Suicidal Foot 4.0 - Hell Break
This blog contains five years worth of rants and babbles. It is not for the faint hearted, nor the nosy, nor for the narrow minded. It does not discriminate sex nor religious preferences. It loves you because nobody ever will. All hail Suicidal Foot! All hail the drama queen who writes, and her little servant boy!
Thursday, October 27, 2011 @ 4:00:00 AM
Sweet Escape~.

Top: Dawal Beach Resort as seen from the shore.
Below: From inside the resort, watching the sun set. (LOL)

I was lucky enough to be able to bring Marcgell along. Super Powers~!

Sunset over Zambales.

Marcgell: Picture'an kita! Ganto itsura mo oh!

Labels: , , ,

posted by LOR | Permalink
Wednesday, October 26, 2011 @ 11:05:00 PM
BIHAWO OUTREACH.

The kids are always working hard, and waiting for KE and ThE to come. :)
Just me playing bahay-baboy-bagyo with the Grade 3 pupils.

Smile. Everyone wants to be happy. :)


Labels: , , ,

posted by LOR | Permalink
Monday, October 17, 2011 @ 8:28:00 AM
Talking to Chan.

[to be updated later, remind me.]

"Kinain ko lahat ng sinabi ko." She said she could always find a brighter side to things. She's from a broken family, they've been robbed, and she had gone through so much drama that she believed nothing can be worse than that. But then, "kinain ko lahat ng sinabi," she said. There are far worse things than what she had gone through. Sabi pa nya, "ano na iisipin ko ngayon? Walang-wala na akong maisip na maganda sa mga bagay-bagay."
posted by LOR | Permalink
Saturday, October 15, 2011 @ 12:08:00 AM
Writer's Block.

You only have 24 hours left in you life, how would you spend your last hours?

I can't wake up one day and find a note on my night stand saying: "You have 24 hours left. Enjoy!" I have lots of plans for my life. I have places I want to go to, people I want to meet. One day is not enough for me to satisfy my thirst for adventure and power.

But if I do wake up and find a note on my night stand saying I have 24 hours left to live this life, I'd make sure I have enough Taurine and Caffeine. It's show time.

I'd spend my first hour telling everyone that it's my last day on Earth. This comes with, "give me money or I'll die poor" line. I'd slap in the face those I hate, and I'll just smile at those I love. No time for chit chat. DO NOT TALK TO ME. Talk to me when I'm dead and I have the time to listen.

Since there's not enough time to travel around the world, and I'm sure there's not enough cash, either… I'll just go to places near and convenient. I want to be alone.

No, wait… SCRATCH THAT.

I'll look for SEUNG RI, OR TOMA, OR KEITO, and rape them. There goes my last 23 hours on Earth.

"Why would it matter, I'm gonna die anyway."

[scheduled post]

Labels: , , ,

posted by LOR | Permalink
Wednesday, October 12, 2011 @ 6:54:00 PM
Time Machine.

The question I got is from Niki: If you were to repeat a specific part in your life, what would it be? 

Every time I have exams, I ask myself: Why am I here? Why did I enter this university? I could have stayed in the province, study in the local university and be one of the smartest, and I'd be doing what I want to do, what other people should be doing right now…

But, I'm not saying I don't want to be here in UP. After exams, "yes, I did it." But, just before I enter a classroom, I always want to go back to time I was sure of what I really want.

If I could go back to a specific part of my life, that would be when I choose to enter UP. I want to go back to when I chose to be in these classrooms, with different people from different places. I want to go back to when I looked forward to being here with you guys, suffering together.

I want to go back to when I didn't have all of these (yet). Sometimes, it's nice to go back to the time where everything is just a dream.

We had less than two minutes to prepare, so I was a little, uhm, unorganized. We had another two minutes to deliver, so I kinda messed up a bit.

Labels: , , , ,

posted by LOR | Permalink
Sunday, October 9, 2011 @ 12:39:00 AM
.

“People tend to think that happiness is a stroke of luck, something that will descend like fine weather if you’re fortunate. But happiness is the result of personal effort. You fight for it, strive for it, insist upon it, and sometimes even travel around the world looking for it. You have to participate relentlessly.”

 - Elizabeth Gilbert

Labels: ,

posted by LOR | Permalink
Tuesday, October 4, 2011 @ 2:52:00 AM
Manicar is Love.


I had a shitty Tuesday. I woke up 30 minutes before my practical exam schedule on Physics 71.1. Good thing my lab instructor is lazier than I am. She was late, too… as always.

ANYWAY, so, Physics Lab Practicals kinda, uhm, gave me mixed emotions. The night before, I busied myself with requirements, so, I wasn't able to study. YET, I was, atleast, able to answer, uhm, about 50% sure, everything... Except the parts where the bell got me. Darn bell.

I had to skip passing my worksheet, the worksheet I worked all night, because I didn't have the print-out of the graphs. The graphs that I so fucking worked hard for. My groupmates were able to pass theirs, using my graphs, and me… Well, I had class and wasn't able to get my copy. =__=; Fuck being late.

I am totally broke. I just. :| Poker face . Neeeext~

Art Stud. The report we so fucking worked hard for. We did our research and shit. And, well, we still failed so badly. Our supposedly 30 minutes allotted time became 50 minutes of arguments and debate. Is argument = debate? I don't know. Anyway, well, we were hammered and smashed, and killed… Wait, what's that word again?  PWNED.

And, after class, it's raining. COME ON. I walked around AS feeling stupid. I was thinking of how few a knew in this campus. I texted Manicar, I don't know why, I just felt it. She replied asking where I was, but I wasn't able to read it since I was already walking back to the dorm. Guess what, I meet her and her friend.

I am here to say that my roommate, Manicar Manguera is definitely one of the kindest person, with such a pure heart.

If I was in her shoes, I would first ask my friend if it's okay to accompany me. But, Manicar, she said, "tara, samahan muna natin sya." Agad-agad.

I just love her. That act was no way simple. She may bully me all the time, and doubt everything about me... yet, she treated me like a human being. 

Am I exaggerating? I just love her.
posted by LOR | Permalink