Suicidal Foot 4.0 - Hell Break
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Saturday, January 31, 2009 @ 1:52:00 PM
[TOMA is my medicine].

I should be positive from now on. Let's help me avoid emotional breakdowns.. :3

Wonbin aside, fangirling has been great...

Irah and I, or course, were talking about one of my favorite topics - Ikuta Toma! When I said "Toma", some people reacted weird [e.g. Ashley Ryan Vidad, LOL]. Maybe I was talking loud, and maybe they're not used to fangirls flailing... But, no matter what they (Ryan and his multiple self :P) say, Toma is still numero uno~!

Well, back to Toma. Irah was telling me how good she thinks Toma is in Hana Kimi. I stupidly agreed in everything, nodding, then saying Nakatsu's so handsome, too~! And when we mentioned "Nakatsu" and "Hana Kimi" two people reacted. Everlyn, and shockingly, Raymart. Everlyn is a Fahrenheit fan, so, hearing "Hana Kimi", she'd think of those guys. But, Raymart? How'd he know anything about "Nakatsu" and "Hana Kimi"? Well, however he got himself to watch the JDrama, it doesn't matter now. We started fangirling, and fanboying, over Nakatsu's funny tricks. Yeah, NAKATSU (played by my love Toma). Raymart fanboyed positively, saying how cool and funny HK is, and how Toma played Nakatsu is best. Instinctively, I hate Raymart. But, when I heard him praise Toma, I wanted to hug him. xD Well, Raymart doesn't look like a guy, anyway. Though he's homo janai, he's very feminine: pretty girly eyes and posture. xDD

The two of them made me promise to download the Special Episode. I'd gladly, anyway...
Can't wait for the next time I'd fangirl with those two. :D :D

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Saturday, January 24, 2009 @ 11:59:00 AM
not afraid when i'm pissed.

Continuing my rant...

We had this "talk" in Cesium. And, I'm sorry if something bad happens after this. [ remember the issue with my ISNHS-is-stupid postS? when i was still a crappy writer? 1 2 3]

Should I write in English or Tagalog? or... whatever.

Ma'am Gracia entered the SciLab(our temporary classroom) with good news and a lot of bad news. Good news: wala pa rin bagsak sa Cesium. Record. Kami lang 'yan sa buong IRC.

Then she started talking about a parents' conference or something. She started pin pointing the "misbehaved" students. I'm not one of them, but, I was already feeling sick.

She said, "kailangan meron and parents n'yo sa -the parent-concerned thingy- and sa card-giving day."

People started talking, complaining, laughing, idk, our class is one hell of a zoo.

We then arrived in this topic: review centers.

"Kailangan na raw mag-review center para sa UP-CAT."

Everybody starts to speak again. Complaining about OJT, Research Paper, AJSS...

"Bakit ba may OJT, eh, sa ibang campuses wala naman?" Or something like that, I asked.

"Sa main naman hindi required, ba't sa amin?" Jam, one of my fellow debate-r [if that's a word.]

Ma'am just looked at us, like she's shocked, thinking, lost...

"Nakaya naman nila [I don't remember who], 'di ba?"

"Para saan pa 'yung OJT, ta wala naman na kaming time para baguhin 'yung Research Paper namin," I know I'm right.

She looked at us again. "Ewan ko."

I hate it when teachers say, "ewan ko."

So, again, composed and mature as we are, we talked and talked and complained, all at once. [ Oh, sarcasm, you found your way back home to me! ]

"Ma'am, magre-review kami? Mago-OJT pa kami? Ano pa natira?" Yes, Reyna, please, go on. "May AJSS pa 'yung dalawang ka-group namin sa Research..."

And we got back to UP-CAT again. And, for the first time since the results came out, we openly talked about the decreasing passing rate.

"Mostly kasi, karamihan [yes, she said that] ng hindi nag-review center, sila 'yung hindi nakapasa."

I got really pissed, and started joining everyone again.

"'Di ba, may review naman sila sa school? Ba't mababa 'yung passing rate?" and under my breath I added, "nadedegrade na kasi-"

I couldn't here my own voice, really, 'cause they all had their opinions to shout.

"TSAKA, nasa bata naman kasi 'yan. Kasi 'yung mga 'di nakapasa, sila rin naman 'yung dating ng bumabagsakbagsak."

Kim gave an example of a "bumabagsak-bagsak" but still passed UP-CAT. Others atarted joining in.

"Kasi si [pinpointingwhosit], kumuha ng quota course na first choice. Second choice n'ya, quota pa rin. Manila tsaka Diliman. Talagang hindi s'ya papasa."

And pin pointing continued... Argh. These scene is soo disgusting. I can't believe this.

"Bakit ba kasi kailangan mataas? Dahil lang mapapahiya ang school?" This is Jam.

"Oo," and this is not good from a teacher.

OMG. I don't know if there's any sicker situation in this world.

"Si [idon'treallycarewho] pumasa, UP Baguio..."

"Oh, so, Bagiuo na lang kami?" That's how I see it... "Kung quota course 'yung gusto namin sana, pumili na lang ng iba?" Really pissed. Argh.

"Hindi naman sa ganun-"

Then, we got back to review centers and such. Argh.

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@ 11:48:00 AM
I'm so upset this week..

I'm so upset this week.

I don't take criticism harshly. I take them positively. That is, if it was given to me directly, straightly, clearly. And, yeah, I've been ranting lately [like here<-you won't be able to read it if we're not friends in LJ, and here].

Monday.
We had a surprise quiz in Bio. Quiz bee type, too. Guess who was called first? That's right, lax me. And the ironic part? I even exclaimed, "lucky~". I didn't review the night before. I never do. And how would I know there'd be a quiz? I think I did well, though.
SocSci became so booooooring again. Bobby-sensei, what happened?!
I somehow ended up reviewing for PE instead of Health. IDK. I'm stupid. I don't think I got it all going on in that expected quiz, but, I listened to the discussion, so, yeah... I feel O.K. [Okamoto Keito]. :P *trying to be happy*

Tuesday.
We had our pathetic Lab Activity in Chem. And when I say pathetic, I mean useless, irrelevant, stupid, boring, and very very elementary.
We had our expected quiz in Trigo. I pass without thinking so much. Either I'm a super smart like Shige, the quiz is super easy, or it's God's will that I pass.
Irah and I chatted about this book she read. And wow, we talked for an hour! Seriously.
I got an 'okay' grade for the expected Filipino quiz.
We were dismissed early in Stat!
I stayed up all night finishing my Physics Problem Set, and thinking about the English Impromptu Speaking.

Wednesday.
We moved to the SciLab. Why? Because the school is duh-head. They started finishing the second floor in our building. Like, hello? Why would they sacrifice the students' comfort? The SciLab is stinky, hot... it's not conducive for learning! All the time other students, and teachers, walk in and out. How annoying.
And the English Impromptu Speaking was postponed. Gaah. My panda-eyes for nothing. T^T

Thursday.
We got a quiz in Math again. As expected. Passed again. Lucky.
Stupid Stat class.
We were off by lunch.

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Wednesday, January 21, 2009 @ 7:44:00 PM
random random random.

I will fix this on Friday.

BTW, should I be making my "Want List" for my birthday already?? xD
I'm excited. LOL. xD


I hate the Philippines right now. The news contains mostly crimes, crimes, and more crimes. My mom even said, "hindi kompleto and buhay nila 'pag wala silang mapatay, masunog..."

Argh. x-X If only I have a REAL Death Note, I'd happily kill every one in the news. Damn. Damn.

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Friday, January 16, 2009 @ 5:54:00 PM
weeeek.

i think it's an interesting week. ^-^

Monday. I wasn't late. Yes, I wasn't. :D I brought my Wink Up [ the one from the octoberfest. remember? I won that. xD ] in school. Only the people who needs to see 'em saw 'em. For some people who wanted to see, but I refused, sorry. Either we're not close, or you failed to help me when I wanted to win so badly. xP *I'm an evil lil kid, I know*
Me, Irah, and Elisa fangirled over JE boys... Yeah, boys~! xD and we realized who among us is a genuine pervert. *coughelisacough*
I was too excited that I forgot to stalk Japanese channels. Interesting. xD

Tuesday. I forgot to finish my Stat homework, and did it during the Study Period before the class. Such a hassle. I tried answering number 8 and found out it wasn't part of the HW. Damn stupidity.
Mia and I did a lot of Delaying Tactics. During a class exercise, we've thought it'll be fun to let someone show the answer in the board. And since it's STATISTICS CLASS, it'll really take time.
[ WARNING: You might think this joke weird. So better read the Wednesday. ]
Mia got me to do it. When I got up Jayson asked me, "Ano X mo?" And I answered what my calculator said. "Why?" "Anong 'why?'!" And we all started laughing after a second or two. "Y! Hindi 'bakit'!" LOL xDD
I ended up doing only the computation part. I'm too big of a lazy ass to do the table and stuff.
Dismissal was unusual. I didn't went home early. I chatted with Serville, Mea, Jester, and Jeanine. Heartbreaking for some reasons.
I wasn't able to stalk Japanese channels. I was busy downloading Maou doing a Bio homework. :P

Wednesday. We got our Renaissance and Reformation Scrapbook back from Bobby-sensei. . I'm happy about my grade, not complaining. But, may I be a bitch for once and say: WHY THE HELL ARE THEIR GRADES THAT HIGH WHEN THEY PASSED 2 WEEKS AFTER THE DEADLINE?
Feeling much better now. :D
I got a remarkable grade in the long quiz in Bio. [ I didn't study the night before. ] The second part required us to draw the cross-section of a bone. I don't remember how it looks like [ hello? 1st quarter topic. ], so I just guessed. And, guess what? I did end up with the cross-section... but of a plant. x-X
During Physics class, we behaved so well. Oh, God, this isn't us. LOL.

Thursday. We were supposed to do a lab activity in Chem. But, thank God Ma'am Gracia isn't around.
We had a quiz in Trigo. I miraculously passed. I'm so damn happy.
We had a 3-item quiz in Stat. Sounds easy? We did it for 75 minutes. More or less. And, I wasn't sure of my answers. :/ Dead.

Friday. We had Cha-cha in PE. Funny. And I discovered Jayson have a muscle memory. x-X *envious* I'm guessing he doesn't even know this.
We had a quiz after a lively discussion in English. It's getting more and more interesting. [ just to let others know, we're having Chinese Literature at the moment. ]
We had a surprise quiz in Physics. But, because we obsessively behave well during the class, we got five minutes to review. Yeah, five for behaving. Better five than nothing at all. :P
Sir Pabs~! I wan't to be in Japan, too! *down*


I hope I'm giving enough info for my stalker everyone.


*This over long entry is for the times I didn't blog when I fangirled in my LJ and in Cluelesshands. I can't belive I'm having a 55:51 entry post [ Suicidal:Clueless] when Cluelesshands only started last June. LOL. Am I more of 'the Ultimate Keito Fangirl' than my own self?

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Sunday, January 4, 2009 @ 7:21:00 PM
bye 2008~.

2008 was a great year.

Sa lahat ng nanggulo, nag-asar, nagbigay ng blessing, maraming salamat po at naging parte kayo ng aking 2008.

Sa lahat ng nabigla sa aking Ultra Fangirling, pasensya na po... This year, 'wag na po kayong mabibigla. :P

Sa lahat, ILY~!

2009, be better than 2008. xD

*i know, i'm late. but i can edit the date. :P

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