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| Excited Bunny is excited! |
I can not put into the words the feelings I had in that concert. My summary would be: "wtfawesomeshitseungrycriesfeels omgicant feelstoomuchfeels." I am sorry.
I would just want to thank my boyfriend for making this experience possible. You are the best! Thank you! I love you so much! Labels: #update, %english, `love life, high
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Marcgell and I went to ATC for the gaming expo. We participated in the scavengers hunt by PC Express. We also met up with his couple orgmates to eat. Basically, we went out for a date before I needed to leave for the Bihawo Outreach, when something really weird happened. Lady Boss asked if I was bringing Marcgell along. I told her that she already said one too many "no non-KappaThEDs allowed". She said papayag naman s'ya basta magpaalam ng maayos. So, I took advantage and asked if I could bring my boyfriend along. Luckily, I was able to bring him along, for the second time around.
I asked Marcgell to lend me shirts because I no longer had clothes. We ended up looking crazy on the first day of the outreach.
I'm really not good with kids. I will murder them. I swear. But, you know, I couldn't because we were there to help them instead. Haha. I was able to endure a day-long play-work with the kids. We did lectures on disaster preparedness, too. Mine was totally impromptu, because, well, I didn't research, I didn't listen, too. But, I think I did a pretty good job with the basics. Haha :) I loved the part where we gave out sleepers. Most kids preferred looks over quality. It is one of the many luxuries their situation can not afford. I tried my best to convince them to go for the quality, but, kids will be kids. We were there to make them happy.
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| Karla, Lady Boss Mich, Inah, Meeee, Lia |
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| zebraaaaa |
The night at Dawal, I was not able to enjoy to the fullest. When Irah and I went in our room to rest after dinner, we fell asleep. Funny thing is, Marcgell and ML were there watching TV with us. THEY DIDN'T EVEN WOKE US UP. They just left us and went to drink and have fun with the rest of the world. Brod Love jokingly said it was really what ML and Marcgell planned, to get us to bed early so they can have a look-out for possible hit-ons. When Irah and I woke up, it was already curfew, they were no longer releasing drinks, and everyone were told to go to bed. Bad thing, too, was Marcgell being kinda drunk. Since I'm not the kind that takes care of drunk people (since I'm the drunk person, on most occasions), Irah took care of my boyfriend for me. Haha. ML and I were just cheerleaders. Irah and I had a private pool party the next day, well, not that private. We were joined by Inah, Albei, and our boyfriends ML and Marcgell. They tried teaching us to swim. Hahaha. :)) We also had some chismis over lunch.
T'was fun without the booze. Next year again, definitely! Labels: #update, %english, `friends, `love life, `school, `sunshine, high, photo, text
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It's so awkward meeting an ex-boyfriend's girlfriend. Whether you say you have moved on, you'll still ask yourself, "why her?"
I am close to my ex boyfriends, Chino and Kevin. I love them. They are great guys that have been such a big part of my life. I am close to them because I realized that I need them to be just friends, rather than the probable "other half".
Anyway, Chino's girlfriend after me was a girl named Nicole. She was my classmate from prep, haha. I thought, wow, why her? She's a slut. She looks like a slut. She acts like a slut. Did he, like, change preferences? Gross. They broke up after a few months. Thankfully.
Next was Eighteen. Honestly, I liked her. She is pretty, she had great taste in music, very artistic, very cute, very smart... But, I didn't like her because I felt like she was so much like me (okay, feelingera). It just feels wrong to me that he is dating someone who was so much like me. But, she's quite prettier, and way richer than me. I'm not sure if they're still together, tho.
Kevin had a few number of short time girlfriends after me. He felt that he needed to take revenge on the whole population of females because I broke his heart blah blah. But, after some time, he snapped out of it and we finally resolved our issue. And we became friends. When I was in Pisay, even if I didn't post it on FB or Twitter, even if I don't text him, he would contact me at the right times, when I couldn't talk to anybody else. He'd suddenly text, "Sana okay ka lang, kumusta ka na?" Or, "Umiinom ka sana ng gamot, sana hindi na sumasakit 'yung tiyan mo." He's such a sweet guy.
When he found his recent girlfriend, my first thoughts were, "engk. Bland. Blank. Ordinary." But he loved her so much, so I gave her a chance. After a few years, my dislike grew because she's such a bitch, had poor manners, was illogical. But, what she had that I didn't have was dedication. She wanted to stay with him. She was so in-love to the point of driving him away from the rest of the world. He broke up with her. Good decision, too.
Why do I look at my exes' girlfriends and evaluate them?
1. I want to know what those girls have that I didn't have. Most of the time it's patience. I had the fun, and the care, but not the understanding.
2. I care about them. If they were to have girlfriends, they should have the best. Better than me in everything. And, poor them, there's no such girl better than me. Haha.
The point of this post is: My latest ex-boyfriend is now committed and I can't get over the fact that I don't like her, and that she is nothing like me. I guess that's what he wants, nothing like me.
Labels: #cw, #drama, %english, `friends, `love life, `problem
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I am scared of what can happen, what will happen. The future is but the consequences of what we do today. And, so, I am even more disheartened. If I fail, I can only blame myself. If my heart is broken, I can only blame myself. If I die regretting, I can only blame myself.
I keep stalling. Maybe it will be better. Maybe I don't need to decide. Maybe it'll present itself to me, somehow, someday.
I keep doubting myself. I can't do more than this. I'd fail even if I try. I'd fall just by walking.
I don't know how to take this negativity off of me. All I can do is pretend it's never there.
But, when the lights are off, and pjs are on, they come out of my bed and haunt me.
I don't want a broken heart. Labels: #cw, #drama, #random, %english, `friends, `love life, `problem, `school
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When I decided that I wanted you to be my boyfriend, all I really had in mind was someone to hold-hands with in public... but then I received so much more. I learned so much from this relationship.
I am going ka-a-ray-zee. Labels: #random, %english, `love life, high, text
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1. There is not enough love. Meaning, hindi niyo naman talaga mahal isa't-isa. Siguro lonely lang kayo, or trip, or tanga-tanga lang.
2. There's no trust / loyalty. Either, naglolokohan lang talaga kayo, or talagang walang tiwala.
3. There's no time for a relationship. Busy-busy'han. Iba ang priorities mo, which can be smart.
4. There's someone better.
5. "I am not happy." Hindi ka kontento. Hindi ka masaya.
6. (time in relationship) IS NOT PROPORTIONAL TO (strength of relationship) Hindi gumaganda ang relationship n'yo over time.
Hindi porket nagka-boyfriend(girlfriend) ka na ng lima and you're still 19, ibig sabihin bitch ka na, slut ka na.
Mag-boboyfriend ka kasi masaya ka with that person. 'Yung maiintindihan ka niya. 'Yung kaya ka niyang alagaan. 'Yung lahat ng kailangan mo, gagawin niya 'yung best nya para ibigay sayo.
Makikipaghiwalay ka kasi hindi ka masaya. Kasi andami mo ng reklamo sa buhay mo. Kasi hindi niya kayang intindihin yung mga kailangan mo. Kasi masyadong naaabuso yung pagmamahal mo para sakanya. Kasi wala kang space para maging boss. Kasi hindi mo kayang magdesisyong mag-isa, or, hindi ka pwedeng magdesisyong mag-isa. Kasi wala kang side of the story, sya lang at sya lang ang bida. MAKIKIPAGHIWALAY KA, KASI THERE IS SOMEONE BETTER THAN HIM/HER. Someone who will love you no matter what. Kasi meron pa 'yung ibabato sayo ng universe at sasabihing, "ayan, sayo yan, wala ng pipigil sainyo!"
Sana maging open minded ang lahat. At sana, wag na tayo mag-deny. Kung hindi ka masaya, hindi ka masaya. Wag na yung aarte pa na: Hindi ako masaya, pero mahal ko kasi siya. CHAKA! Kung mahal ka niya, masaya ka dapat!
BADVIBES. Labels: %taglish, `love life, `problem, murderous, text
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Happy Valentine's Day Wendi
because everyday with you is just that
beautiful and more.
{hahaha it is so easy to make you smile
do not smile too much now
magmumukha ka nnmang baliw niyan}
Labels: #random, %taglish, `love life, happy, text
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You have lots of them and I have lots, too.
However, you are not facing it alone anymore.
I am here to support you.
ALSO, if your problems bother you too much
and can not do anything about it at the moment,
then play the following:
DotA or DotA 2
L4D 1 or 2
Pokemon games
Sims
Skyrim
DA 1 or 2
or if you want to just let it go away for a second
then just stare at this guy:
Labels: #random, %english, `love life, `problem, happy, sad, text
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Dahil minsan lang ako gumala, lumabas ako kahapon. Kasama ko ang ilang linggo ko na ring iniiwasang sina Gemoelle at Charlotte, first year hs friends. Kahit na isang taon lang kasi kami naging magkakaklase, ang close namin. :)
So, anyway, nag-MOA kami. Wala naman talaga kaming balak gawin, window shopping lang talaga dapat. Tho, syempre, kumain kami.
Sinundo ko si Gem sa 7/11 ng Pinagkaisahan, Cubao. Buti nalang naalala ko kung saan ang Pinagkaisahan dahil sa 7/11. Nilakad namin from there to Farmers' Market. At 11:30 AM. Nilakad namin. Isang oras late si Lot. Usapan 12, nasa Taft na. Ehdi, isang oras kaming paikot-ikot lang ni Gem sa Metro Point, na super liit, at mabaho.
All is well naman nung magkakasama na kami. Kwentuhan. Walang pinagbago, madaldal pa rin kami together. :) Ang saya ko na nakasama ko sila.
Nag-ikot din kami sa UST. First time namin pareho ni Gem doon, so, amazed na amazed naman kami. Haha. Ang cool ng buildings nila. @__@
Noong pauwi na kami, bilang gabi na at umuulan na, andami naming plano in-case maholdap kami. HAHAHA. Parang nung papuntang UST lang, galing MOA. Nagtatanungan kami kung sinong may mahabang kuko, kung anong gagawin if ever. So funny.
Aaat. Nakakainis. Isang planner na nga lang kailangan kong bilhin, wala pa sa dalawang National Bookstore na pinuntahan namin. :(
I-chika ko lang. Sobra mag-worry si Marcgell. 100 misscalls overnight. Limit na yung 100 na kayang bilangin ng phone ko. Grabe. Natulog lang kaya ako. Aat. Iniisip ko lang, di naman ako naka-silent kagabi. Kawawa siguro roommates ko.
Labels: #update, %tagalog, `friends, `love life, high
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By Ninalyn Uy
Isa lang naman ang
pamantayan ko sa paghahanap ng karelasyon: ikaw.
Pero siyempre bola
lang 'yun. Gusto ko lang kunin ang atensyon mo, dahil hindi ko alam kung
magkikita pa tayo ngayong semestre. Nababaliw na nga ako sa kaiisip kung ano
ang kahahantungan ng "love story" natin.
Malas mo dahil
mahilig akong magbasa ng Tagalog pocket books at manood ng mga Asianovela. Mula
sa mga tauhang sinubaybayan ko, alam kong kapag nakuha ng isang babaeng hindi
nagsusuklay at hindi naliligo pero kaiba at mukhang madiskarte ang atensyon ng
isang lalaki, posibleng maging sila.
Kung bakit mo ba
kasi pinipitik ang mga daliri mo sa harap ng mukha ko sa tuwing nagkakasalubong
tayo. Lagi mo pa akong kinakalabit, at kahit na sitahin pa kita ng
pinakamalulutong na mura, ngumingiti ka lang at tahimik na tumatawa. Tapos
bigla kang magsisimula ng mga usapang may kinalaman sa akin - kung saan ako
nag-hayskul, ano ang binabasa kong libro, kung masaya ba ako.
Buwisit na buwisit
ako sa klase natin last sem, pero isa ka sa mga dahilan kung bakit hindi ako
nag-drop. Kahit na narinig kitang tumatawa mag-isa tuwing napapahiya ako sa
recitation, at kahit panay ang turo mo sa aking tuwing nagtatawag si Prof ng
volunteer, okay lang sa'kin.
Kasalanan mo kung
bakit bigla kong pinag-isipan nang mabuti kung ano ang ilalagay kong profile
picture sa Facebook. Kasalanan mo kung bakit
napadalaw ako sa ukay-ukay nang mag-isa para lang, oo, mag-shopping.
Nabasa ko kasi ang payong ito sa Internet: If
someone is flirting with you, please cooperate. Oo, walang biro. Pati
mga payo sa internet, pinatulan ko na.
Hinahanap rin kita
sa Internet, akala mo. Nagbasa ako ng mga blog entry kung saan binabanggit ang
pangalan mo. Inalam ko kung sinu-sino ang common friends natin na posibleng
magpalalim sa kung ano mang meron tayo. Pinagtanong kita sa mga kaibigan mo at
lahat sila, nagkakasundong mabait ka nga.
Urong-sulong ka rin
kasi. Hindi ka masyadong assertive sa pakay mo sa'kin, kung mayroon man. Sa
dami ng mga pagkakataong nag-usap tayo, hindi mo hiningi ang number ko kahit
kailan. Hindi naman ako madamot sa "oo." Hinihintay ko lang na gumawa
ka ng first move. Nang tinawag mo ako noong huling araw ng klase natin para
sabay tayong maglakad, nag-usap lang tayo't naghiwalay na parang talent ni Kim
Chiu sa pag-arte: wala lang.
Siguro nga wala
naman talaga ako sa'yo bukod sa isang kaklase. O marahil naghahanap ka lang ng
Ate. Siguro kapag nagkita ulit tayo, tatango ka lang at bahagyang ngingiti pero
hindi ka lalapit para makipag-usap. Kaiba ka rin kasi. Hindi ko rin alam kung bakit
pero sa'yo lang talaga ako natutuyuan ng laway at napangungunahan ng duda at
kaba. Siguro kasi sa lahat ng nagustuhan kong
lalaki, ikaw lang ang hindi celebrity.
Sakaling makilala mo
ang sarili mo sa akdang ito, alam mo naman kung saan ako maaaring puntahan o
kausapin. At huwag kang mag-alala - hindi pa rin ako madamot sa "oo."
Aanhin ko naman 'yun.
Originally published:
Kule / Philippine
Collegian
Martes 15 Nobyembre
2011
Labels: #cw, %tagalog, `love life, kule, text
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| Excited Bunny is excited! |
I can not put into the words the feelings I had in that concert. My summary would be: "wtfawesomeshitseungrycriesfeels omgicant feelstoomuchfeels." I am sorry.
I would just want to thank my boyfriend for making this experience possible. You are the best! Thank you! I love you so much! Labels: #update, %english, `love life, high
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Marcgell and I went to ATC for the gaming expo. We participated in the scavengers hunt by PC Express. We also met up with his couple orgmates to eat. Basically, we went out for a date before I needed to leave for the Bihawo Outreach, when something really weird happened. Lady Boss asked if I was bringing Marcgell along. I told her that she already said one too many "no non-KappaThEDs allowed". She said papayag naman s'ya basta magpaalam ng maayos. So, I took advantage and asked if I could bring my boyfriend along. Luckily, I was able to bring him along, for the second time around.
I asked Marcgell to lend me shirts because I no longer had clothes. We ended up looking crazy on the first day of the outreach.
I'm really not good with kids. I will murder them. I swear. But, you know, I couldn't because we were there to help them instead. Haha. I was able to endure a day-long play-work with the kids. We did lectures on disaster preparedness, too. Mine was totally impromptu, because, well, I didn't research, I didn't listen, too. But, I think I did a pretty good job with the basics. Haha :) I loved the part where we gave out sleepers. Most kids preferred looks over quality. It is one of the many luxuries their situation can not afford. I tried my best to convince them to go for the quality, but, kids will be kids. We were there to make them happy.
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| Karla, Lady Boss Mich, Inah, Meeee, Lia |
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| zebraaaaa |
The night at Dawal, I was not able to enjoy to the fullest. When Irah and I went in our room to rest after dinner, we fell asleep. Funny thing is, Marcgell and ML were there watching TV with us. THEY DIDN'T EVEN WOKE US UP. They just left us and went to drink and have fun with the rest of the world. Brod Love jokingly said it was really what ML and Marcgell planned, to get us to bed early so they can have a look-out for possible hit-ons. When Irah and I woke up, it was already curfew, they were no longer releasing drinks, and everyone were told to go to bed. Bad thing, too, was Marcgell being kinda drunk. Since I'm not the kind that takes care of drunk people (since I'm the drunk person, on most occasions), Irah took care of my boyfriend for me. Haha. ML and I were just cheerleaders. Irah and I had a private pool party the next day, well, not that private. We were joined by Inah, Albei, and our boyfriends ML and Marcgell. They tried teaching us to swim. Hahaha. :)) We also had some chismis over lunch.
T'was fun without the booze. Next year again, definitely! Labels: #update, %english, `friends, `love life, `school, `sunshine, high, photo, text
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It's so awkward meeting an ex-boyfriend's girlfriend. Whether you say you have moved on, you'll still ask yourself, "why her?"
I am close to my ex boyfriends, Chino and Kevin. I love them. They are great guys that have been such a big part of my life. I am close to them because I realized that I need them to be just friends, rather than the probable "other half".
Anyway, Chino's girlfriend after me was a girl named Nicole. She was my classmate from prep, haha. I thought, wow, why her? She's a slut. She looks like a slut. She acts like a slut. Did he, like, change preferences? Gross. They broke up after a few months. Thankfully.
Next was Eighteen. Honestly, I liked her. She is pretty, she had great taste in music, very artistic, very cute, very smart... But, I didn't like her because I felt like she was so much like me (okay, feelingera). It just feels wrong to me that he is dating someone who was so much like me. But, she's quite prettier, and way richer than me. I'm not sure if they're still together, tho.
Kevin had a few number of short time girlfriends after me. He felt that he needed to take revenge on the whole population of females because I broke his heart blah blah. But, after some time, he snapped out of it and we finally resolved our issue. And we became friends. When I was in Pisay, even if I didn't post it on FB or Twitter, even if I don't text him, he would contact me at the right times, when I couldn't talk to anybody else. He'd suddenly text, "Sana okay ka lang, kumusta ka na?" Or, "Umiinom ka sana ng gamot, sana hindi na sumasakit 'yung tiyan mo." He's such a sweet guy.
When he found his recent girlfriend, my first thoughts were, "engk. Bland. Blank. Ordinary." But he loved her so much, so I gave her a chance. After a few years, my dislike grew because she's such a bitch, had poor manners, was illogical. But, what she had that I didn't have was dedication. She wanted to stay with him. She was so in-love to the point of driving him away from the rest of the world. He broke up with her. Good decision, too.
Why do I look at my exes' girlfriends and evaluate them?
1. I want to know what those girls have that I didn't have. Most of the time it's patience. I had the fun, and the care, but not the understanding.
2. I care about them. If they were to have girlfriends, they should have the best. Better than me in everything. And, poor them, there's no such girl better than me. Haha.
The point of this post is: My latest ex-boyfriend is now committed and I can't get over the fact that I don't like her, and that she is nothing like me. I guess that's what he wants, nothing like me.
Labels: #cw, #drama, %english, `friends, `love life, `problem
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I am scared of what can happen, what will happen. The future is but the consequences of what we do today. And, so, I am even more disheartened. If I fail, I can only blame myself. If my heart is broken, I can only blame myself. If I die regretting, I can only blame myself.
I keep stalling. Maybe it will be better. Maybe I don't need to decide. Maybe it'll present itself to me, somehow, someday.
I keep doubting myself. I can't do more than this. I'd fail even if I try. I'd fall just by walking.
I don't know how to take this negativity off of me. All I can do is pretend it's never there.
But, when the lights are off, and pjs are on, they come out of my bed and haunt me.
I don't want a broken heart. Labels: #cw, #drama, #random, %english, `friends, `love life, `problem, `school
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When I decided that I wanted you to be my boyfriend, all I really had in mind was someone to hold-hands with in public... but then I received so much more. I learned so much from this relationship.
I am going ka-a-ray-zee. Labels: #random, %english, `love life, high, text
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1. There is not enough love. Meaning, hindi niyo naman talaga mahal isa't-isa. Siguro lonely lang kayo, or trip, or tanga-tanga lang.
2. There's no trust / loyalty. Either, naglolokohan lang talaga kayo, or talagang walang tiwala.
3. There's no time for a relationship. Busy-busy'han. Iba ang priorities mo, which can be smart.
4. There's someone better.
5. "I am not happy." Hindi ka kontento. Hindi ka masaya.
6. (time in relationship) IS NOT PROPORTIONAL TO (strength of relationship) Hindi gumaganda ang relationship n'yo over time.
Hindi porket nagka-boyfriend(girlfriend) ka na ng lima and you're still 19, ibig sabihin bitch ka na, slut ka na.
Mag-boboyfriend ka kasi masaya ka with that person. 'Yung maiintindihan ka niya. 'Yung kaya ka niyang alagaan. 'Yung lahat ng kailangan mo, gagawin niya 'yung best nya para ibigay sayo.
Makikipaghiwalay ka kasi hindi ka masaya. Kasi andami mo ng reklamo sa buhay mo. Kasi hindi niya kayang intindihin yung mga kailangan mo. Kasi masyadong naaabuso yung pagmamahal mo para sakanya. Kasi wala kang space para maging boss. Kasi hindi mo kayang magdesisyong mag-isa, or, hindi ka pwedeng magdesisyong mag-isa. Kasi wala kang side of the story, sya lang at sya lang ang bida. MAKIKIPAGHIWALAY KA, KASI THERE IS SOMEONE BETTER THAN HIM/HER. Someone who will love you no matter what. Kasi meron pa 'yung ibabato sayo ng universe at sasabihing, "ayan, sayo yan, wala ng pipigil sainyo!"
Sana maging open minded ang lahat. At sana, wag na tayo mag-deny. Kung hindi ka masaya, hindi ka masaya. Wag na yung aarte pa na: Hindi ako masaya, pero mahal ko kasi siya. CHAKA! Kung mahal ka niya, masaya ka dapat!
BADVIBES. Labels: %taglish, `love life, `problem, murderous, text
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Happy Valentine's Day Wendi
because everyday with you is just that
beautiful and more.
{hahaha it is so easy to make you smile
do not smile too much now
magmumukha ka nnmang baliw niyan}
Labels: #random, %taglish, `love life, happy, text
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You have lots of them and I have lots, too.
However, you are not facing it alone anymore.
I am here to support you.
ALSO, if your problems bother you too much
and can not do anything about it at the moment,
then play the following:
DotA or DotA 2
L4D 1 or 2
Pokemon games
Sims
Skyrim
DA 1 or 2
or if you want to just let it go away for a second
then just stare at this guy:
Labels: #random, %english, `love life, `problem, happy, sad, text
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Dahil minsan lang ako gumala, lumabas ako kahapon. Kasama ko ang ilang linggo ko na ring iniiwasang sina Gemoelle at Charlotte, first year hs friends. Kahit na isang taon lang kasi kami naging magkakaklase, ang close namin. :)
So, anyway, nag-MOA kami. Wala naman talaga kaming balak gawin, window shopping lang talaga dapat. Tho, syempre, kumain kami.
Sinundo ko si Gem sa 7/11 ng Pinagkaisahan, Cubao. Buti nalang naalala ko kung saan ang Pinagkaisahan dahil sa 7/11. Nilakad namin from there to Farmers' Market. At 11:30 AM. Nilakad namin. Isang oras late si Lot. Usapan 12, nasa Taft na. Ehdi, isang oras kaming paikot-ikot lang ni Gem sa Metro Point, na super liit, at mabaho.
All is well naman nung magkakasama na kami. Kwentuhan. Walang pinagbago, madaldal pa rin kami together. :) Ang saya ko na nakasama ko sila.
Nag-ikot din kami sa UST. First time namin pareho ni Gem doon, so, amazed na amazed naman kami. Haha. Ang cool ng buildings nila. @__@
Noong pauwi na kami, bilang gabi na at umuulan na, andami naming plano in-case maholdap kami. HAHAHA. Parang nung papuntang UST lang, galing MOA. Nagtatanungan kami kung sinong may mahabang kuko, kung anong gagawin if ever. So funny.
Aaat. Nakakainis. Isang planner na nga lang kailangan kong bilhin, wala pa sa dalawang National Bookstore na pinuntahan namin. :(
I-chika ko lang. Sobra mag-worry si Marcgell. 100 misscalls overnight. Limit na yung 100 na kayang bilangin ng phone ko. Grabe. Natulog lang kaya ako. Aat. Iniisip ko lang, di naman ako naka-silent kagabi. Kawawa siguro roommates ko.
Labels: #update, %tagalog, `friends, `love life, high
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By Ninalyn Uy
Isa lang naman ang
pamantayan ko sa paghahanap ng karelasyon: ikaw.
Pero siyempre bola
lang 'yun. Gusto ko lang kunin ang atensyon mo, dahil hindi ko alam kung
magkikita pa tayo ngayong semestre. Nababaliw na nga ako sa kaiisip kung ano
ang kahahantungan ng "love story" natin.
Malas mo dahil
mahilig akong magbasa ng Tagalog pocket books at manood ng mga Asianovela. Mula
sa mga tauhang sinubaybayan ko, alam kong kapag nakuha ng isang babaeng hindi
nagsusuklay at hindi naliligo pero kaiba at mukhang madiskarte ang atensyon ng
isang lalaki, posibleng maging sila.
Kung bakit mo ba
kasi pinipitik ang mga daliri mo sa harap ng mukha ko sa tuwing nagkakasalubong
tayo. Lagi mo pa akong kinakalabit, at kahit na sitahin pa kita ng
pinakamalulutong na mura, ngumingiti ka lang at tahimik na tumatawa. Tapos
bigla kang magsisimula ng mga usapang may kinalaman sa akin - kung saan ako
nag-hayskul, ano ang binabasa kong libro, kung masaya ba ako.
Buwisit na buwisit
ako sa klase natin last sem, pero isa ka sa mga dahilan kung bakit hindi ako
nag-drop. Kahit na narinig kitang tumatawa mag-isa tuwing napapahiya ako sa
recitation, at kahit panay ang turo mo sa aking tuwing nagtatawag si Prof ng
volunteer, okay lang sa'kin.
Kasalanan mo kung
bakit bigla kong pinag-isipan nang mabuti kung ano ang ilalagay kong profile
picture sa Facebook. Kasalanan mo kung bakit
napadalaw ako sa ukay-ukay nang mag-isa para lang, oo, mag-shopping.
Nabasa ko kasi ang payong ito sa Internet: If
someone is flirting with you, please cooperate. Oo, walang biro. Pati
mga payo sa internet, pinatulan ko na.
Hinahanap rin kita
sa Internet, akala mo. Nagbasa ako ng mga blog entry kung saan binabanggit ang
pangalan mo. Inalam ko kung sinu-sino ang common friends natin na posibleng
magpalalim sa kung ano mang meron tayo. Pinagtanong kita sa mga kaibigan mo at
lahat sila, nagkakasundong mabait ka nga.
Urong-sulong ka rin
kasi. Hindi ka masyadong assertive sa pakay mo sa'kin, kung mayroon man. Sa
dami ng mga pagkakataong nag-usap tayo, hindi mo hiningi ang number ko kahit
kailan. Hindi naman ako madamot sa "oo." Hinihintay ko lang na gumawa
ka ng first move. Nang tinawag mo ako noong huling araw ng klase natin para
sabay tayong maglakad, nag-usap lang tayo't naghiwalay na parang talent ni Kim
Chiu sa pag-arte: wala lang.
Siguro nga wala
naman talaga ako sa'yo bukod sa isang kaklase. O marahil naghahanap ka lang ng
Ate. Siguro kapag nagkita ulit tayo, tatango ka lang at bahagyang ngingiti pero
hindi ka lalapit para makipag-usap. Kaiba ka rin kasi. Hindi ko rin alam kung bakit
pero sa'yo lang talaga ako natutuyuan ng laway at napangungunahan ng duda at
kaba. Siguro kasi sa lahat ng nagustuhan kong
lalaki, ikaw lang ang hindi celebrity.
Sakaling makilala mo
ang sarili mo sa akdang ito, alam mo naman kung saan ako maaaring puntahan o
kausapin. At huwag kang mag-alala - hindi pa rin ako madamot sa "oo."
Aanhin ko naman 'yun.
Originally published:
Kule / Philippine
Collegian
Martes 15 Nobyembre
2011
Labels: #cw, %tagalog, `love life, kule, text
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The cat loves to purr, and meow, and hiss. She's a very noisy cat, obviously. Kitty loves to sleep, next to her love for food. Food she loves include pizza, pasta, crepes, pancakes, cakes, milktea,burgers, etc. She loves being worshipped. Bow down to me!!! She loves cuddles, unless we're not close, eew don't touch me freak.
This kitty is in-love with a non-reacting bunny. He's always acting cool, and fails at it. He is crazy and loves computers.
This is still pretty much under construction; hence the emptiness.
Adopted Trees.
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