[AN] I found this last night. IDK what I was trying to write, lol. Here is it exactly:
AN: This is pure
fiction. Events and characters in this piece of work are fragments of the
authors imagination.
I remember fully,
the feeling of the cold floor, the smell of alcohol, your laughter vibrating
through the walls. It was a Saturday night, December 10 of 2010, and I just
finished my final exam in Math. You texted me right after my schedule.
"Hi, babe. Meet me at T on 8. Let's celebrate." I wasn't really in
the mood to celebrate since my Math just killed my brain. But, because you are
my boyfriend... No, wait.... Because I am your girlfriend, and that you say so,
I'll do so.
On the countless
times we've spent nights together, I guess one more won't hurt. We never really
did anything wrong. We never had sex. So, I never told my parents. They never
ask, so, I guess they don't really care. Even if they did ask, I don't think they'll
understand what we had. Well, now that I look back, I didn't understand what we
had. We always said it was pure love, but I doubt that now. What is love? What
did we have?
Anyway, I went back
to the boarding house to change into sexy clothes. I don't usually put make-up
on, but, I think a little bit would mask my depression from the exam. I check
the time and my digital clock reads 7:30 PM. It didn't took me long before I got
a cab. "Manong, idaan mo na sa Katipunan, diretso. Alam ko 'yung daan,
'wag niyo kong dadayain." The taxi driver gave me an ugly look and drove
off. Right now would be a good time to say that "a million things were
running through my mind." But to be honest, all I was thinking of was:
"I hope this ends fast." I was not as nervous as the first time we
went out, or as thrilled when I realized the risk in all these. I wasn't even
looking forward to seeing you.
I dialled your
number as I arrived at the restobar. "I reserved us a corner this
time," you said. I asked what we're celebrating exactly. You said to just
come and find out. The low beats welcome me as I open the door. I went straight
to the booths to look for you. You seriously reserved a corner for us. How much
did that cost you? Well, I guess less than it cost me after that night. You
were acting kinda funny that night. You didn't wait for me to reach the table,
you stood up and met me half way. And we kissed. It wasn't an unusual sight in
that place, but, I guess you wanted me to feel that you're proud I'm your
girlfriend. Okay, you were wooing me.
"What's with
all these?"
"Today's the
day, babe," you took my hand and kissed it. So cliche.
"The day of
what? It's not our anniversary, it's far from our birthdays, it's not yet
Christmas."
"I love you,
Nancy. You know that."
"Yes, Josh, I
know."
It was always like
that. You remind me that you love me and the conversation is over. You are
in-charge of our relationship.
2/23/11
6/30/11 Labels: #cw, %english, text
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WHATEVER IT IS YOU ARE GOING THROUGH, YOU'LL MAKE IT. HERE'S A HAND YOU CAN HOLD, AND A SHOULDER YOU CAN CRY ON.Labels: #stickynotes, %english, text
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And, yes, I am saying that LoL,
HoN, and all of its imitators are all
I am pretty confident that it is the
Correct me if I am wrong about the fact that
DotA made Action-RTS popular.
It is said that DotA was based on a starcraft map,
but that does not prove or change anything.
Labels: #random, %english, text
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When I decided that I wanted you to be my boyfriend, all I really had in mind was someone to hold-hands with in public... but then I received so much more. I learned so much from this relationship.
I am going ka-a-ray-zee. Labels: #random, %english, `love life, high, text
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1. There is not enough love. Meaning, hindi niyo naman talaga mahal isa't-isa. Siguro lonely lang kayo, or trip, or tanga-tanga lang.
2. There's no trust / loyalty. Either, naglolokohan lang talaga kayo, or talagang walang tiwala.
3. There's no time for a relationship. Busy-busy'han. Iba ang priorities mo, which can be smart.
4. There's someone better.
5. "I am not happy." Hindi ka kontento. Hindi ka masaya.
6. (time in relationship) IS NOT PROPORTIONAL TO (strength of relationship) Hindi gumaganda ang relationship n'yo over time.
Hindi porket nagka-boyfriend(girlfriend) ka na ng lima and you're still 19, ibig sabihin bitch ka na, slut ka na.
Mag-boboyfriend ka kasi masaya ka with that person. 'Yung maiintindihan ka niya. 'Yung kaya ka niyang alagaan. 'Yung lahat ng kailangan mo, gagawin niya 'yung best nya para ibigay sayo.
Makikipaghiwalay ka kasi hindi ka masaya. Kasi andami mo ng reklamo sa buhay mo. Kasi hindi niya kayang intindihin yung mga kailangan mo. Kasi masyadong naaabuso yung pagmamahal mo para sakanya. Kasi wala kang space para maging boss. Kasi hindi mo kayang magdesisyong mag-isa, or, hindi ka pwedeng magdesisyong mag-isa. Kasi wala kang side of the story, sya lang at sya lang ang bida. MAKIKIPAGHIWALAY KA, KASI THERE IS SOMEONE BETTER THAN HIM/HER. Someone who will love you no matter what. Kasi meron pa 'yung ibabato sayo ng universe at sasabihing, "ayan, sayo yan, wala ng pipigil sainyo!"
Sana maging open minded ang lahat. At sana, wag na tayo mag-deny. Kung hindi ka masaya, hindi ka masaya. Wag na yung aarte pa na: Hindi ako masaya, pero mahal ko kasi siya. CHAKA! Kung mahal ka niya, masaya ka dapat!
BADVIBES. Labels: %taglish, `love life, `problem, murderous, text
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[AN: This entry has been sitting in my drafts for such a long time. I think it's about time to post it.]
I have always been enthusiastic about my sorority. I have actively participated in the activities, and practiced the ideals the sorority goes by.
Truth and Enlightenment through service to all.
People will always think of PARTYING, DRINKING, HAZING, when the words fraternity or sorority are talked about. I confess, before being a part of a sorority, I always thought people in frats and sors are dangerous, irresponsible, and tactless.
I owe my being a lady to Inah. She was the one to invite me. When she asked me if I wanted to join, I was skeptical. I told her I didn't have time for any trouble. And she said, "ipapahamak ba naman kita?" Inah, being my senior from high school, and knowing her as a responsible student, a role mode, I believed her.
I was oriented that same day. Everything Mommy Cams, MemComm head then, kept me holding on. The services they do for the people were amazing: an adopted school, an annual blood drive, and more. What I was doubting was their application process: NO 3Ps. No Pera, No Public humiliation, No Paddle. I was then also an applicant at UP Rep, an org, who violated aspects of my life, but I pretended not to care, and... I just snapped. I am not joining an org who can not respect me as an applicant. I chose to join Theta Epsilon instead.
I also promised to join that same day. In a span of an hour, a whole new life opened up in-front of me.
I am proud of my sorority. We share a bond that's beyond being friends. The respect among the members, the openness, the love... The people I have to be with are great. Everyone is smart and witty, and they share their knowledge. I am proud of all my sisters. They are not just girls in dresses and high-heeled shoes. They are respectable women, with pretty faces and beautiful hearts.
I love Theta Epsilon Sorority! :) Labels: #drama, %english, `friends, `me, `school, happy, text
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[AN] I found this last night. IDK what I was trying to write, lol. Here is it exactly:
AN: This is pure
fiction. Events and characters in this piece of work are fragments of the
authors imagination.
I remember fully,
the feeling of the cold floor, the smell of alcohol, your laughter vibrating
through the walls. It was a Saturday night, December 10 of 2010, and I just
finished my final exam in Math. You texted me right after my schedule.
"Hi, babe. Meet me at T on 8. Let's celebrate." I wasn't really in
the mood to celebrate since my Math just killed my brain. But, because you are
my boyfriend... No, wait.... Because I am your girlfriend, and that you say so,
I'll do so.
On the countless
times we've spent nights together, I guess one more won't hurt. We never really
did anything wrong. We never had sex. So, I never told my parents. They never
ask, so, I guess they don't really care. Even if they did ask, I don't think they'll
understand what we had. Well, now that I look back, I didn't understand what we
had. We always said it was pure love, but I doubt that now. What is love? What
did we have?
Anyway, I went back
to the boarding house to change into sexy clothes. I don't usually put make-up
on, but, I think a little bit would mask my depression from the exam. I check
the time and my digital clock reads 7:30 PM. It didn't took me long before I got
a cab. "Manong, idaan mo na sa Katipunan, diretso. Alam ko 'yung daan,
'wag niyo kong dadayain." The taxi driver gave me an ugly look and drove
off. Right now would be a good time to say that "a million things were
running through my mind." But to be honest, all I was thinking of was:
"I hope this ends fast." I was not as nervous as the first time we
went out, or as thrilled when I realized the risk in all these. I wasn't even
looking forward to seeing you.
I dialled your
number as I arrived at the restobar. "I reserved us a corner this
time," you said. I asked what we're celebrating exactly. You said to just
come and find out. The low beats welcome me as I open the door. I went straight
to the booths to look for you. You seriously reserved a corner for us. How much
did that cost you? Well, I guess less than it cost me after that night. You
were acting kinda funny that night. You didn't wait for me to reach the table,
you stood up and met me half way. And we kissed. It wasn't an unusual sight in
that place, but, I guess you wanted me to feel that you're proud I'm your
girlfriend. Okay, you were wooing me.
"What's with
all these?"
"Today's the
day, babe," you took my hand and kissed it. So cliche.
"The day of
what? It's not our anniversary, it's far from our birthdays, it's not yet
Christmas."
"I love you,
Nancy. You know that."
"Yes, Josh, I
know."
It was always like
that. You remind me that you love me and the conversation is over. You are
in-charge of our relationship.
2/23/11
6/30/11 Labels: #cw, %english, text
|
WHATEVER IT IS YOU ARE GOING THROUGH, YOU'LL MAKE IT. HERE'S A HAND YOU CAN HOLD, AND A SHOULDER YOU CAN CRY ON.Labels: #stickynotes, %english, text
|
And, yes, I am saying that LoL,
HoN, and all of its imitators are all
I am pretty confident that it is the
Correct me if I am wrong about the fact that
DotA made Action-RTS popular.
It is said that DotA was based on a starcraft map,
but that does not prove or change anything.
Labels: #random, %english, text
|
When I decided that I wanted you to be my boyfriend, all I really had in mind was someone to hold-hands with in public... but then I received so much more. I learned so much from this relationship.
I am going ka-a-ray-zee. Labels: #random, %english, `love life, high, text
|
1. There is not enough love. Meaning, hindi niyo naman talaga mahal isa't-isa. Siguro lonely lang kayo, or trip, or tanga-tanga lang.
2. There's no trust / loyalty. Either, naglolokohan lang talaga kayo, or talagang walang tiwala.
3. There's no time for a relationship. Busy-busy'han. Iba ang priorities mo, which can be smart.
4. There's someone better.
5. "I am not happy." Hindi ka kontento. Hindi ka masaya.
6. (time in relationship) IS NOT PROPORTIONAL TO (strength of relationship) Hindi gumaganda ang relationship n'yo over time.
Hindi porket nagka-boyfriend(girlfriend) ka na ng lima and you're still 19, ibig sabihin bitch ka na, slut ka na.
Mag-boboyfriend ka kasi masaya ka with that person. 'Yung maiintindihan ka niya. 'Yung kaya ka niyang alagaan. 'Yung lahat ng kailangan mo, gagawin niya 'yung best nya para ibigay sayo.
Makikipaghiwalay ka kasi hindi ka masaya. Kasi andami mo ng reklamo sa buhay mo. Kasi hindi niya kayang intindihin yung mga kailangan mo. Kasi masyadong naaabuso yung pagmamahal mo para sakanya. Kasi wala kang space para maging boss. Kasi hindi mo kayang magdesisyong mag-isa, or, hindi ka pwedeng magdesisyong mag-isa. Kasi wala kang side of the story, sya lang at sya lang ang bida. MAKIKIPAGHIWALAY KA, KASI THERE IS SOMEONE BETTER THAN HIM/HER. Someone who will love you no matter what. Kasi meron pa 'yung ibabato sayo ng universe at sasabihing, "ayan, sayo yan, wala ng pipigil sainyo!"
Sana maging open minded ang lahat. At sana, wag na tayo mag-deny. Kung hindi ka masaya, hindi ka masaya. Wag na yung aarte pa na: Hindi ako masaya, pero mahal ko kasi siya. CHAKA! Kung mahal ka niya, masaya ka dapat!
BADVIBES. Labels: %taglish, `love life, `problem, murderous, text
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[AN: This entry has been sitting in my drafts for such a long time. I think it's about time to post it.]
I have always been enthusiastic about my sorority. I have actively participated in the activities, and practiced the ideals the sorority goes by.
Truth and Enlightenment through service to all.
People will always think of PARTYING, DRINKING, HAZING, when the words fraternity or sorority are talked about. I confess, before being a part of a sorority, I always thought people in frats and sors are dangerous, irresponsible, and tactless.
I owe my being a lady to Inah. She was the one to invite me. When she asked me if I wanted to join, I was skeptical. I told her I didn't have time for any trouble. And she said, "ipapahamak ba naman kita?" Inah, being my senior from high school, and knowing her as a responsible student, a role mode, I believed her.
I was oriented that same day. Everything Mommy Cams, MemComm head then, kept me holding on. The services they do for the people were amazing: an adopted school, an annual blood drive, and more. What I was doubting was their application process: NO 3Ps. No Pera, No Public humiliation, No Paddle. I was then also an applicant at UP Rep, an org, who violated aspects of my life, but I pretended not to care, and... I just snapped. I am not joining an org who can not respect me as an applicant. I chose to join Theta Epsilon instead.
I also promised to join that same day. In a span of an hour, a whole new life opened up in-front of me.
I am proud of my sorority. We share a bond that's beyond being friends. The respect among the members, the openness, the love... The people I have to be with are great. Everyone is smart and witty, and they share their knowledge. I am proud of all my sisters. They are not just girls in dresses and high-heeled shoes. They are respectable women, with pretty faces and beautiful hearts.
I love Theta Epsilon Sorority! :) Labels: #drama, %english, `friends, `me, `school, happy, text
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tagboard soon
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The cat loves to purr, and meow, and hiss. She's a very noisy cat, obviously. Kitty loves to sleep, next to her love for food. Food she loves include pizza, pasta, crepes, pancakes, cakes, milktea,burgers, etc. She loves being worshipped. Bow down to me!!! She loves cuddles, unless we're not close, eew don't touch me freak.
This kitty is in-love with a non-reacting bunny. He's always acting cool, and fails at it. He is crazy and loves computers.
This is still pretty much under construction; hence the emptiness.
Adopted Trees.
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