1. New author is moving in. LOL. :) Welcome to SuicidalFoot, Boyfriend! 2. This blog will prolly start anew. Themes and all.
3. Trying my best to "protect" my privacy. Tho, I'm not rly a private person, right? Haha. Who am I kidding?
4. Dying.FML.
5. I actually have entries lined up, but, I'm kinda scared of getting penalized or smth, LOL. You know government is a fucked up bitch. Might post it soon, anyway.
Off to work, bye! Labels: #update, %english, `internet
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Once in a while, or maybe most of the time, you'll argue about something simple, complicated, or just plain nonsense. These are the times when you feel helpless and just want to slap the person involved halfway to Mars. These are the times when your feelings reach the peak of your patience and just start spitting harsh words after another. These are the times when you just want to stop time and just stare at the sky and hope that everything will go well. However, the essence of arguments is to fix a problem. It is actually more of a positive experience, rather than a negative one. Arguments give hope and chance, it means you haven't given up on something. It depicts a better future if accepted positively by everyone.
Lately, there have been difficulties. There have been misunderstandings. There have been assumptions. But the truth is, I was just stubborn. I was just thinking too highly of myself. I am very proud of my awareness and sensitivity in this matter, and most of the time, I make the right decisions. I am blinded by my mindset. Today's experience has shown me all these. That I was wrong all along. Although I feel bad about committing such a disgusting mistake, I am also relieved and glad about it. It made me happy, actually: Happier than usual. And it unexpectedly brightened up my day... and for the rest of my days.
I was wrong and I finally admit it. I finally recognized it as my mistake. These long history of arguments and useless fights are now behind me, behind us. These feeling is so beautiful. I feel like I am shining. I feel like I can light up a dark room. It is all because of yesterday and today, and most importantly, because of a certain cat.
Don't get me wrong, I hate it when I am wrong.I resent it. But, this time around, it made me a better person. Labels: #drama, #manic, %english
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Yung isa diyan, sobrang confident lang. Sobrang confident na hindi sya iiwan, na hinda papalitan, na siya lang. Kaya walang effort. Walang effort magstart ng conversation. Poor effort makipagkita, ako pa papapuntahing LB? WOW HA. Ikaw ba girlfriend at ikaw pa pupuntahan?
'Yung puyetang bookmark na pinapagawa ko, di pa magawa. Kahit binigyan lang sana ako ng tag ng damit, pwede na. Kahit ng gupit lang sana ng 10:2 rectangular piece of paper, pwede na. Hindi pa magawa. Ilang linggo na yun. May oras maglaro, manood, kumain, matulog, magporn... pero walang oras gumawa ng bookmark. Letcheng bookmark na 'yan, bibili na nga lang ako. Atleast 'yun may peso value, susulatan ko nalang ng "sentimental value" para meron din!
Tapos may pinaparinig ako sakanyang song, Offbeat by Clara C. Ayaw nyang pakinggan. Kasi tinatamad, kasi ganto, kasi ganyan. Tangina. Di ka naman mamasahe para pakinggan. Di ka naman mapapagod? Anong mahirap gawin? Ikakamatay mo ba 'pag nagkamali ka ng napakinggang kanta? Hindi naman. Tapos nung magkasama na kami at ipaparinig ko na, di man lang kaya mag-act interested. HAY NAKU.
Andami kong kayang ilista, pero, di nalang. Kawawa na rin lang kami pareho.
Binibili na nga lang ata ako eh. Feeling ko lahat ng pagkukulang nya 'dun nalang niya binabawi. Ang poor talaga ng relationship skills, so disappointing. Used na nga, dapat may alam na sa relasyon, wala pa pala.
Ewan ko ba bat ko pa pinagtyatyagaan. NAKAKASAWA NA TALAGA. Patigasan nalang ng ulo.
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Me: Gusto ko po pala ng seafood. Pasta. Pizza. Please.
Marcgell: Yeah. Ako bahala.
Me: Yey :)
Me: Gusto ko lobster o.o or crabs. Kaya?
Marcgell: Yeah. Hehe. Kayang kaya.
Me: Sure??? Kelan? Aasahan ko yan ah!
Marcgell: Yeah. Kapag may trabaho na ako.
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Six hours ago, allkpop posted the story about Big Bang member Seungri getting caught in a sex scandal.
Here are the reasons why this should not be such a big deal:
1. He is not married. He is not cheating on a wife. This is not a scandal.
2. He is a 23-year-old man. He gets horny, like you and me. Even your cat gets horny. He wanted to get it off (LOL). So what? That is his business.
3. Pictures don't prove anything. The informant, the girl Seungri supposedly had sex with, brought two pictures of Seungri. Both of him sleeping, half naked. What does these pictures prove? That he sleeps, too. And sometimes naked. This is not a scandal.
4. CHOKING. I had quite a difficulty getting this because I didn't know what choking meant! LOL. So for the likes of me, it's when you choke the person you're having sex with. Of course, this is just a rumor. It's probably not true. But if it is, again, so what? I guess every person has a weird sexual fetish/practice. (I'm not really sure tho.) This doesn't make Seungri a sadist, or a sex addict.
5. It's tabloid. ARE YOU FOR REAL, FUCKTARD? It's called tabloid for a reason - it's from unrealiable sources, and may or MAY NOT BE TRUE.
Labels: #manic, %english, `fandom, murderous
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1. New author is moving in. LOL. :) Welcome to SuicidalFoot, Boyfriend! 2. This blog will prolly start anew. Themes and all.
3. Trying my best to "protect" my privacy. Tho, I'm not rly a private person, right? Haha. Who am I kidding?
4. Dying.FML.
5. I actually have entries lined up, but, I'm kinda scared of getting penalized or smth, LOL. You know government is a fucked up bitch. Might post it soon, anyway.
Off to work, bye! Labels: #update, %english, `internet
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Once in a while, or maybe most of the time, you'll argue about something simple, complicated, or just plain nonsense. These are the times when you feel helpless and just want to slap the person involved halfway to Mars. These are the times when your feelings reach the peak of your patience and just start spitting harsh words after another. These are the times when you just want to stop time and just stare at the sky and hope that everything will go well. However, the essence of arguments is to fix a problem. It is actually more of a positive experience, rather than a negative one. Arguments give hope and chance, it means you haven't given up on something. It depicts a better future if accepted positively by everyone.
Lately, there have been difficulties. There have been misunderstandings. There have been assumptions. But the truth is, I was just stubborn. I was just thinking too highly of myself. I am very proud of my awareness and sensitivity in this matter, and most of the time, I make the right decisions. I am blinded by my mindset. Today's experience has shown me all these. That I was wrong all along. Although I feel bad about committing such a disgusting mistake, I am also relieved and glad about it. It made me happy, actually: Happier than usual. And it unexpectedly brightened up my day... and for the rest of my days.
I was wrong and I finally admit it. I finally recognized it as my mistake. These long history of arguments and useless fights are now behind me, behind us. These feeling is so beautiful. I feel like I am shining. I feel like I can light up a dark room. It is all because of yesterday and today, and most importantly, because of a certain cat.
Don't get me wrong, I hate it when I am wrong.I resent it. But, this time around, it made me a better person. Labels: #drama, #manic, %english
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Yung isa diyan, sobrang confident lang. Sobrang confident na hindi sya iiwan, na hinda papalitan, na siya lang. Kaya walang effort. Walang effort magstart ng conversation. Poor effort makipagkita, ako pa papapuntahing LB? WOW HA. Ikaw ba girlfriend at ikaw pa pupuntahan?
'Yung puyetang bookmark na pinapagawa ko, di pa magawa. Kahit binigyan lang sana ako ng tag ng damit, pwede na. Kahit ng gupit lang sana ng 10:2 rectangular piece of paper, pwede na. Hindi pa magawa. Ilang linggo na yun. May oras maglaro, manood, kumain, matulog, magporn... pero walang oras gumawa ng bookmark. Letcheng bookmark na 'yan, bibili na nga lang ako. Atleast 'yun may peso value, susulatan ko nalang ng "sentimental value" para meron din!
Tapos may pinaparinig ako sakanyang song, Offbeat by Clara C. Ayaw nyang pakinggan. Kasi tinatamad, kasi ganto, kasi ganyan. Tangina. Di ka naman mamasahe para pakinggan. Di ka naman mapapagod? Anong mahirap gawin? Ikakamatay mo ba 'pag nagkamali ka ng napakinggang kanta? Hindi naman. Tapos nung magkasama na kami at ipaparinig ko na, di man lang kaya mag-act interested. HAY NAKU.
Andami kong kayang ilista, pero, di nalang. Kawawa na rin lang kami pareho.
Binibili na nga lang ata ako eh. Feeling ko lahat ng pagkukulang nya 'dun nalang niya binabawi. Ang poor talaga ng relationship skills, so disappointing. Used na nga, dapat may alam na sa relasyon, wala pa pala.
Ewan ko ba bat ko pa pinagtyatyagaan. NAKAKASAWA NA TALAGA. Patigasan nalang ng ulo.
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Me: Gusto ko po pala ng seafood. Pasta. Pizza. Please.
Marcgell: Yeah. Ako bahala.
Me: Yey :)
Me: Gusto ko lobster o.o or crabs. Kaya?
Marcgell: Yeah. Hehe. Kayang kaya.
Me: Sure??? Kelan? Aasahan ko yan ah!
Marcgell: Yeah. Kapag may trabaho na ako.
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Six hours ago, allkpop posted the story about Big Bang member Seungri getting caught in a sex scandal.
Here are the reasons why this should not be such a big deal:
1. He is not married. He is not cheating on a wife. This is not a scandal.
2. He is a 23-year-old man. He gets horny, like you and me. Even your cat gets horny. He wanted to get it off (LOL). So what? That is his business.
3. Pictures don't prove anything. The informant, the girl Seungri supposedly had sex with, brought two pictures of Seungri. Both of him sleeping, half naked. What does these pictures prove? That he sleeps, too. And sometimes naked. This is not a scandal.
4. CHOKING. I had quite a difficulty getting this because I didn't know what choking meant! LOL. So for the likes of me, it's when you choke the person you're having sex with. Of course, this is just a rumor. It's probably not true. But if it is, again, so what? I guess every person has a weird sexual fetish/practice. (I'm not really sure tho.) This doesn't make Seungri a sadist, or a sex addict.
5. It's tabloid. ARE YOU FOR REAL, FUCKTARD? It's called tabloid for a reason - it's from unrealiable sources, and may or MAY NOT BE TRUE.
Labels: #manic, %english, `fandom, murderous
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tagboard soon
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The cat loves to purr, and meow, and hiss. She's a very noisy cat, obviously. Kitty loves to sleep, next to her love for food. Food she loves include pizza, pasta, crepes, pancakes, cakes, milktea,burgers, etc. She loves being worshipped. Bow down to me!!! She loves cuddles, unless we're not close, eew don't touch me freak.
This kitty is in-love with a non-reacting bunny. He's always acting cool, and fails at it. He is crazy and loves computers.
This is still pretty much under construction; hence the emptiness.
Adopted Trees.
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