Suicidal Foot 4.0 - Hell Break
This blog contains five years worth of rants and babbles. It is not for the faint hearted, nor the nosy, nor for the narrow minded. It does not discriminate sex nor religious preferences. It loves you because nobody ever will. All hail Suicidal Foot! All hail the drama queen who writes, and her little servant boy!
Wednesday, November 23, 2011 @ 3:28:00 PM
RI3.




Rock Infinitum (RI) is a battle of the bands which aims to showcase the versatility of the participating bands. Each band shall play three songs in rock version: one cover song, one original composition, and one cover song on the theme of RI.


Bands will compete for the Php6,000 grand prize and a trophy. The second placer will receive a Php3,000 prize and a trophy. Consolation and raffle prizes will also be given away during the event.

Theme: 90's
Date: DECEMBER 2, 2011 (Friday)
Venue: BLACK KING'S BAR, Westlife Building, West Ave., QC
For band slot reservations, please go to this link: http://www.surveymonkey.com/s/YCJYHMB


Tickets at Php200 entitled to free flowing drinks and a chance to win on raffles.
https://www.facebook.com/events/281753325222597/


>>>for the benefit of Bihawo Elementary School in Botolan, Zambales<<<


For inquiries or ticket reservation, contact:
0927 531 7317
0917 585 4211


Brought to you by UP Kappa Epsilon Fraternity and UP Theta Epsilon Sorority.

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Friday, November 18, 2011 @ 1:59:00 AM
Nostalgia.

They say we miss the past because we're not quite happy of the present, or we don't see a promising future.

I have been going back to the past lately. And by lately, I mean every time I get the chance since midterms last sem. I'm trying to look for the exact time that I lose track of what I really want in life.

Right now, I'm going with the flow. Acads' fine, social life's fine... But, then what?

I know there was a time I was so sure of what I want in life. I had it all figured out, mapped, planned. All I had to do is tick off every goal I finish. But, I'm not getting anywhere. My heart is not happy with what I'm doing. I don't feel that this is what I want to do.

I don't want to be a Physicist anymore. I like Physics. I love the thrill, the chase, the challenge. But. I'm too scared, I'm fragile. I can only be rejected once. I just... can't... anymore.

Actually, I'm too scared for anything and everything right now. I don't have the confidence to be an Engineer, either. I don't know what I want to be. I don't think I want to be this way: Studying Sciences and Maths, and shit. Why? Why this? Did I srsly wanted this to be my life? I want to go back in time and slap myself. Why?

My heart does not belong here. But, what can I do? I can't back down now, can I? I'll just mindlessly go with this shit of a "future" I planned. I was so naive, believing I'd get to love the things the world wanted me to love.

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Monday, November 14, 2011 @ 8:44:00 PM
2nd Sem.

I am finally, officially, enrolled for the 2nd sem of 2011-2012.

And, I have to say, this, by far, is the hardest enrollment. I could have died if I went to battle alone. So, thank you so much to Serville James, for helping me with the shifting shit (tho, I got rejected) and for helping me look and get subject(s); to Clarisse Mari, for the moral support, and company, and food; to LA, for the harsh but true life stories that kept me motivated; to my ex-roommate, Chan, for always cheering for me from the side-line; and, to my Marcgell Adrian, who, even if miles away, kept me going. I love you, all~!


Ang drama, no? :)

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Friday, November 11, 2011 @ 12:38:00 PM
:D Haha. Bitter..

Why do you always find your way into my blog?



Dahil ba, gustong-gusto kita noon, feeling mo, gustong-gusto pa rin kita ngayon? Dahil ba, lagi-lagi kitang pinapanuod noon (actually, pati ngayon), feeling mo, gustong-gusto pa rin kita?

Iniwan mo na nga ako para dun sa pangit mong girlfriend, diba? Oh, wait. Ex-girlfriend pala.

Tapos, ngayon, feeling mo, may babalikan ka pa?

Hindi na kita pupuntahan. Kahit sunduin mo pa ko, hindi na kita pupuntahan. Kahit naka-limousine ka pa, kahit naka-white horse ka pa, hinding-hindi ako sasama sayo. Kahit dalhin mo pa mga banda mo from wherever, kahit dalhin mo pa buong Pep Squad (pa-obvious naman), hinding-hindi mo na mababago isip ko. Kahit gawan mo pa ko ng kanta, kahit gawan pa nila ako ng 15-minute routine, hinding-hindi na talaga magbabago isip ko. Kahit. Hindi pa rin.

Wala na akong pake sa gwapo mong mukha, sa maganda mong katawan, lalo na sa abs mo. Abs lang yan. Tatanda ka rin at magkakaka-beer belly! Wala na akong pake kung marunong ka ng JiuJitsu, Taekwondo, Judo, Aikido, Arnis... Wala na akong pake sa dami ng fans mo.

ETCHOS.

Wala na namang magawa. Wala kasing ma-post na hindi masyadong controversial. HAHAHAHA.



Point is, no means no, unless stated otherwise. Whuuut? :)))

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Sunday, November 6, 2011 @ 3:59:00 AM
Twitter Themes.

Because I got bored, I made Twitter Themes. Tho, of course, I can't all use 'em at once. Sharing~! :D




BG: #8cc7f0
Text: #383838
Links: #e56ba5
Sidebar: #ffffff
Sidebar Border: #8cc7f0

BG: #ffffd0
Text: #684818
Links: #ff9966
Sidebar: #ffc961
Sidebar Border: #ff4040


BG: #dbdbdb
Text: #383838
Links: #de13db
Sidebar: #ffffff
Sidebar Border: #12c4b5


BG: #ffffff
Text: #383838
Links: #c724ea
Sidebar: #383838
Sidebar Border: #01b7e6
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Saturday, November 5, 2011 @ 9:47:00 PM
Another Marcgell Post.

I love you!
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@ 7:01:00 AM
ATM.

At the moment I'm... weird.

  1. Mood swings at max.
  2. Missing high school life.
  3. Stalking at max level. I opened an account by accident! >__> and I invaded that person's privacy. Didn't see anything weird tho. Boring stuff.
  4. Worried.
  5. Paranoid.
  6. Doubting self.
  7. Thinking of the "could have been's" and the "what if's".
  8. Haven't had any sleep yet. :|


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Friday, November 4, 2011 @ 1:43:00 AM
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There are things I can't seem to learn: Patience and Trust.

People mistake my lack of creativity of giving up and letting go as patience. There have been a lot of times that I just want to say "it's enough", but I can't think of a way to express it. Hindi ko maisip kung paano ko sasabihing, ayoko na. Then there are times that I make up my mind, I'm sure I want to end something, other things come up and won't let me to. 'Yun bang tipong, hindi ka pala pwedeng mag-give up. Kasi 'yun ang sabi ng society, or ng religion, or ng parents mo, or ng friends mo... And so I pretend to enjoy whatever's there. Then it becomes a "part" of normal life. I just ignore it.

Trust. I don't trust people completely. There's always a part on me that says, "baka gaguhin ka rin n'yan." Still, I'm the type of person that gives everything 'til I'm sure it's wrong to do so.
I started doubting when I told the truth and was accused of lying. It might have happened several times, but, one too many cases. It escalated when I lied and got away with it. Why is everybody trying to complicate everything?

The rain makes me think too much.


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