilakad namin. Isang oras late si Lot. Usapan 12, nasa Taft na. Ehdi, isang oras kaming paikot-ikot lang ni Gem sa Metro Point, na super liit, at mabaho.
All is well naman nung magkakasama na kami. Kwentuhan. Walang pinagbago, madaldal pa rin kami together. :) Ang saya ko na nakasama ko sila.
Nag-ikot din kami sa UST. First time namin pareho ni Gem doon, so, amazed na amazed naman kami. Haha. Ang cool ng buildings nila. @__@
Noong pauwi na kami, bilang gabi na at umuulan na, andami naming plano in-case maholdap kami. HAHAHA. Parang nung papuntang UST lang, galing MOA. Nagtatanungan kami kung sinong may mahabang kuko, kung anong gagawin if ever. So funny.
Aaat. Nakakainis. Isang planner na nga lang kailangan kong bilhin, wala pa sa dalawang National Bookstore na pinuntahan namin. :(
I-chika ko lang. Sobra mag-worry si Marcgell. 100 misscalls overnight. Limit na yung 100 na kayang bilangin ng phone ko. Grabe. Natulog lang kaya ako. Aat. Iniisip ko lang, di naman ako naka-silent kagabi. Kawawa siguro roommates ko.
Labels: #update, %tagalog, `friends, `love life, high
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I realized something while I'm going on with my life... Well, I mean... I always listen to songs when I'm with my laptop. it's either open a playlist on YT, or just use my own playlist. And just now, I realized I'm mentally sorting songs for certain moments of my life.
"Ooh~ date song."
"Walking? Swag mode: on."
"After exams, after exams..."
"DANCE~! I wanna da da da da dance!"
"Striptease~"
I have, like, playlists in my head to play as background music in RL.
I bet it's normal and people everywhere unconsciously do it, too.
edit.
I actually have a list of songs I'd like to play in my wedding, and for my future striptease class. I'm going to start a list for my funeral. Kbye. Forrealz. Labels: #update, %english, `me
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I may be going crazy, watching Star Wars and preparing for DotA and shit. :| And I haven't finished Charade by Sandra Brown yet. There's Game of Thrones, too. I'm way behind Revenge and Glee, too.
Too many things I want to do, so little time. Labels: #random, #update, %english, `books, `fandom, `films, `shows, text
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A lot of people don't like Justin Bieber. They call him "gay", and that his songs are "lame" or "stupid" and such. And then there was Rebecca Black, "who doesn't have an ounce of talent", and having her own music video was "the worst thing that ever happened to the music industry". Now, there's this Hot Problems by Double Take. It's Justin Bieber and Rebecca Black allover again, times ten.
I'm not a fan of JB, nor Rebecca, nor this Double Take thing.
I admit, JB is pretty, and his songs talk about the same things. But, I like his songs. I don't hate him. I respect him.
Friday's words are defly wacked. It's, uhm, nakakabobo. But, srsly, na-LSS ako sa Friday.
And this Hot Problems is even wacked-er. I. Just. ARGH.
But, I envy these people. You may say they look like this, or that, and that they're not talented, but I still envy them. They know what they want to do. And that is to make music. Or, atleast, try to make music. Or, maybe get famous. Hmn. Well, I envy them for knowing what they want and going for it, whether people don't like them, or even if skills tell them not to.
Just. IDK what I'm saying anymore. Kbye.
Labels: #manic, #random, #update, %taglish, `music
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Recently, I've been feeling vain. I don't mean liking my face. I mean liking my body. I used to think I'm too short, or too skinny, too weird, too something... But, just recently, I've been feeling good about myself. I believe I can pull off being the way I am. SELFPRAISE. Labels: #update, %english, `me
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I finally figured out how to revert back to the old template. =___=;;
If you don't know, my ever pakealamerong boyfriend updated the template settings here in my blog. The configuration changed, and my theme went from perfect to garbage. I tried editing the template with the back-up I have (which, by the way, was way back from April of 2010). After it failed, I kinda accepted the fact that I will never again see this awesome blog of mine the way it used to be. I tried reasoning out with myself. Luma na rin naman, antagal na ng template na 'yun, panahon pa ni Marcos... I looked at themes, and ways to customize my current theme. But, as I go through pages and pages of pre-designed templates, I felt that I'm just looking for something that looked like my old one. And, luckily, I was able to revert my blog back to the old template config. Marcgell Adrian, I love you still, okay? Labels: #update, %taglish
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I've tried tens of times to update, but, I can't seem to write something that's not depressing.
So, I'll post anyway.
I haven't been sure about myself for the longest time now. I'm always asking myself, what do you want to do tomorrow? But then something in the back of my mind asks back, well, what are you capable of?
I've said this before, I know, but, I'm really scared. I don't know what I want to do. I don't know if I can do what I want to do. I'm just a pile of disappointments atm.
Sobrang hiyang-hiya ako sa tatay ko. Sobrang disappointed ako sa sarili ko. Gusto kong lumaban, pero, every single fucking time I try to do something good, I fail and just disappoint myself. Everytime I back down, somehow, atleast, I chose to fail, walang disappointment. Ewan ko na talaga.
=___=;; Labels: #update
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Kanina, nag-celebrate kami. Debut ni Marian. Ano, ang hyper ko lang. Gawa na rin siguro na tapos na 'yung Bio Lec and Lab exams. Eh, 'yun. Di, ang hyper ko. Tuwang-tuwa ako kay Mai. Ang ganda nya lang. Kahit na biglaan, at rush-rush lang mga nagawa namin for her, it seems na napasaya naman namin sya.
Naiinggit lang ako. Hindi dahil may surprise thing for her. Mas maayos pa nga 'yung akin nun, eh. Naiinggit ako, kasi, andun si Kuya whoever-that-is. Seems like, 'yun 'yung guy that likes Marian a lot. The whole time, andun s'ya, tahimik lang, pero, point is: andun s'ya. Tapos, syempre, naisayaw n'ya si Marian. Nung magkasama na actually sila, di na s'ya umalis sa tabi niya. Andun lang s'ya. Di sila nag-uusap, pero, point is: magkasama sila.
After nun, magkasama kaming lumabas ni Choi from NIGS. Well, well, well... Andun naman si Froi, sinusundo si Choi. (HAHAHA, funny lang, nagr-rhyme 'yung names nila.) Eh di, sawsaw na naman ako. Mga tatlo o apat na beses ng nangyari 'to. Sinusundo or hinahatid ni Froi si Choi, tas kasama rin ako. Kapag magkakasama kami, ako lang lagi 'yung maingay. Madaldal ako. Nagkukwento lang ako ng kung anu-ano. Di sila nakakapag-usap dahil sakin. Kasi, syempre, nagkukwento ako. Sumasagot naman sila, nakikitawa naman sila. Sabi nga ni Choi, "ako kasi ang boss." Pero, kahit ganun, magka-holding hands naman sila.
Sa tambayan naman, lagi kong nakikita sina Irah at ML. Ang sweet lang din nila... minsan. Minsan, nagkukulitan sila, nag-aaway. PERO, kahit na. Magkasama pa rin sila. Nakikita ko sina Gel at Albei, 'yung isa sakanila napapagod kakahintay / kakahanap sa isa. PERO, in the end, may dumarating, may nahahanap, nagkakasama sila.
Naiinggit ako. Naiinggit ako na may sumusundo sakanila, naghahatid. Naiinggit ako na may kasama silang kumain. Naiinggit ako na may naghahawak ng kamay nila pag naglalakad. Naiinggit ako na may naghihintay sakanila after class. Naiinggit ako na every single day, may chance silang magkita at magkasama. Naiinggit ako na, kahit wala masyadong nangyayari sa buong araw, nagkasama naman sila. Naiinggit ako na, sila, may daily routines together. Naiinggit ako. Naiinggit talaga ako na magkakasama sila.
FUCK DISTANCE.
Pero, anong magagawa ko? Andito na 'ko, eh. LONG DISTANCE RELATIONSHIP. Ilalaban ko 'to. Kahit walang sumusundo at naghahatid sakin, kahit walang nagdadala ng pagkain sa dorm, kahit walang nag-aantay sakin after class, kahit wala akong ka-holding hands sa SC, kahit wala akong mahawakan at ma-hug na boyfriend ko every school day... Alam ko naman sa sarili ko, pinili ko pa ring maging boyfriend si Marcgell kasi mahal ko talaga s'ya. Hindi dahil nasanay akong kasama sya. Hindi dahil kaya niya akong sunduin at ihatid. Hindi dahil malapit siya, hindi dahil convenient.
Boyfriend ko siya, kasi, mahal ko siya.
Mahirap, kasi sobrang namimiss ko siya. Tapos ang hirap pa, kasi, hindi naman pwedeng every weekend andito siya, or andun ako. May org siya, may soro ako, may exams pag weekend, may exams pag monday... Mahirap mag-hanap ng time para magkasama kami. Pero, naipipilit pa rin naman namin. It makes it more special, too. It's because we don't always see each other that we value our little time together. There's no time for anything else but love.
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I am Lor, batch head of 11D, now Lady Herald of Theta Epsilon Sorority. I may be a part of the baby batch, but I am an active member. As much as possible, I finish everything I have to do to be able to help with Sorority work.
Theta Epsilon, even from the very start, seems so perfect for me. It's really hard to explain things that should be kept low profile. So, as of now, just take my word for it. This sisterhood is perfect for me. :)
Helping other people is never easy. We have to plan it, put it to paper, look for money / sponsors, put it to paper, and finally execute the plan. We are but students, too. We are busy with acads, family matters, friends. Still, we make everything work. We were able to have the blood letting activity and the outreach program.
Being in a sorority has its advantages. First of, it gets in your resume. Second, you get to experience the wealth of the alumni. No kidding. And, well, of course, the undeniable good memories made with the brods and sisses. :) Memories of working together, simple chit-chats, and going through drama together.
Sis Inah, my high school senior, thank you for inviting me into this exclusive circle. Congratulations for being the Lady Keeper of the Whip.
Mommy Cams, then LKW, thank you for convincing me to join. Thank you for telling me to never give up. Thank you for telling me to always follow my heart. :) I love you still.
Bossang Cherry, kahit ilang ulit n'yo akong sinindak para lang maibigay 'yung gusto mong iparating - show your worth - Thank you. My loyalty is forever yours.
Lia, my batchmate, now Lady Keeper of the Scroll, my partner in crime (forever and ever), I love you. :) Sums it all.
My other batchmates, Mai, Van, Amery, Chel, and Ienne, sisses, let's all give back to the sorority. :) Let's work together. Let's make more lives easier, let's spread more laughter. :) I love you~!
HAPPY 38th YEARS, UP THETA EPSILON SORORITY!
Truth and Enlightenment through service to all.
P.S.
Thank you, aTheng Connie, founder, for the jacket~! :)
caricature by Maj Rosario (color via PS, me)Labels: #life, #update, %english, `life, fireworks
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Andami kong gustong i-blog.
This weekend, as in Saturday and Sunday, lang siguro ang matinong rest day, ulet, for a very long time.
BUT, I'm not complaining for the lack of time to do nothing. I love having something to do. Since, ayoko ng dull moments with just myself.
Anyway, like I said, andami kong gustong i-post. I want to talk about Mommy Cams, Ninang Kim, Rock Infinitum 3, Marcgell, Christmas, my Lola Lily, Marcgell, my batchmates, and some other stuff... like acads. 'Cause I have that, too. :|
Anyway, I really missed Mommy Cams. It's been two months, and, well... Ayokong masanay na wala sya. I'm so glad na nag-attend sya ng Rock Infinitum 3. Tho, hindi kami nakapag-kwentuhan, ang saya ko pa rin na nakita ko sya, busy, hyper. Buti na rin at dumating sya, since may nag-entertain ng alumni. (Totally forgot about that. :O Oops.)
Saludo ako kay Ninang Kim. Hindi ko sya piniling maging ninang, at wala lang talaga akong choice noon, na, parang binigay talaga sya ni God para maging ninang ko. x) Hala. OA na. Anyway, maganda grades n'ya, may social life siya, at ang sexy nya talaga. x___x Someday, I'll be like her. HAHAHAHA.
Hindi ko na naman pinag-iisipan mga sinasabi ko dito...
Jejemon. Labels: #update, %taglish, `life, `school
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I have been longing for the Asus Google Nexus 7 2nd Gen for a month now. The fact that it's being pulled out from stores to make way for the HTC Nexus 9 makes it more valuable. I have been looking for the 32GB Nexus 7 around SM North Edsa for two weeks, and I've only seen two stores. It was really frustrating when the day came that I would buy one, and the stores weren't selling them anymore. Still, I chanced upon Gigahertz and miraculously, they have one last stock.
It wasn't a new unit, it was already opened. I was going to point it out but I was too excited to have my hands on it. It was a little disappointing tho that it was starting up really slow and the kuya had to force shut down and restart just to make it work. I was already having second thoughts on buying an opened unit. I tried to check the unit, but the store didn't have internet connection. It wasn't lagging, since there were only the preloaded apps, and no internet to update the operating system. Since it was already late, we just bought it. I told myself to just check it our when I got home.
I updated the OS from 12MN-3AM. I was able to update it to Kitkat 4.4.4 when I started downloading apps like Twitter, Tumblr, KakaoTalk, and so on. It was when I open an app that it suddenly just crashed. I started restarting it, but it was on loop on the Google logo. I did several factory resets but nothing happened. I came to the conclusion that it was a defective unit. I decided to consult online sources, but it being an "old" nexus, it's microsite has been taken down by Google.
So, anyway, I went back to Gigahertz after my 4PM class. I told them I was returning the unit and that I wanted my money back. They asked why, and I explained that the unit was defective. They asked someone to try to fix it first, told me that I can get a new unit in a few hours, if only I could just sit down. So, I did. I patiently waited, but I didn't have a Nexus 7 at the end of the day. Other branches don't have the model I bought. I told them, well then, give me back my money. They said they can't because it still need to be approved. Approved by what? In what case can it be disapproved? Surely, I should get my money back since, well obviously, I wasn't able to get my money's worth. They told me that the policy is first, try to change the unit, BUT YOU DON'T HAVE IT, so, maybe you can buy something else of the same price, BUT I DON'T WANT TO. I am buying an Asus Google Nexus 7, 32GB because it is now being pulled out from the market. I payed for it, and that's what I want. Why are they telling me what to get for my money? So, they told me to calm the shit down and promised that they will call their supplier and promised that I will get my unit within the week.
What has Gigahertz SM North Edsa violated? 1. It is printed on the receipt that there is an outright 7 day return/exchange for defective units. Which can not be according to RA 7394 Consumer Act of the Philippines.
2. It is the choice of the buyer if he/she wants a refund or an exchange. The store can not insist that they exchange the unit. RA 7394.
I am just really disappointed that most stores insist they make money. And I am quite disappointed that because of this, most Filipinos would think they don't have the right to return or exchange defective goods. Nevertheless, I just want my Nexus 7 on Thursday as they promised. And whether or not I get it, I will make sure to file a complaint in DTI. Labels: #life, #manic, #update, %english, `life, `problem, gigahertz, murderous, nexus 7, tatak pinoy, text
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Just a personal update on me. Because I love talking about myself, a flaw I share with every human being born to a modern world.
I have finally shifted into a course and college! I am now taking up Bachelor of Public Administration in the National College of Public Administration and Governance. I honestly applied blindly, not knowing what it is about. But, I'm glad I got in and that I signed with them. B. PA is a pre-law, so, I might actually end up taking law after all. Unfortunately, I am accustomed to reading fiction and writing nonsense; the total opposite of what we do in B PA. My classes are all theoretical this sem, all readings heavy, I might explode in any minute. But, so far, so good, I'm actively participating and enjoying my classes.
I would love to rant about why I did not get into Geology, or Clothing Technology. But the downward spiral of the quality of education in UP might be enough explanation for some colleges desperate moves of "keeping the delinquents out". And I'll leave it at that.
There's really nothing else I can say about myself. I've been planning to talk about DotA but someone else beat me to it, so I just gave up. Haha.
Some sensible posts soon!
♥ Labels: #life, #random, #update, %english, `life, `me
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I have a suicide note which I used to update every month (or as much as needed). My last update was November. I'm not sure if you people know, but, I do think of suicide.
It's not about how big your problem is, it's about how small you're feeling when you receive the problem.
'Yung mga instances na naalala kong magpakamatay, 'yung unang bagsak ko, Math 17. Gusto ko na talagang mamatay nun. Alam kong magaling ako, alam kong kaya ko naman. Pero, hindi kasi ako pumapasok, kaya bumagsak ako. Hindi ko tinuloy kasi gusto kong imurder yung prof ko. At, seryoso 'yun. Alam kong mali yung rason ko bat di ko tinuloy, pero, atleast, buhay pa ko.
Tapos nung sa Math 53 ko naman. 'Yung naconfine kasi ako ng buong week, nadrop tuloy ako. Alam mo 'yung sobrang effort ka na, tapos, dahil lang nagkasakit ka, wala na. Iniisip ko nun, sana namatay nalang ako ng tuluyan para hindi ko na kailangang masabihang mag-drop. 'Di ko tinuloy kasi, kami na ni Marcgell nun eh. Tapos, ito pa yung mga time na sobrang feel kong mambababae sya, kaya ayoko syang iwan.
Marami pang iba, actually. 'Yung mga simpleng bagay tulad ng ayokong pumasok, naiisipan kong magpakamatay nalang. That way, di ko na kailangan mag-aral, di ko na kailangang pumasok. Pero, naiisip ko kasi 'yung mga makakakita ng body ko. 'Yung magliligpit ng gamit ko. 'Yung gastos ng magulang ko. 'Yung feelings ng mga nagmamahal sakin, na for sure, magreresurface lang pag patay na talaga ako.
Sa mga nangyayari lately, parang araw-araw ko ng naiisip mamatay nalang. Pero, tignan nyo nga naman, na-type ko pa to.
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Hi, everyone. It's been three million years since the last post, so, I figured I really need to write something, anything. Sorry about that.
So, first of all, HAPPY 2013! Today is the start of my 25th month with Marcgell. We are defly keeping it tight. Because love.
Speaking of love, I want to talk about my parents. Every morning, when I have a lot of time before doing the things I have to do (like eat breakfast, bathe, go to class...), I think of how lucky I am with my parents. I honestly pray to God and thank him for giving me the parents that I have. If there really is a God, he'll have a list of why I love my parents.
I believe my parents love each other so much. If they ever fight, they don't show us. They have little misunderstandings sometimes, I admit, but never serious. My Dad still kisses my Mom. My Mom still cooks what my Dad wants. They do lambing even if it's gross sometimes, lol. Kidding.
My Dad used to go home every weekend, said he misses us. It's been six or seven years since then, I think. Now he goes home every other weekend, just because my Mom was able to convince to not travel Manila-Vigan-Manila every weekend. My Dad's efforts to be with the family is remarkable. He travels 8-10 hours, one way, just to be with us. My Dad is Superman.
My parents provide for us. We might not have Mac laptops (not like we want them, anyway), or iPad, or iPhones, but, they provide for us. We have our laptops, our mobile phones, our lunch money... They pay for our tuition. They ask us how we are, tell us to do good, remind us that they love us. They give us what we need to survive, to be sane, to be normal kids that we are; and sometimes more just to show off.
I'm not sure if my parents are strict. I think they're quite fun. They let us have our fun. Also, I feel that they trust us. They are just awesome people.
I wish to have a happy family like the one my parents built for us. My parents have the ideal relationship and the best sons and daughters. :) Labels: #update, `life, fireworks
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I'm not sure if I'm mean or kind, naughty or nice. (Santa says you're naughty. HO. HO. HO. Kidding.)
Me: Kuya, dito po ba kukuha ng ticket kung may reservation?
Kuya Guard: Saan po ba kayo papunta?
Me: Aparri po.
Kuya Guard: Dito po.
Me: Kapag hindi po ba sa Aparri, sa iba kukuha?
Kuya Guard: Dito pa rin po.
Me: Eh, bat nyo pa tinanong?
Kanina Dito sa Dorm, iba yung Guard
*just got back sa dorm*
Ate Guard: ID.
*nilabas ko ID ko, smile, alis*
*lumabas after 10 minutes, kasi umihi, tas uminom, at nag-iwan lang ng konting gamit*
*nasa may Zoo Building na ko napansin kong wala yung coin purse ko*
NOTE NA ANG ZOO BUILDING AY NASA TAPAT LANG NG DORM
*bumalik ako ng dorm*
Ate Guard: ID.
*nilabas ko ID ko, tas nagmadaling pumasok*
Ate Guard: *galit na tone* Sana kasi nilalabas na agad yung ID.
Me: Kagagaling ko lang dito, sana, ate, naalala niyo nalang ako.
Labels: #update, %tagalog, `life, murderous
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| Excited Bunny is excited! |
I can not put into the words the feelings I had in that concert. My summary would be: "wtfawesomeshitseungrycriesfeels omgicant feelstoomuchfeels." I am sorry.
I would just want to thank my boyfriend for making this experience possible. You are the best! Thank you! I love you so much! Labels: #update, %english, `love life, high
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Marcgell and I went to ATC for the gaming expo. We participated in the scavengers hunt by PC Express. We also met up with his couple orgmates to eat. Basically, we went out for a date before I needed to leave for the Bihawo Outreach, when something really weird happened. Lady Boss asked if I was bringing Marcgell along. I told her that she already said one too many "no non-KappaThEDs allowed". She said papayag naman s'ya basta magpaalam ng maayos. So, I took advantage and asked if I could bring my boyfriend along. Luckily, I was able to bring him along, for the second time around.
I asked Marcgell to lend me shirts because I no longer had clothes. We ended up looking crazy on the first day of the outreach.
I'm really not good with kids. I will murder them. I swear. But, you know, I couldn't because we were there to help them instead. Haha. I was able to endure a day-long play-work with the kids. We did lectures on disaster preparedness, too. Mine was totally impromptu, because, well, I didn't research, I didn't listen, too. But, I think I did a pretty good job with the basics. Haha :) I loved the part where we gave out sleepers. Most kids preferred looks over quality. It is one of the many luxuries their situation can not afford. I tried my best to convince them to go for the quality, but, kids will be kids. We were there to make them happy.
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| Karla, Lady Boss Mich, Inah, Meeee, Lia |
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The night at Dawal, I was not able to enjoy to the fullest. When Irah and I went in our room to rest after dinner, we fell asleep. Funny thing is, Marcgell and ML were there watching TV with us. THEY DIDN'T EVEN WOKE US UP. They just left us and went to drink and have fun with the rest of the world. Brod Love jokingly said it was really what ML and Marcgell planned, to get us to bed early so they can have a look-out for possible hit-ons. When Irah and I woke up, it was already curfew, they were no longer releasing drinks, and everyone were told to go to bed. Bad thing, too, was Marcgell being kinda drunk. Since I'm not the kind that takes care of drunk people (since I'm the drunk person, on most occasions), Irah took care of my boyfriend for me. Haha. ML and I were just cheerleaders. Irah and I had a private pool party the next day, well, not that private. We were joined by Inah, Albei, and our boyfriends ML and Marcgell. They tried teaching us to swim. Hahaha. :)) We also had some chismis over lunch.
T'was fun without the booze. Next year again, definitely! Labels: #update, %english, `friends, `love life, `school, `sunshine, high, photo, text
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[A/N] I will try my best to make this as honest and revealing as I can get.
Before I went to bed, the last thing I remember is thinking of Nikka Apostol. I was texting her on my mind about the type of girls we were: cutie, animated, colorful, petite... Then all of a sudden I was in a room.
It was a block room, one side didn't have a wall and opened to what looked like a typical western neighborhood. Let's call this side "the hole". Opposite to that side, there was a single door. I was seated facing the door. Out came Jemar and Ashley, saying their hi's before leaving through the hole. Followed by Fed, amazingly holding a ball. Then came my first group of friends: Mea, Nae, and Paula. Nae sat across me, and on her right was Paula. Mea sat on my left. There was a table, btw.
"Ano 'yung issue na sabi nila, lagi nalang daw kayong sunod samin ni Mea?" Nae asked. I honestly don't know what she's talking about.
"Never heard of that issue."
"'Yung ano, sabi nga nila lagi lang daw kayong sunod samin?"
"Hind ko nga alam kung ano 'yan." I said, a little annoyed. I look at Paula who was playing with Nae's hair.
"Kunwari ka lang na hindi mo alam, pero alam kong alam mo." To me, I thought she was implying something, but her voice and facial expression are all too innocent.
"Hindi 'yan ang naririnig kong issue. Katext ko lang si Nikka kanina, wala naman kaming napag-usapang ganyan."
Nae made a "okay, whatever" face.
"Eh, ikaw. Bat ba ang init ng ulo mo sakin? Nakikipagbati ako sayo, ayaw mo. Hindi kita papansin, ayaw mo. Magrereact ako, ayaw mo. Ano ba talagang gusto mo?"
Paula let go of Nae's hair and sat straight, looking quite distressed. Nae, just looked, disappointed. I look at Mea and she was, idk why, blank. Non-moving, looking far beyond her knees. Not smiling, not frowning. Just blank.
"Bakit ba hindi tayo makapagbati-bati? We were friends before, it shouldn't be a problem." "Sabi ko kasi sayo, eh-" I don't know who Paula directed this statement to.
And then Nix came saying she received my text.
What. Labels: #cw, #update, %taglish, sad, text
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1. New author is moving in. LOL. :) Welcome to SuicidalFoot, Boyfriend! 2. This blog will prolly start anew. Themes and all.
3. Trying my best to "protect" my privacy. Tho, I'm not rly a private person, right? Haha. Who am I kidding?
4. Dying.FML.
5. I actually have entries lined up, but, I'm kinda scared of getting penalized or smth, LOL. You know government is a fucked up bitch. Might post it soon, anyway.
Off to work, bye! Labels: #update, %english, `internet
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A memorandum was released last acad year about class suspension. Class will be suspended ONLY IF ONE OF THE FOLLOWING APPLIES: 1. blackout and/or debris is clattered throughout the campus; 2. C5 and/or PhilCoA (Commonwealth) are experiencing heavy traffic. Aside from these, declaration from CHEd and the government applies without the need of verification from the chancellor.
This past week, tbh, it hasn't been really rainy. It's just windy. Which makes it worst when it does actually rain. So, classes weren't suspended. "A little wind won't hurt."
And then the incident in the 4th floor happened. The "little wind" crashed a window and three students were hurt and rushed to the infirmary. Classes were then suspended in the 4th floor of AS only. Because that's where the "little wind" is deadly.
I think the second reason for suspension is a little insensitive. Take for instance my sisses Ienne and Cams, biological sisters, from Malabon. Malabon is experiencing heavy rain, and transportation is a killer. I quote the memorandum, " In principle, students are excused from attending classes if they are unable to travel to UP Diliman from their respective residences due to flood and other natural calamities." It is the same as saying, "Fine, don't attend your classes, I understand. But we're still having class, anyway. You'll miss the class. But, who cares, safety first!"
Such a crazy week. Labels: #rant, #update, %english, `school, suicidal, text
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Dahil minsan lang ako gumala, lumabas ako kahapon. Kasama ko ang ilang linggo ko na ring iniiwasang sina Gemoelle at Charlotte, first year hs friends. Kahit na isang taon lang kasi kami naging magkakaklase, ang close namin. :)
So, anyway, nag-MOA kami. Wala naman talaga kaming balak gawin, window shopping lang talaga dapat. Tho, syempre, kumain kami.
Sinundo ko si Gem sa 7/11 ng Pinagkaisahan, Cubao. Buti nalang naalala ko kung saan ang Pinagkaisahan dahil sa 7/11. Nilakad namin from there to Farmers' Market. At 11:30 AM. Nilakad namin. Isang oras late si Lot. Usapan 12, nasa Taft na. Ehdi, isang oras kaming paikot-ikot lang ni Gem sa Metro Point, na super liit, at mabaho.
All is well naman nung magkakasama na kami. Kwentuhan. Walang pinagbago, madaldal pa rin kami together. :) Ang saya ko na nakasama ko sila.
Nag-ikot din kami sa UST. First time namin pareho ni Gem doon, so, amazed na amazed naman kami. Haha. Ang cool ng buildings nila. @__@
Noong pauwi na kami, bilang gabi na at umuulan na, andami naming plano in-case maholdap kami. HAHAHA. Parang nung papuntang UST lang, galing MOA. Nagtatanungan kami kung sinong may mahabang kuko, kung anong gagawin if ever. So funny.
Aaat. Nakakainis. Isang planner na nga lang kailangan kong bilhin, wala pa sa dalawang National Bookstore na pinuntahan namin. :(
I-chika ko lang. Sobra mag-worry si Marcgell. 100 misscalls overnight. Limit na yung 100 na kayang bilangin ng phone ko. Grabe. Natulog lang kaya ako. Aat. Iniisip ko lang, di naman ako naka-silent kagabi. Kawawa siguro roommates ko.
Labels: #update, %tagalog, `friends, `love life, high
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I realized something while I'm going on with my life... Well, I mean... I always listen to songs when I'm with my laptop. it's either open a playlist on YT, or just use my own playlist. And just now, I realized I'm mentally sorting songs for certain moments of my life.
"Ooh~ date song."
"Walking? Swag mode: on."
"After exams, after exams..."
"DANCE~! I wanna da da da da dance!"
"Striptease~"
I have, like, playlists in my head to play as background music in RL.
I bet it's normal and people everywhere unconsciously do it, too.
edit.
I actually have a list of songs I'd like to play in my wedding, and for my future striptease class. I'm going to start a list for my funeral. Kbye. Forrealz. Labels: #update, %english, `me
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I may be going crazy, watching Star Wars and preparing for DotA and shit. :| And I haven't finished Charade by Sandra Brown yet. There's Game of Thrones, too. I'm way behind Revenge and Glee, too.
Too many things I want to do, so little time. Labels: #random, #update, %english, `books, `fandom, `films, `shows, text
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A lot of people don't like Justin Bieber. They call him "gay", and that his songs are "lame" or "stupid" and such. And then there was Rebecca Black, "who doesn't have an ounce of talent", and having her own music video was "the worst thing that ever happened to the music industry". Now, there's this Hot Problems by Double Take. It's Justin Bieber and Rebecca Black allover again, times ten.
I'm not a fan of JB, nor Rebecca, nor this Double Take thing.
I admit, JB is pretty, and his songs talk about the same things. But, I like his songs. I don't hate him. I respect him.
Friday's words are defly wacked. It's, uhm, nakakabobo. But, srsly, na-LSS ako sa Friday.
And this Hot Problems is even wacked-er. I. Just. ARGH.
But, I envy these people. You may say they look like this, or that, and that they're not talented, but I still envy them. They know what they want to do. And that is to make music. Or, atleast, try to make music. Or, maybe get famous. Hmn. Well, I envy them for knowing what they want and going for it, whether people don't like them, or even if skills tell them not to.
Just. IDK what I'm saying anymore. Kbye.
Labels: #manic, #random, #update, %taglish, `music
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Recently, I've been feeling vain. I don't mean liking my face. I mean liking my body. I used to think I'm too short, or too skinny, too weird, too something... But, just recently, I've been feeling good about myself. I believe I can pull off being the way I am. SELFPRAISE. Labels: #update, %english, `me
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I finally figured out how to revert back to the old template. =___=;;
If you don't know, my ever pakealamerong boyfriend updated the template settings here in my blog. The configuration changed, and my theme went from perfect to garbage. I tried editing the template with the back-up I have (which, by the way, was way back from April of 2010). After it failed, I kinda accepted the fact that I will never again see this awesome blog of mine the way it used to be. I tried reasoning out with myself. Luma na rin naman, antagal na ng template na 'yun, panahon pa ni Marcos... I looked at themes, and ways to customize my current theme. But, as I go through pages and pages of pre-designed templates, I felt that I'm just looking for something that looked like my old one. And, luckily, I was able to revert my blog back to the old template config. Marcgell Adrian, I love you still, okay? Labels: #update, %taglish
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I've tried tens of times to update, but, I can't seem to write something that's not depressing.
So, I'll post anyway.
I haven't been sure about myself for the longest time now. I'm always asking myself, what do you want to do tomorrow? But then something in the back of my mind asks back, well, what are you capable of?
I've said this before, I know, but, I'm really scared. I don't know what I want to do. I don't know if I can do what I want to do. I'm just a pile of disappointments atm.
Sobrang hiyang-hiya ako sa tatay ko. Sobrang disappointed ako sa sarili ko. Gusto kong lumaban, pero, every single fucking time I try to do something good, I fail and just disappoint myself. Everytime I back down, somehow, atleast, I chose to fail, walang disappointment. Ewan ko na talaga.
=___=;; Labels: #update
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Kanina, nag-celebrate kami. Debut ni Marian. Ano, ang hyper ko lang. Gawa na rin siguro na tapos na 'yung Bio Lec and Lab exams. Eh, 'yun. Di, ang hyper ko. Tuwang-tuwa ako kay Mai. Ang ganda nya lang. Kahit na biglaan, at rush-rush lang mga nagawa namin for her, it seems na napasaya naman namin sya.
Naiinggit lang ako. Hindi dahil may surprise thing for her. Mas maayos pa nga 'yung akin nun, eh. Naiinggit ako, kasi, andun si Kuya whoever-that-is. Seems like, 'yun 'yung guy that likes Marian a lot. The whole time, andun s'ya, tahimik lang, pero, point is: andun s'ya. Tapos, syempre, naisayaw n'ya si Marian. Nung magkasama na actually sila, di na s'ya umalis sa tabi niya. Andun lang s'ya. Di sila nag-uusap, pero, point is: magkasama sila.
After nun, magkasama kaming lumabas ni Choi from NIGS. Well, well, well... Andun naman si Froi, sinusundo si Choi. (HAHAHA, funny lang, nagr-rhyme 'yung names nila.) Eh di, sawsaw na naman ako. Mga tatlo o apat na beses ng nangyari 'to. Sinusundo or hinahatid ni Froi si Choi, tas kasama rin ako. Kapag magkakasama kami, ako lang lagi 'yung maingay. Madaldal ako. Nagkukwento lang ako ng kung anu-ano. Di sila nakakapag-usap dahil sakin. Kasi, syempre, nagkukwento ako. Sumasagot naman sila, nakikitawa naman sila. Sabi nga ni Choi, "ako kasi ang boss." Pero, kahit ganun, magka-holding hands naman sila.
Sa tambayan naman, lagi kong nakikita sina Irah at ML. Ang sweet lang din nila... minsan. Minsan, nagkukulitan sila, nag-aaway. PERO, kahit na. Magkasama pa rin sila. Nakikita ko sina Gel at Albei, 'yung isa sakanila napapagod kakahintay / kakahanap sa isa. PERO, in the end, may dumarating, may nahahanap, nagkakasama sila.
Naiinggit ako. Naiinggit ako na may sumusundo sakanila, naghahatid. Naiinggit ako na may kasama silang kumain. Naiinggit ako na may naghahawak ng kamay nila pag naglalakad. Naiinggit ako na may naghihintay sakanila after class. Naiinggit ako na every single day, may chance silang magkita at magkasama. Naiinggit ako na, kahit wala masyadong nangyayari sa buong araw, nagkasama naman sila. Naiinggit ako na, sila, may daily routines together. Naiinggit ako. Naiinggit talaga ako na magkakasama sila.
FUCK DISTANCE.
Pero, anong magagawa ko? Andito na 'ko, eh. LONG DISTANCE RELATIONSHIP. Ilalaban ko 'to. Kahit walang sumusundo at naghahatid sakin, kahit walang nagdadala ng pagkain sa dorm, kahit walang nag-aantay sakin after class, kahit wala akong ka-holding hands sa SC, kahit wala akong mahawakan at ma-hug na boyfriend ko every school day... Alam ko naman sa sarili ko, pinili ko pa ring maging boyfriend si Marcgell kasi mahal ko talaga s'ya. Hindi dahil nasanay akong kasama sya. Hindi dahil kaya niya akong sunduin at ihatid. Hindi dahil malapit siya, hindi dahil convenient.
Boyfriend ko siya, kasi, mahal ko siya.
Mahirap, kasi sobrang namimiss ko siya. Tapos ang hirap pa, kasi, hindi naman pwedeng every weekend andito siya, or andun ako. May org siya, may soro ako, may exams pag weekend, may exams pag monday... Mahirap mag-hanap ng time para magkasama kami. Pero, naipipilit pa rin naman namin. It makes it more special, too. It's because we don't always see each other that we value our little time together. There's no time for anything else but love.
Labels: #update, %taglish, `me
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I am Lor, batch head of 11D, now Lady Herald of Theta Epsilon Sorority. I may be a part of the baby batch, but I am an active member. As much as possible, I finish everything I have to do to be able to help with Sorority work.
Theta Epsilon, even from the very start, seems so perfect for me. It's really hard to explain things that should be kept low profile. So, as of now, just take my word for it. This sisterhood is perfect for me. :)
Helping other people is never easy. We have to plan it, put it to paper, look for money / sponsors, put it to paper, and finally execute the plan. We are but students, too. We are busy with acads, family matters, friends. Still, we make everything work. We were able to have the blood letting activity and the outreach program.
Being in a sorority has its advantages. First of, it gets in your resume. Second, you get to experience the wealth of the alumni. No kidding. And, well, of course, the undeniable good memories made with the brods and sisses. :) Memories of working together, simple chit-chats, and going through drama together.
Sis Inah, my high school senior, thank you for inviting me into this exclusive circle. Congratulations for being the Lady Keeper of the Whip.
Mommy Cams, then LKW, thank you for convincing me to join. Thank you for telling me to never give up. Thank you for telling me to always follow my heart. :) I love you still.
Bossang Cherry, kahit ilang ulit n'yo akong sinindak para lang maibigay 'yung gusto mong iparating - show your worth - Thank you. My loyalty is forever yours.
Lia, my batchmate, now Lady Keeper of the Scroll, my partner in crime (forever and ever), I love you. :) Sums it all.
My other batchmates, Mai, Van, Amery, Chel, and Ienne, sisses, let's all give back to the sorority. :) Let's work together. Let's make more lives easier, let's spread more laughter. :) I love you~!
HAPPY 38th YEARS, UP THETA EPSILON SORORITY!
Truth and Enlightenment through service to all.
P.S.
Thank you, aTheng Connie, founder, for the jacket~! :)
caricature by Maj Rosario (color via PS, me)Labels: #life, #update, %english, `life, fireworks
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Andami kong gustong i-blog.
This weekend, as in Saturday and Sunday, lang siguro ang matinong rest day, ulet, for a very long time.
BUT, I'm not complaining for the lack of time to do nothing. I love having something to do. Since, ayoko ng dull moments with just myself.
Anyway, like I said, andami kong gustong i-post. I want to talk about Mommy Cams, Ninang Kim, Rock Infinitum 3, Marcgell, Christmas, my Lola Lily, Marcgell, my batchmates, and some other stuff... like acads. 'Cause I have that, too. :|
Anyway, I really missed Mommy Cams. It's been two months, and, well... Ayokong masanay na wala sya. I'm so glad na nag-attend sya ng Rock Infinitum 3. Tho, hindi kami nakapag-kwentuhan, ang saya ko pa rin na nakita ko sya, busy, hyper. Buti na rin at dumating sya, since may nag-entertain ng alumni. (Totally forgot about that. :O Oops.)
Saludo ako kay Ninang Kim. Hindi ko sya piniling maging ninang, at wala lang talaga akong choice noon, na, parang binigay talaga sya ni God para maging ninang ko. x) Hala. OA na. Anyway, maganda grades n'ya, may social life siya, at ang sexy nya talaga. x___x Someday, I'll be like her. HAHAHAHA.
Hindi ko na naman pinag-iisipan mga sinasabi ko dito...
Jejemon. Labels: #update, %taglish, `life, `school
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tagboard soon
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The cat loves to purr, and meow, and hiss. She's a very noisy cat, obviously. Kitty loves to sleep, next to her love for food. Food she loves include pizza, pasta, crepes, pancakes, cakes, milktea,burgers, etc. She loves being worshipped. Bow down to me!!! She loves cuddles, unless we're not close, eew don't touch me freak.
This kitty is in-love with a non-reacting bunny. He's always acting cool, and fails at it. He is crazy and loves computers.
This is still pretty much under construction; hence the emptiness.
Adopted Trees.
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