Suicidal Foot 4.0 - Hell Break
This blog contains five years worth of rants and babbles. It is not for the faint hearted, nor the nosy, nor for the narrow minded. It does not discriminate sex nor religious preferences. It loves you because nobody ever will. All hail Suicidal Foot! All hail the drama queen who writes, and her little servant boy!
Friday, April 23, 2010 @ 5:42:00 AM
Anniversary Post.

I can't believe it's been three years since I started Suicidal Foot. Coincidentally, I changed my blog layout today.

April 23, 2007 - I started writing. Seriously, I think I was terrible. x.x Not that I think I became better, but, heck. I wrote shit. [ First Post ]

Obviously, Suicidal Foot was created to post teen drama. I was really emo and sad and gloomy inside; but, I'm so pretty and happy and lively on the outside. I don't think I changed that much afterall. Haha.

I was planning to make a list of my best posts, but three years worth of posts is a lot. I wrote long boring entries. I don't even want to re-read them!

Sometimes I miss this layout. But I don't want to be held back by the past. :)

I hope this blog lasts.

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Wednesday, April 21, 2010 @ 1:59:00 AM
update.

Night swimming mag-isa. :)

Do not entertain your ex boyfriend's brother, when that brother:
1 is 7-9 years older than you,
2 doesn't know you had a thing with his brother,
3 was drunk the first time you met and
4 was half naked,
5 and your mom saw him that way.

disgusting. x.x
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Did you know that Ryan Higa replied to my tweet? :D
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I'm a sucker for guys who can do things I can't: play sports, play instruments. Especially if it's something I can't really understand (baseball, football -- keito, drums, guitar -- keito, etc.).

I once told myself that I'll date whoever have the guts to dance to U-Go-Girl by Lee Hyori. I'm a Hyori fan. I tried learning that dance (chorus and OK dance -.-)! My ringtone is "hey girl, hey girl, hey girl~" (first part of the song)...


Shin Dongho is damn perfect. x.x whyy...
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I must admit, this is not random. I capped because of nigahiga, kevjumba, the Justin Bieber Spoof, and to let everybody know that I was stalking U-KISS (Kevin was online :D haha).
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I might fix this blog tomorrow, or some other day this week. :)

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Friday, April 16, 2010 @ 12:51:00 AM
SRSLY..

WHY I SERIOUSLY NEED TO GO TO THE U-KISS CONCERT:
1. It is their FIRST MAJOR CONCERT.
~~ Doesn't that make it extra special?

2. I missed FT ISLAND's concert.
~~ FTI is my 2nd fandom*. I've been waiting for this concert for so long. And guess what, I effing missed it. Dyou guys know how depressing that is? x.x

3. I missed U-KISS's mall tours.
~~ I should've just skipped the recog-tribute-grad! x.x And the mall tours are FREE. Damn.

4. U-KISS is my 3rd fandom.
~~ They're a big part of my fangirl life - about 20%.

5. Shin Dongho.

6. Eli Kim.

I can't say this is a once in a lifetime opportunity, since U-KISS loves RP (they keep coming back for more) and that they are an international group. Another concert will be held some other time. But I've been inactive in fandom for too long, and this concert is giving me an adrenaline rush. Haha.

When I ask something from God, he gives me a chance. He never gave it easily, but there's always a second chance... or a third chance. My point is, I asked for this concert. I didn't expect a concert this soon, but it's here. I don't want to let this chance go.


Shout out to
Most of the forums remove inactive users. I've joined tens of forums, and most of them chucked me off after 2 or 3 months of being inactive. Rocketboxx is one of the three forums that kept me.

Rocketboxx taught me how to create accounts in Korean sites!

I was able to create an account at u-kiss.co.kr, and to chat with some of the U-KISS members.
I owe RB tons for my whole U-KISS fandom, so, thanks a bunch! :D

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Friday, April 2, 2010 @ 3:36:00 AM
x)) another update.

New emoticon: x))
xD + :)) = x))

The magic of cellphones.
Daikichi: Look out the window. There's a beautiful sunset.
Kana: I want us to look at it together.
Daikichi: We are looking at it together, Kana.

My phone is dead. :) It's a good thing, somehow. However... Unli koo. T.T

I'm reading a weird manga. Chose it because I thought it won't remind me, in any way, about that. But it's giving me other ideas. LOL. Suicide. x))

Ding. I think I'll leave Plurk after reaching 100 karma. Won't be any fun, anyway. :)

I'm thinking of starting a new blog, :) I just really want everything to 'feel' new. But, I love this blog, even if it's messy it is.

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Thursday, April 1, 2010 @ 2:08:00 AM
moving on....

So, let's start moving on now, shall we? :))

I'm afraid of what my subconscious mind is planning, but, hell. Life is nothing but unexpected twists and turns. I no longer care of what's up ahead. All I want is get it over with. ← Now that I think of it, I'm so suicidal talaga.

I need a new post, so, here I am.
I need a new primary picture in every account.
I need a new username. I need a new password.
I need a new playlist, erase every song.
I need a new phone (no, seriously).
I need a new sim. I need a new life...

Haha. Joke. :))

I'm not so confident in starting a new life.
College. Parang nawalan ng glitter.
But, I don't want to sulk all summer. And I defly don't want to look like a zombie by June.
Kaya, I will do my best to move on. This time, I'll be serious, and no short-cuts. :)
Unless...

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