Suicidal Foot 4.0 - Hell Break
This blog contains five years worth of rants and babbles. It is not for the faint hearted, nor the nosy, nor for the narrow minded. It does not discriminate sex nor religious preferences. It loves you because nobody ever will. All hail Suicidal Foot! All hail the drama queen who writes, and her little servant boy!
Monday, November 24, 2014 @ 9:05:00 PM
REVIEW: Gigahertz SM North Edsa.

I have been longing for the Asus Google Nexus 7 2nd Gen for a month now. The fact that it's being pulled out from stores to make way for the HTC Nexus 9 makes it more valuable. I have been looking for the 32GB Nexus 7 around SM North Edsa for two weeks, and I've only seen two stores. It was really frustrating when the day came that I would buy one, and the stores weren't selling them anymore. Still, I chanced upon Gigahertz and miraculously, they have one last stock.

It wasn't a new unit, it was already opened. I was going to point it out but I was too excited to have my hands on it. It was a little disappointing tho that it was starting up really slow and the kuya had to force shut down and restart just to make it work. I was already having second thoughts on buying an opened unit. I tried to check the unit, but the store didn't have internet connection. It wasn't lagging, since there were only the preloaded apps, and no internet to update the operating system. Since it was already late, we just bought it. I told myself to just check it our when I got home.

I updated the OS from 12MN-3AM. I was able to update it to Kitkat 4.4.4 when I started downloading apps like Twitter, Tumblr, KakaoTalk, and so on. It was when I open an app that it suddenly just crashed.  I started restarting it, but it was on loop on the Google logo. I did several factory resets but nothing happened. I came to the conclusion that it was a defective unit. I decided to consult online sources, but it being an "old" nexus, it's microsite has been taken down by Google.

So, anyway, I went back to Gigahertz after my 4PM class. I told them I was returning the unit and that I wanted my money back. They asked why, and I explained that the unit was defective. They asked someone to try to fix it first, told me that I can get a new unit in a few hours, if only I could just sit down. So, I did. I patiently waited, but I didn't have a Nexus 7 at the end of the day. Other branches don't have the model I bought. I told them, well then, give me back my money. They said they can't because it still need to be approved. Approved by what? In what case can it be disapproved? Surely, I should get my money back since, well obviously, I wasn't able to get my money's worth. They told me that the policy is first, try to change the unit, BUT YOU DON'T HAVE IT, so, maybe you can buy something else of the same price, BUT I DON'T WANT TO. I am buying an Asus Google Nexus 7, 32GB because it is now being pulled out from the market. I payed for it, and that's what I want. Why are they telling me what to get for my money? So, they told me to calm the shit down and promised that they will call their supplier and promised that I will get my unit within the week.

What has Gigahertz SM North Edsa violated?
1. It is printed on the receipt that there is an outright 7 day return/exchange for defective units. Which can not be according to RA 7394 Consumer Act of the Philippines.
2. It is the choice of the buyer if he/she wants a refund or an exchange. The store can not insist that they exchange the unit. RA 7394.

I am just really disappointed that most stores insist they make money. And I am quite disappointed that because of this, most Filipinos would think they don't have the right to return or exchange defective goods.

Nevertheless, I just want my Nexus 7 on Thursday as they promised. And whether or not I get it, I will make sure to file a complaint in DTI.

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Thursday, May 8, 2014 @ 10:04:00 PM
Right Now.

So, I just got my laptop back! I will try to be active online again!

ATM Twitter, Ask.fm, and Tumblr are open in other tabs. I'm trying to catch up. Not that two or three people are looking at SuicidalFoot everyday, though.
Anyway, my laptop also lacks a lot of programs. That screen cap was saved in paint. Oh God. What has life come to. I don't have WinRar, Photoshop, and I'm not sure what else. It'll take some time 'til my laptop is back forreals.

Anyway, I got rejected in Clothing Tech. Like last year, I got rejected in Geol. So, I'm thinking of quitting school and just go hobo.

I've been reading and watching a lot. Don't want to get into any details as of now...

But, srsly, I don't know what else to do with my life. I try my best to go straight and the universe fucks it.

I'll post better soon. Okbye.

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Sunday, October 7, 2012 @ 9:36:00 PM
ang gulo ng isipan ko (edited).

'Yung nagcoconflict 'yung gusto kong ma-achieve sa gusto kong gawin. Gusto kong pumasa, ayokong mag-aral. LOL

INTO IT: ONE MORE CHANCE
Tatlong beses ko ng napanood ang One More Chance pero ngayon ko lang siya naintindihan. Kasi, dati ang iniisip ko: Putang ina. Bakit naman sila nag-break kung mahal nila ang isa't-isa. Ano bang problema ni Basha? Buti nga concerned na concerned sa kaniya si Popoy. Grabe lang, 'di nalang niya pinagbigyan si Basha para 'di nalang sila naghiwalay? Putang ina naman. Bakit siya nakipag-relasyon kung mahal niya talaga si Basha? Tapos, itong si Basha, makikipag-break tapos iiyak-iyak noong nakapag-move on na si Popoy. Putang ina, ang tanga ng movie na 'to.

Pero, hindi pala.

Iniwan ni Basha si Popoy kasi hindi niya alam kung 'yung ginagawa niya ay dahil gusto n'ya, or dahil alam niya na gusto ni Popoy, or dahil 'yun nga mismo ang sabi ni Popoy. Gusto niyang malaman kung ano ba talaga ang gusto niya sa buhay. Choice niyang malaman kung 'yun ba 'yung gusto niyang future, 'yung kasama si Popoy, or nasanay lang siya dahil sa katagal-tagal na five years din silang magkasama. She was brave enough na ipusta 'yung five years na 'yun para lang malaman 'yung gusto niya.

Si Popoy, hindi agad-agad nakapag-move on, kasi hindi niya naintindihan 'yung reason ni Basha. Ang alam niya lang, sawa na siya, nasasakal na sya. Ang boring niya naman kasi talagang boyfriend, controlling pa. Akala niya kasi 'yung ginagawa niya ay para rin sa ikabubuti nilang dalawa, 'yung lahat planado, practical, at logical.

Nag-snap nalang si Popoy noong dinala ni Basha si Mark. Naisip niyang 'yun na 'yung time mag-move on. Wala namang nangyayari talaga sa pagiging malungkot niya lang. 'Yun bang, kung siya magmo-move on, eh di, ikaw rin. Sa totoo lang, mas maraming taong ganon, makikipag-unahang makahanap ng bago. Competitive kasi talaga by nature ang tao.

Naniniwala ako na minahal niya si Trysha (oh, di ko alam spelling. hahaha). Kasi si Popoy, naisip niya na 'yung type ng person na kailangan niya is 'yung type of person na ginusto niya maging si Basya. Example, 'yung wanting to be spoiled ni Trysha na ayaw naman ni Basya. Tapos, syempre, nag-change in to the person Basha wanted him to be rin sya at the same time. Ganun 'ata talaga after a break up. If you truly loved your ex, maiisip mo 'yung mga dahilan bat kayo naghiwalay, at ia-avoid mo na 'yun. Ia-avoid mo 'yun para di ka na masaktan, at di ka na makasakit.

Ang masama lang, nag-assume si Basha. Dahil alam niyang mahal na mahal siya ni Popoy, akala niya, 'di ito magmo-move on. Eh di, naguho mundo niya nung nalaman niyang may bagong girlfriend na si ex boyfriend. Tsaka niya na-realize kung ano talaga 'yung gusto niya sa buhay. Gusto niya lahat ng meron siya at that moment, plus si Popoy.

Sabi nga ni Crissy (idk the spelling, lol), nangyari 'yun kasi si Basha lang 'yung nag-acknowledge ng problema nila. At nasaktan silang pareho. Pero ang naisip lang kasi ni Popoy, 'yung sarili niya, na nasasaktan siya. Hindi niya naisip agad na, baka nasasaktan din si Basha.

At ayun. Nag-sex sila, tapos okay na. De, joke lang. Nag-heart-to-heart talk naman sila after.

Ang galing.

Note lang, bakit si Basya naka-high-heeled shoes, nasa site. Tangina. Baka mahulog siya!!! Okay na rin na hindi ako naging Engineer. Baka matulad ako sakanya, less poise nga lang,

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Friday, October 5, 2012 @ 2:29:00 AM
Romona Flower's Exes' Problems.

It's so awkward meeting an ex-boyfriend's girlfriend. Whether you say you have moved on, you'll still ask yourself, "why her?"

I am close to my ex boyfriends, Chino and Kevin. I love them. They are great guys that have been such a big part of my life. I am close to them because I realized that I need them to be just friends, rather than the probable "other half".

Anyway, Chino's girlfriend after me was a girl named Nicole. She was my classmate from prep, haha. I thought, wow, why her? She's a slut. She looks like a slut. She acts like a slut. Did he, like, change preferences? Gross. They broke up after a few months. Thankfully.

Next was Eighteen. Honestly, I liked her. She is pretty, she had great taste in music, very artistic, very cute, very smart... But, I didn't like her because I felt like she was so much like me (okay, feelingera). It  just feels wrong to me that he is dating someone who was so much like me. But, she's quite prettier, and way richer than me. I'm not sure if they're still together, tho.

Kevin had a few number of short time girlfriends after me. He felt that he needed to take revenge on the whole population of females because I broke his heart blah blah. But, after some time, he snapped out of it and we finally resolved our issue. And we became friends. When I was in Pisay, even if I didn't post it on FB or Twitter, even if I don't text him, he would contact me at the right times, when I couldn't talk to anybody else. He'd suddenly text, "Sana okay ka lang, kumusta ka na?" Or, "Umiinom ka sana ng gamot, sana hindi na sumasakit 'yung tiyan mo." He's such a sweet guy.

When he found his recent girlfriend, my first thoughts were, "engk. Bland. Blank. Ordinary." But he loved her so much, so I gave her a chance. After a few years, my dislike grew because she's such a bitch, had poor manners, was illogical. But, what she had that I didn't have was dedication. She wanted to stay with him. She was so in-love to the point of driving him away from the rest of the world.  He broke up with her. Good decision, too.

Why do I look at my exes' girlfriends and evaluate them?
1. I want to know what those girls have that I didn't have. Most of the time it's patience. I had the fun, and the care, but not the understanding.
2. I care about them. If they were to have girlfriends, they should have the best. Better than me in everything. And, poor them, there's no such girl better than me. Haha.

The point of this post is: My latest ex-boyfriend is now committed and I can't get over the fact that I don't like her, and that she is nothing like me. I guess that's what he wants, nothing like me. 

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Tuesday, October 2, 2012 @ 4:43:00 PM
RIP Online Freedom (edited).

RIP, Freedom of Speech & Freedom of Expression

[A/N] Ipinupusta ko ang limang taong kasama ko ang url na http://suicidalfoot.blogspot.com. I moved my blog in a not so very secret place, and here goes nothing...

I have read most of the Cybercrime Prevention Act of 2012, but not all of it. I may be wrong and I apologize in advance to whoever might get offended with this post.

We are in the digital age. We use our computers and phones to communicate, share, and discover. Facebook and Twitter have both became powerful tools of information dissemination. Aside from products and services, and events, and people, politic propaganda has also reached the said social networking site. Supporters of politicians bash each other. Parody accounts humiliated and branded a lot of corrupt and obviously incompetent politicians. But this "law" is beyond Facebook status and Twitter updates.

I am sure that at one point in our lives we have illegally downloaded copyrighted music, photos, videos; and some probably illegally shared their illegally acquired media. It is not that we want to harm industries that are concerned. When I was first introduced to the internet, I did not know that I was doing something illegal. I might have downloaded gigabytes of illegal media before I found out it was wrong. But, I could not do much about it. I did not know how to buy songs online, or why the need to pay for hard copies of magazines that had scans. And, how about our anime? Should I fly to Japan and buy them, and there won't be any subtitles, too?! And besides, it's already uploaded, I might as well take advantage of it.

Still, the Government is right: sharing copyrighted files is illegal.

I have been ranting for 5 years know, about school, about life, sometimes about the Government, too. I express my opinions and my raged thoughts. I believe it is my freedom to say what I want in my blog. It is, afterall, my blog. I am not asking my readers to agree with me. I am just starting an argument in their minds, to start them thinking on their own. I fuel their interest.

I would understand censoring Facebook and Twitter. This may be hard for me to say, but, I guess it makes sense. A lot of people will be influenced if someone said something in FB and Twitter. Worse part is, most of these people would not even know the whole story. Because it is a social networking site, you most like scroll through it, LIKE it, or RETWEET it, and then move on to the other topics shared. Because of the fast-paced online life in social networking sites, we either agree or disagree, most of the time without question.

But, a Cybercrime Prevention Law is not the answer to this. Whichever angle you look at it, this is an oppression of the Freedom of Speech and Freedom of Expression. Why not just tell people to be informed first before liking a page or a post, or before sharing a propaganda photo. (Okay, look who's talking, the girl who didn't even read the act in it's entirety).

How about cybersex? Seriously, guys. Do we still need to talk about this? If women and kids are being sold online, then, yes, that is obviously illegal. I'm sure there's a law for that already. But, what about two knowing, willing people (gender sensitive)? I think it is my choice to send a nude picture to my boyfriend if he asked for it. If I was offended we could talk about it like grown-ups. If I was harassed, why did I even have him as my boyfriend in the first place, right? Anyway, you say, what if they are strangers who just met online. One time they agreed to do webcam, then suddenly, the other party is jerkin' off. Well, I say, close that shit and delete that person from your network. You know, you have the power to block people from whatever accounts you are using. That's the magic of internet, baby.

I think it is time for us to grow up. This should not be such a big issue. It doesn't need a genius to figure out that this Cybercrime Prevention Law is just another excuse to use taxpayers' money.

#NoToCyberCrimeLaw

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Sunday, August 26, 2012 @ 1:11:00 AM
Jeep Ride Rage.

[A/N] This is published late. The date lies.


Sumakay ako ng jeep sa may SC. Papunta akong Philcoa para i-meet si Nica. Sa may Engg/Tennis court shed, may sumakay na family: 2 brothers, sister, dad. Mukhang nag-jog sila. Atleast, ganun 'yung get-up nila. katabi ko si ate, at sa tabi nya yung Dad nila. Kaharap ko naman yung brothers. Itong mag-kuya nakaupo na parang kanila yung jeep. Magkaharap sila, and are occupying most of the seat. 

May sumakay sa may Music. Itong magkuya, ayaw umusog. Imposibleng hindi obvious na need ng umupo nitong ate at kuyang sumakay. Yung brothers, wala, nagtatawanan parin playing with their phones. Eh di, ako, naasar na talaga. Napalakas 'yung pagsabi ko ng, "exccuse me. Kuya. Pausog." At nung tumingin pa kasi sila, inirapan ko pa. Taray no?

I wanted to say sorry, I felt bad. Pero, nung humarap na ako, narinig ko itong Dad nila, sabi, "pwede namang sabihin ng maayos." Ehdi, hindi na ako nag-sorry. Buong ride, 'yun pinaguusapan nila. TANGINANG AMA. Ganun nya pala pinapalaki mga anak nya kaya ang bobo nila sa buhay.

Why is their father wrong?
1. Magkaharap yung magkapatid. Hindi sila naka-earphones. Hindi sila bulag. IMPOSIBLENG HINDI NILA NAPANSING MAY SUMAKAY.
2. Umandar na 'yung jeep hindi pa rin sila umusog. Tayuan? Tayo nalang yung mga bagong sakay?
3. BASIC COURTESY PO ANG PAG-USOG KAPAG MAY SUMAKAY.

Nakakakulo ng dugo talaga. 'Wag na 'wag sila magdya-jog ulit dito sa UP, babarilin ko sila. Kasi may baril ako.

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Thursday, August 16, 2012 @ 4:20:00 AM
Drunken Uncertainty.

I am scared of what can happen, what will happen. The future is but the consequences of what we do today. And, so, I am even more disheartened. If I fail, I can only blame myself. If my heart is broken, I can only blame myself. If I die regretting, I can only blame myself.

I keep stalling. Maybe it will be better. Maybe I don't need to decide. Maybe it'll present itself to me, somehow, someday.

I keep doubting myself. I can't do more than this. I'd fail even if I try. I'd fall just by walking.

I don't know how to take this negativity off of me. All I can do is pretend it's never there.

But, when the lights are off, and pjs are on, they come out of my bed and haunt me.

I don't want a broken heart.

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Friday, July 6, 2012 @ 4:27:00 PM
Why do people break-up?.

1. There is not enough love. Meaning, hindi niyo naman talaga mahal isa't-isa. Siguro lonely lang kayo, or trip, or tanga-tanga lang.

2. There's no trust / loyalty. Either, naglolokohan lang talaga kayo, or talagang walang tiwala.

3. There's no time for a relationship. Busy-busy'han. Iba ang priorities mo, which can be smart.

4. There's someone better.

5. "I am not happy." Hindi ka kontento. Hindi ka masaya.

6. (time in relationship) IS NOT PROPORTIONAL TO (strength of relationship) Hindi gumaganda ang relationship n'yo over time.


Hindi porket nagka-boyfriend(girlfriend) ka na ng lima and you're still 19, ibig sabihin bitch ka na, slut ka na.

Mag-boboyfriend ka kasi masaya ka with that person. 'Yung maiintindihan ka niya. 'Yung kaya ka niyang alagaan. 'Yung lahat ng kailangan mo, gagawin niya 'yung best nya para ibigay sayo.

Makikipaghiwalay ka kasi hindi ka masaya. Kasi andami mo ng reklamo sa buhay mo. Kasi hindi niya kayang intindihin yung mga kailangan mo. Kasi masyadong naaabuso yung pagmamahal mo para sakanya. Kasi wala kang space para maging boss. Kasi hindi mo kayang magdesisyong mag-isa, or, hindi ka pwedeng magdesisyong mag-isa. Kasi wala kang side of the story, sya lang at sya lang ang bida. MAKIKIPAGHIWALAY KA, KASI THERE IS SOMEONE BETTER THAN HIM/HER. Someone who will love you no matter what. Kasi meron pa 'yung ibabato sayo ng universe at sasabihing, "ayan, sayo yan, wala ng pipigil sainyo!"

Sana maging open minded ang lahat. At sana, wag na tayo mag-deny. Kung hindi ka masaya, hindi ka masaya. Wag na yung aarte pa na: Hindi ako masaya, pero mahal ko kasi siya. CHAKA! Kung mahal ka niya, masaya ka dapat!

BADVIBES.

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Friday, June 8, 2012 @ 1:42:00 AM
PROBLEM?.

You have lots of them and I have lots, too. 
However, you are not facing it alone anymore.
 I am here to support you.





ALSO, if your problems bother you too much
and can not do anything about it at the moment,
 then play the following:

DotA or DotA 2
L4D 1 or 2
Pokemon games
Sims
Skyrim
DA 1 or 2


or if you want to just let it go away for a second
then just stare at this guy:

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Sunday, May 6, 2012 @ 4:30:00 AM
The Beatles.


I think 80% of my total posts are made when I'm down and gray. And as you can see, this is a post about me, not The Beatles.

I grew up listening to The Beatles. My Dad is a fanboy, we tease him about it. Haha. Anyway, as I was saying I grew up knowing it ain't easy, I know how hard it could be. The way things are going, they're gonna crucify me. So, help! I need someone. Yesterday, all my troubles seems so far away, now, it looks like they're here to stay. Help me if you can, I'm feeling down. And I do appreciate you being around. I want to hold your hand. I'll let you be my man, and I'll let you hold my hand. And when I touch you I feel happy inside.

Anyway, there will be an answer. Let it be. They say, don't carry the world on your shoulders. Well, you now. It's a fool who plays it cool by making his world a little colder. Take a sad song and make it better. :) Nothing you can see that isn't shown. There's nowhere you can be that isn't where you're meant to be.

I bet I'm high on nail polish.

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