Suicidal Foot 4.0 - Hell Break
This blog contains five years worth of rants and babbles. It is not for the faint hearted, nor the nosy, nor for the narrow minded. It does not discriminate sex nor religious preferences. It loves you because nobody ever will. All hail Suicidal Foot! All hail the drama queen who writes, and her little servant boy!
Monday, September 15, 2014 @ 1:10:00 AM
Why DoTA Should Be Considered a Sport in the Philippines.

(I ended up posting it anyway)

1. Other Countries Consider DoTA 2 as an E-Sport
Here is the list of DoTA 2 Teams, just so you can see the different flags in there.

2. To support DoTA players in the PH.
The Philippines have a professional team, Mineski. There are others, who we do not know of,  because we don't support them. Just like that.

3. To show that Pinoy DoTA Players do not suck.
There's this convention that if you're Pinoy, you prolly suck at DoTA. Guys, sometime's it's just the lag. There are a few noobs like me, but, srsly, it's still teamwork and good internet connection.

4. DoTA makes you think, requires quick response.
It's not true that DoTA is a no-brainer. You have to be smart, you have to have a strategy, you have to respond quickly. You have to know your teammates, and know how to work with them. It's really fun chess kind of game.

5. To pressure internet providers to speed up development.
If DoTA 2 is considered an e-sport, that would make our country a possible host to possible events. DoTA 2 is an online game, even the LAN needs internet connection. What we consider "fast" right now here in the Philippines, is crap outside the country. If we want to complete globally, we can start with our internet connection, thank you very much.

6. To raise awareness what DoTA is.
DoTA 2 is not a pangtamad* game. It's just like chess, you have to outwit your opponent. It's just like basketball, you have to have teamwork. You have to have patience, to wait for the perfect time to defend or to push lanes.

The International is already in its fourth year. I wish to someday see a Philippine team up in the roster in less that five years.

*for the lazy

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Wednesday, May 16, 2012 @ 10:18:00 PM
Because.

Am I crazy because:
a. I call Kira-sama as Kira-sama, and not Yagami Light
b. I want to be good at DotA
c. I listen to the Beatles when I'm nervous
d. I watch one MV for an hour when I get lonely (lately, t'was DoraDora)
e. I paint my nails violet, wear violet underwear, and use a violet shirt during Do or Die Exams
f. I have a crazy blog

Encircle just one. Or two if you're good looking.

edit.
read comments from crazy boyfriend.

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Thursday, March 8, 2012 @ 2:22:00 AM
ANG BABAW.

I do my best to be a good friend and listen to people's concerns. I get so much drama from people's lives, aside from mine, sometimes I don't even want to listen anymore. Problema ko na 'to dati pa, kasi, hindi ako marunong humindi.

I just noticed how diverse this world is. I've listened to so much problems and shit that I've actually mentally categorized them. (petty to suicidal ranking)

1. Boyfriend / Girlfriend issue - "Hindi s'ya nagpaparamdam." "Niloloko niya lang ako." "Sawa na ko."
You're in a relationship to feel special, and to make your life easier and better. 
Here's the solution to your fucking stupid problem: Yes or No, answer honestly. With your thinking brain, not your beating heart.
  • Do you want to end up with that kind of person?
  • Do they constantly and effectively show they care about and love you?
  • Will your family and friends like your partner?
  • Is your partner honestly the best person to connect and understand you?
If the answers are all yes, just say your apologies and make up. If not, then you're wasting your time, and mine, too.

Mayabang lang din siguro ako, pero, ang problema lang namin kasi ni Marcgell kung kelan kami magkikita at magkakasama ulit. Fighting is too mainstream.

2. I'm failing my class(es).
You're talking to the wrong person. But, me, not being able to talk back unless it's via my blog, I just shut up and listen. I am not doing well myself. K? So, stop reminding me.

3. Hunger Games - "wala akong time kumain" "gutom ako" "wala akong pagkain" "walang pambili ng food"
If I have money, ililibre ko kayo. If I have food, bibigyan ko kayo. Pero kung mas mayaman naman kayo at alam nyong totoo yan, please lang, 'wag paulit-ulit i-mention sakin na gutom kayo kasi wala akong magagawa para tulungan kayo. I know the feeling, too. I complain about this a lot. Ito lang ata ang problemang kayang-kaya kong ipangalandakan sa publika: "gutom ako."

4. Parent issues - "my parents hate me" "my parents hate each other"
My parents being great, I sometimes feel awkward and uncertain on how to react to this problem. Ano ba dapat kong sabihin, eh, 'yung sitwasyong ito, I'm not familiar with? So, sorry if I don't help much.
What I know is, your parents are the reasons why you came to life. Be thankful to them, even if you get BV all the time. If it wasn't for them, you wouldn't be able to taste ice cream, or buy clothes&shoes, or meet classmates, or go to school.
From my ever BFF roommate Chan, "choice na nila 'yun. Kung gusto nilang mag-away, basta sila lang." At kung ayaw ka rin nila, di, keri lang din. Ano magagawa nila, wish you were never born? Oh? Tapos? Ngayon pa, andyan ka na. 'Di nag-condom kasi sana sila. Just live your life, and don't hold any grudges against your parents.

5. No Cash
Number 1 problem ko rin 'to. Kapag legit na walang pera 'yung nagrereklamo sakin, sobrang supportive ako. Pero, kapag alam kong 'yung "walang pera" ng friend ko is actually "have cash" pa para sakin, chaka lang ako. Kebs ko sayo, mayaman ka lang kasi. Tas ipangsa-Starbucks mo lang? Wag ka dito magreklamo, kutongan pa kita, eh.

Maybe it's because I'm the type that talks to my blog, and keep my problems between me and whoever's involve kaya minsan, hindi ko maseryoso 'yung mga problema ng iba. Or, maybe it's because I know other people have far worse problems than their boyfriend not replying, their grade hanging by the thread... Kids of our age in other parts of the world are already working, some never had a chance to go to school, some never met their family, some are already parents...

Life is not limited to boyfriend, school, money, parents. Life is not about the things you've accomplished, but the struggles you had to overcome to make these accomplishments.

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@ 1:35:00 AM
Reasons Why I Don't Reply.


Bago pa lumaki ang list na to, ippost ko na. Lagi ko lang kasing nakakalimutan.

1. Walang load. Kung may kasama naman ako, at may load sya / sila, nakiki-text ako. Kung may net ako, magte-text naman ako via chikka or magtxt.com. Pero, kung walang kasama, wala pang net connection, eh di, sorry.

2. 'Di ko na-receive. Totoong nangyayari 'to dahil mabilis mapuno inbox ko. Paano nga naman ako magre-reply sa message na di ko na-receive? Duh?

3.TULOG. Weird ang sleeping pattern ko. May mga oras lang talagang bigla-biglang tulog pala ako. Sige nga, mag-text nga kayong tulog.

4. Busy. Meaning nanonood, naglalaro, naliligo, naglalaba... Basta, sigurado, hindi nag-aaral pero may ginagawang iba.

5. May kasama/kausap. I-contact nyo sina Marcgell, Chan, Nica, roommates ko. Baka kasama ko sila, kausap, kakwentuhan, kaya 'di ko napapansin na may nagtetext

6. Ayoko sa issue mo. Kung feeling ko ang chaka lang ng pag-uusapan natin, na mababadtrip lang ako sayo, 'di kita rereply'an.

7. Ayoko sayo. Kung sayo mismo nababadtrip ako, bat kita rereply'an?

Kung every five minutes nag-ttweet naman ako, tas di ko kayo nirereply'an, eh di, either 6 or 7. K?

Kbye.

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Wednesday, September 21, 2011 @ 1:30:00 AM
RANDOM FACTS ABOUT ME.

It's ME time. And I feel like talking about myself. So, here's a month's worth of random facts I've listed.

1. I love Ketchup.
2. I love talking about myself.
3. I easily get distracted.
4. I'm not always hungry. I just love to eat.
5. I say "ittadakimasu~" before digging in.
Read more »

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Friday, September 9, 2011 @ 3:54:00 PM
update.

Just a preview of my supposedly awesome life:

  • YEY. NEW EXPERIMENTAL HEADER. :)
  • My right eye has been infected... but now is going back to normal. :)
  • I've been given the permission to post Delfin Mercado's article, so, wait for it. :)
  • GAWD, ES1, can't you just love me all over?
  • I WAAAAAN TINAPAY!!! :( I'm hungry!
  • I've been watching a lot of movies lately. I should do lots of Into It posts. :) Imma rewatch the awesome movies then. Hoho~!
  • I've been fangirling with my roommates Roxanne and Regina~! Yey~!
  • And about my other roommate, Manicar... well... *mischievous smile*

That is all. For this hour. Ciao~!

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Friday, June 17, 2011 @ 2:05:00 PM
25 Songs in 25 Days.

I started this in Tumblr, and I just want to keep up with it, so...

1. A song from your childhood.
- Sometimes by Britney Spears
[comment] I can think of Britney Spears, Justin Timberlake, Christina Aguilera, Backstreet Boys, NSYNC... I have lots on my mind, really. But, I like this song best. Because it's so honest.
- Wizard of Oz by Clazziquai
[comment] Rihanna's Unfaithful and P.S. (I'm Still Not Over You) are too weak, since they remind me of other stuff as well, but, in some point, yes, these songs remind me of him, too.
- I Want to Hold Your Hand by The Beatles
[comment] Every single Beatles song reminds me of my parents. Because my dad is a fan. Oh, LOL. Thriller by MJ reminds me of my Mom. She said it was rly in, and that every cool person knows the dance, so she knows it... because, yeah, my Mom was one of the cool kids, according to her. HAHAHA. Thriller. xD
- Peace, Love, and Ice Cream by Younha
[comment] Younha's voice relaxes me. I've been listening to this song for a year now, and it still clams me down. :)

- I Love You, Goodbye by Juris
[comment] Maybe because it's always remade, and maybe it always finds its way to the radio, but, I keep hearing this song. And when I hear this song, it'll be stuck in my head for two-three weeks. I sing it all the time when I remember it.
- In or Out by Sandara Park
[comment] This one reminds me of Kalidale Navarro Diaz, since we were Sandara fans together. And then other songs remind me of other best friends...
- Dreams Come True by Hey!Say!JUMP
[comment] It just came in my mind, so, yeah. That's it. :P

8. A song that reminds you of your first love.
- Brown Eyes by Destiny's Child
[comment] Literally, he has bright brown eyes. And the song is just lovely.
- Sunset Glow by Big Bang
[comment] I don't really know the meaning of the song I know that the lyrics of the song is actually sad, but, when I think of hope, it pops up in my mind. :)

10. A song by your favorite band.
- After Love by FT Island
[comment] This is the first song I've heard from FTI, and Wonbin was still the rapper. I miss him. T__T You leaving me is all a lie...
- School of Rock by School of Rock Cast
[comment] FREDDY ♥
- Let Me Hear Your Voice (Accoustic Version) by Big Bang
[comment] I've just read the lyrics... Wow. :)

13. A song that reminds you of a former friend.
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14. A song that reminds you of your spouse (my boyfriend).
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15. A song you love singing along to.
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16. A song that has made you cry.
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17. A song that makes you want to dance.
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18. A song that you love but rarely listen to.
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19. The first song alphabetically in your iTunes (my playlist).
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20. The last song alphabetically in your iTunes (my playlist).
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21. Your favorite song.
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22. A song that someone has sung to you.
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23. A song that you cannot stand to listen to.
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24. A song that you have danced to with your best friend.
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25. A song you could listen to all day without getting tired of.
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Thursday, April 21, 2011 @ 1:58:00 AM
Just Because.

BULK POST

1. I used to blog freely. I never really expected anyone (aside from my Mom and Lei) to read this piece of sh--. I used to write all my thoughts and feelings. But now, it seems that I wait. I wait for things to get better. I wait for things to be worse. I wait for the time it no longer matters. I'm not entirely sure if it's a good thing for my reputation, since I think before I blog. But it's not too well for my emotional health. Memories keep coming back, thoughts keep clouding my mind.

2. Memories keep coming back. Well, no, not really. Just when people remind me. Or things remind me. The phrase in Park Bom's song, "please, don't cry," just reminds me of Vil. Well, I was soo into the MV, like, T__T whysosaaad?? And then I was singing along while browsing my dashboard in Tumblr... [insert gibberish here because idk Korean ] It's okay, baby, please, don't cry ~ And then it hit me. I saw a picture of chocomint cakes or smth, and there and then, it came back to me: How Nikka thought I meant "Vil and I" when I really just meant "Mint and Chocolate". He told me that while letting me go, "don't cry." And how he told me not to cry when, obviously, I would cry my eyes out... Unbelievable.

3. Why are all these great songs so heartbreaking? 0330 by U-KISS, Dongho pretending she's still there... Big Bang's Love Song & Stupid Liar, being left behind & being cheated on... Daesung's Baby, Don't Cry... It's just rubbing in on me. It makes me wanna cry all the time. It makes me feel like, maybe, something's wrong and I just keep asking myself What if he leaves me? What if he cheats on me? T__T Soo frustrating. I can't even go to sleep peacefully.

4. Dreams. I don't remember my dreams lately. All I can remember from the last one was the fact that I had a unibrow. I should pluck my eyebrows. :|

5. My head hurts. I'll sleep.

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Tuesday, April 12, 2011 @ 6:22:00 PM
I Look Up To: An Intro.

You'll know a person based on the people he looks up to. And to have something to post once in a while, I'll be doing a "I look up to: [insert person's name here]" series. I warn you, I look up to a lot of artists, especially those in KPop. Le Kpop Fangirl here.

I'll prolly make random posts when something comes up, but, do expect these awesome people:
1. Lee Hyori
2. Sandara Park
3. Lee Seunghyun
4. Alexander Lee Eusebio
5. Kevin Wu <-- you think he's a KPop artist, no? :P
6. Daniel Armand Lee

and prolly other normal people you might have seen in the streets. Don't expect Willie Revillame or those kind of shit, tho.

Kbye. :D

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Saturday, April 9, 2011 @ 6:12:00 AM
[meme] famous shuffle.

A Shuffle Survey (grabbed from Padre Salvi)
1. Shuffle your iPod/MP3 player/iTunes/Whatever else you have.
2. Answer the questions by the song title that comes up.
3. Don’t cheat, it makes everything more fun!

[One] What is your life going to be like in five years?
Song:
Mr. Right by A Rocket to the Moon
Comments: Naku. Mare-realize mo na ako nga talaga kelangan mo, for the nth time. Pero, hindi ikaw kelangan ko. :P

[Two] How is your love life going for you right now?
Song: Wala Kang Katulad by Sponge Cola
Comments: Ooh~ Baby~ :)) "Wala kang katulad... Wala na akong iba pang kailangan. Wala kang katulad..." :)

[Three] What pisses you off the most about the opposite sex?
Song: Power of Earth by Tegomass
Comments: Them thinking they're all mighty, like they're the Power of the Earth, like they're what everyone needs and wants.

[Four] What do your parents really think of you?
Song: Outro (In My World) by Seungri
Comments: I'm better now, you can look at me. :)

[Five] What do you think about the world and its current state?
Song: Brown Eyed Girl by Brown Eyed Soul
Comments: Heartbreak. Heartache.

[Six] What is the worst thing that’s ever happened to you?
Song: You're my + by MBLAQ
Comments: Being loved by someone too much... yet they leave you? :) Wow. Okay!

[Seven] What will your first/next time having sex be like?
Song: Molla'ing by Maydoni
Comments: Confusing! :P

[Eight] What is your main goal in life?
Song:
夏への扉 (Natsu e no Tobira) by Tegomass
Comments: TO GRADUATE WITHOUT FAILING. :O

[Nine] What do the boys at your school think of your looks?
Song: Blue Sky by Hale
Comments: "There's a blue sky waiting tomorrow..."?

[Ten] What do you really want in life?
Song: Saturn by Sponge Cola
Comments: "...But I'm afraid, I have to say bye now..." Sad love song, so, I just want real love?

[Eleven] How are you going to get far in life?
Song:
Magic by Seungri
Comments: LOL. :)) Well, I'm so hot, and I feel like magic? People like that. :P

[Twelve] What do say when you’re in a bad mood?
Song: Lost by Katy Perry
Comments: "Have you ever been so lost? Know the way and still get lost?" Yes. Get's the mood down.

[Thirteen] What about when you are really happy?
Song: BANG BANG BANG by U-KISS
Comments: "I wanna rock~ I wanna rock~"

[Fourteen] What do think of yourself in general?
Song: Only One Person by FT Island
Comments: The girl you'll know you'd love. The only one you'll keep on waiting for. You'll pretend to like someone else, but, all the while, I'm still you're number one. BOW DOWN BEFORE ME. xD

[Fifteen] What is your life’s theme song?
Song: Seishun Amigo by Shuji to Akira
Comments: HUH? Being the badass of this neighborhood? O__o o.kay.

[Sixteen] What are you going to do this weekend?
Song: Gemini by Sponge Cola
Comments: Think about him. :O

[Seventeen] How can you try and make yourself happy?
Song: Tennessee Line by Daughtry
Comments: I'll just keep on driving...?

[Eighteen] What song will they play at your wedding?
Song: U Smile by Justin Bieber
Comments: "I'd wait on you forever and a day..." Okay lang. :) 'Cause whenever you smile, I smile... LOL.

[Nineteen] What about your funeral?
Song: Russian Roulette by Rihanna
Comments: "And you can see my heart beating..."? LOL. FUNNY. "I'm terrified, but I'm not leaving."

[Twenty] What or who makes you the most happy?
Song: Train by FT Island
Comments: Being able to trust my life to someone who's ready to love me~ Next stop, happiness! :)

[Twenty One] What am I even doing on this Earth?
Song: Perfume by Yamada Ryosuke
Comments: Seduce everyone. :O

[Twenty Two] How am I going to die?
Songs: Rolling U by MBLAQ
Comments: I'll prolly get killed because of my confidence. OHYES. Because I believe you love me.

[Twenty Three] What is some good advice?
Song: Love is Ouch by 2NE1

Comments: True.

[Twenty Four] & What’s some advice you’d never take? [July6,'08]
Song: Lady Spider by NEWS
Comments: Don't love me. You'll just get trapped in my web of lies. WHAT? O__o

[Twenty Five] Will you ever have children?
Song: Hallelujah by Chester See
Comments: I guess?

[Twenty Six] What is high school like for you or what will it be like?
Song: On The Floor by Sponge Cola
Comments: Apakan na. :| Crush and burn...

[Twenty Seven] How are you feeling today?
Song:
Yawarakana mama de by NEWS
Comments: Thinking of how we laughed, they're still so fresh in my mind, like it was yesterday... :O Even if they're gone, it'll keep on ringing inside the chambers of my heart.

[Twenty Eight] What’s your general outlook on life?
Song: Mworago (What's This?) by U-KISS
Comments: Question everything.

[Twenty Nine] What are your last words going to be?
Song: VVIP by Seungri
Comments: "Ladies and Gentlemen, introducing~"

[Thirty] What song is going to be stuck in your head all day?
Song: Kushami by Tegomass
Comments: Oh, Love, Love, Love... I wanna see you. :O

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Wednesday, March 30, 2011 @ 3:02:00 AM
UPDATE.

For the 2nd sem...

I experienced my first drop. After what happened with Canlubo (1st sem), I think I should consider the profs threats as, well, as threats. :O Paranoid.

I got more and more confused about what I want in life. Life before UP, I was certain I'd be an Engineer. Now, here I am. A Physicist in the making. A sloppy creation, I must say. I am so not ready for this. But, I don't want to give up.

I seem to have seen a lot of prof-types. But, please, surprise me, CRS. Surprise me.

I hate Chem. I realized that I am so stupid in Chem. I'm srsly confused. Pisay should've hired better teachers, srsly. Honestly, parang wala akong natutunan sa Pisay. And, whatever. Chem 16, you showed me that hard work doesn't cover up my lack of Chem common sense. Thank you and good bye forever.

I've been practically alone this sem. First of all, Irah is busy with ML, and Marian is busy with her TWO orgs. Next, I only have Chem 16 with my Physics friends, and yeah. I suck. Third, IDK, i just didn't want to be close to anyone new. So STFU. I'm not a loner, I'm just busy waiting for my other friends to call me. =__=;;

I've only read 5 novels this sem. JUST FIVE. I can't believe I was that lazy. :|

Nawalan ako ng maraming friends kasi, uhm, snob ako? :O Hindi namamansin? Hindi nakakaalala? IDK about you guys, pero, YES, I am like that. Hindi ba 'yun naman talaga ang first impression niyo of me? :/ I'm sorry. I'm sorry I'm busy. I'm sorry I thought you were busy too. I'm sorry, I thought we all understand. :|

Anyway, whatever.
Ciao, 2nd sem!

Kbye.

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Thursday, March 10, 2011 @ 9:38:00 PM
[editted] 18 na ko :).

Thank you, Lord, for giving me another year to cause chaos in the world. :))

Maraming salamat sa mga nag-wish for my happy birthday! Maraming salamat:
  • kina Marian, Michoi, Irah;
  • sa mga Kalay Friends (kina Louis Estrada, Niña Lucero, Mariel, Gabbie Oserraos, Pauli, Kyno, Sarah & Go, Camille Calma, Ethel, Ran, JayR, Arvee, Maikko Argonza, Nate Casanova, Mikee, Ian Biagtan, Theo Musni, Edwin Anadon, Leo, France, Jonnel...) lalo na sa GA (Chan, Myrtle, Badette Toledo, Janni, Chrissa, Julie, Ate Zay, Essa, Jen, Gilleanne, Niña Rivera, Jackie, Macey, Ruby Jane, Trinette, Czam, Nadine, Angely, Ola, Shane Golo, Azel...), at sa BA23 (HB, Clarus, Gio, D, Yusay, Shin Boo...);
  • sa Physics Friends (Reza, Jayjay, JD, JK, Nicole, Julia, Merylle, Xavier, Ace, Art, ML, Peter Paul, Peter John, Adrian, Pam, Isabelle, Exur, Elsie, Shaminna Hannah, Bimbo, Robby, Shar Mae, Lheander, Aiko, ChaCha, ...);
  • sa Himig Kalay (Olan, Tintin, Keith, Davian, Gai, Paul, Nico, Bruno Mars Ray Ben, Karen, Lawrence, Esjie, Ate Nina);
  • kina Gab Ocama, Dox, Nicole Sanchez, Kiel Miclat, Raissa Anne;
  • sa mga Pisayers (Hanna Thea, Ate Girlie, Kuya Daryll, Nae, Rejy, Kuya Jay, Kuya Iel, Ate Ian, Kuya Leo Bert, Ate Dianne, Charissma, Jel, Kristia, Shane Castro, Nate Domingo, Penny, Myles, Darien, Kuya Rommel, Kuya Alvin, Kuya Kayvee, Ryan Wong, Ate Ina, Kuya Tri, Elyka, Kuya Vinci, Paolo Sandoval, Dren...) lalo na sa aking mga pinakamamahal na batchmates, sa eMeMeX (Albei, Vil, Raymart, Jia, Mia, Francienne,Romeo, Xtian, Martin, Mea, Justin, Jayson, Karlo, Oscar, Fed Jemar, Nevin, Fhae, Kristoffer, Reyna, Ashley Ryan, Pajas, JB, Nix & her boyfriend Rdean, Kim Chan, Andrew ...);
  • kina Chino Singson, Jeanne-lyn, Zeagal, Aleizzah, JP, Em Villanueva, Ate Jizelle, Dianne Erica, Sharmaine, Lean Monique;
  • kina Kevin Aldrin and his younger brother, Ate Natalie Joy, Francis Roxas, Ate Tessa, Ronn Earl;
  • kay Pochie (na orgmate ni Marcgell);
  • kay Ate Janine (na childhood friend ni Lei);
  • kay Kuya Barney (kuya ni Irah Babe), Kyla Bigay;
  • kay Gloverly Estrada (na na-meet ko sa contest ng Research);
  • sa drummer ng Letter Day Story, EJ Arabit;
  • sa guitarist ng Eevee, Paolo Segura (akala ko di mo ko iggreet, magtatampo na sana ako, di ko lang pala nabasa agad...);
  • kay Geneva;
  • kina JeYa, Rexor, Ajang (my brothers' friends);
  • kina Kamille Jovette, Martz Alviedo, Bruce Barba, Tonton Rabang;
  • kina Clarisse Nica, Ceres (wonderstar@RB);
  • kina Sheena Garcia, Mae Linn Sora (Marian's AP12 friends);
  • kina Tita Vangie (my mom's officemate), Tita Jean Marie Vicente (mom ni Nesthie);
  • sa Mom and Dad ni Marcgell;
  • sa FdC (Gemoelle, Shonique, Sherwin, Camille Eugenio, Tinai);
  • kina Ma'am Likha (Geol11 Lab), Ma'am Rea(Chem16 Lab), Ma'am Sharon (Pisay Lab) (tambay talaga ako kapag Lab :) I love Lab!), Sir Bobby;
  • sa Family ko (Mommy, Daddy, Lei, Eigie, Gemille, Tita Lyn, Mamang Lily, Kuya Peewee, Ate Mae Oliva, Arden Tate, Tita Bambi Itum...);
  • sa mga nag-greet sakin na di ko kilala, CW10 class ko(sina Timothy, Roy, at Ace lang kilala ko... and I listed Ace under Physics na, and Roy didn't greet me.), 'yung dalawang members ng Indak Kalay (si Steph pala 'yung isa), at yung nag-text sakin na unknown number;
  • kay Marcgell

Thank you sa Ghost Girl na hard bound na original print! Naiyak talaga ako kasi first time kong maka-receive ng book on my birthday. Every birthday ko, since Grade 5, nagwiwish na 'ko na may magbigay sakin ng book. I always ended up buying myself a good book on my birthday. Ngayon, yey! At malamang, galing din sa mga mahilig mag-basa. THANK YOU MARIAN, MICHOI, and IRAH!!!

Malamang ang ganda ng pagkanta ng Himig ng Happy Birthday. May dynamics, powers, and all that shiz pang nalalaman. :) Akala ko 'yun na, kasi natuwa na ako na 'yun lang... 'Yun pala, may 18 cookies + 18 candles pa. x) Tapos, the guys, kinantahan at isinayaw pa ko. :) Though, hindi umabot ng 18, okay na. Thank you Maikko Argonza na dumagdag para dumami yung guys sa Himig!

Hay naku, Marcgell. :P Kahit hindi mo nagawa yung unang sinabi ko, sana bumawi ka sa ibang classes mo. :)) I still love you!


[ kung kulang 'yung list, sorry. PM me, I'll update it. ]
[ syempre maraming nag-overlap, pero, di naman 'yun ang mahalaga, basta ma-list ko kayong lahat... ]
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Sunday, March 6, 2011 @ 11:59:00 PM
[editted] Stress Week.

Using the term "Hell Week" is so stereotype. :O

ANYWAY, the dorm is celebrating the annual Kalay Week. We all know all celebrations need preparations and all that sh-.

March 04 - Wacky Day
March 05 - Open House
March 08 - Mr&Ms Kalay Opening
March 09 - Mr&Ms Kalay Talents Night
March 10 - Mr&Ms Kalay Q&A
March 11 - Formal Dinner: Golden Oble Awards


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Wacky Day was great. Okay, there were a few KJs (ack, I hate them.) that didn't even bother look for something to wear. Well, they had to pay 200php for every entrance/exit, so, boo them.

I dressed up as a fairy... I'm such a failure tho, forgot to get my wings. x__x But, atleast, everybody knew what I was dressed as, so, I'm glad. And I remember what Jackie told me, "buti nalang dito sa UP, walang pakealamanan. Kung hindi, mamamatay ako sa hiya."

My favorite costume would be Captain Jack Sparrow. :O SOOOO COOOOOL. And I'm illegally posting the link here. Look at him, he's so cool! :O

I wasn't stressed too much about dressing up. Sanay na rin kasi akong napagtitripan ng dorm, dressing up with garbage bags were worse.

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The Open House was a lot more stressful. Take note, before the Open House is the Wacky Day. Overnight, we had to decorate our corridors. =__=; We had to work til 4AM. It's hard to work when your corridor is seperated into three floors. So, we just worked separately. We agreed that the 1st floor would do Underworld, 2nd floor with Human World, and 3rd floor, us, with Mount Olympus (Heaven). We are so cool and selfish... and bored... and hungry... and so sabaw... Thinking of that night, we really were so random. We'd fight over clouds. We'd argue with the FM radio station. We'd eat each other! No, kidding. :P

The bright side: (1) we were all able to explore the dorm, the guys could go to the girls' wing, and the girls can go to the boys' wing; (2) Marcgell came; (3) GA 3rd Floor likes Marcgell; (4) Himig Kalay likes Marcgell; and, of course, (5) I like being with Marcgell. AH, wait, what was I talking about?

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That night, Kalay had the Peryahan or something, where each corridor had to set up a booth. Anyway, Himig didn't join in. :( It's sad that we missed it. But, atleast, we were able to perform in Ilang's Formal Dinner.

We performed The Lion Sleeps Tonight (which I was supposedly studying last weekend, when I was with Marcgell), L'important (a French song... and I missed the training for the 3rd verse), and Just The Way You Are (which I missed all trainings because I was in LB, and Marcgell was sick). First of all, the Lion Sleeps Tonight is a really hard piece. I am really really really sorry that I kept on skipping parts. L'important, as I said, is a French song. I'm sorry I'm not French. Just the Way You Are, well, I love Bruno Mars. But, I hate not being the melody, so, sorry. :|

But, overall, pinakain naman kami ng Ilang kahit andami kong napansing mali ko. And Marcgell met my choir (that seems to be an org, sometimes). They like him a lot. :) I'm so happy!

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Himig Kalay will be performing in every Mr&Ms Kalay event. Help us. :O

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I have Math, Physics, and Chem LEs. Oh, help me.

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Monday, February 7, 2011 @ 11:57:00 PM
I'm getting married..

It was exactly last week when Marcgell asked me if I wanted to get married early. I did not lie and answered, "when I turn 18." He told me we should get married then. I'll be 18 next month, March. But I'm older than him, and I told him that. He said we should get married after he turns 18 then. There's no stopping us now. We are getting married. Exciting, right? :)

FAQ.

Q: Are you pregnant?
A: I am not pregnant. Mind you, everything is still intact.

Q: What do you get from getting married?
A: A new last name. :) I will then be Wendi Laureen Azurin - Bumanglag.

Q: Will you live together?
A: Obviously, we can, but we won't. We are still studying. He is in Laguna and I am here in Quezon City.

Q: Does that mean you'll have a baby in a year or so?
A: Again, we will not live together, and don't expect any babies anytime soon. We both don't want to go that far just yet.

Q: What are you looking forward to?
A: Those lazy days when we can be together. Like what he told me, just being together, talking. Cuddling up and sharing stories over and over and over again. Watching a movie we've seen before, and remembering those times we've seen it. Sharing a meal together and ordering 4, 5, or more extra rice. LOL. :))

Q: Why do you want to marry him? Are you sure?
A: Marcgell knows me well, and I know he gets thrilled with new facts about me. I've been friends with him long enough. I know that he's an asshole, and I like him that way. :) I am sure I want to be with someone who is willing to take good care of me and be with me.

Q: What will happen after you graduate?
A: We work. We look forward to living together, of course. I can't imagine myself cooking dinner for him or something like that. But, I like the idea of going home to our own house. :) And with just the two of us, hohoho. :3

Q: So, you do plan to have kids?
A: What's a family without kids? It'll come at the right time... When we're ready.

Q: Is this all for real?
A: It depends on how you look at it. Everything is relative. :)

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Sunday, January 23, 2011 @ 12:45:00 AM
I love.

Tom Riddle. Mango-flavored marshmallows. Lolli. Physics. Math. Lancha Family. Pisay IRC. UP. Pancit Malabon. Empanada. eMeMeX. Scott Pilgrim. Pinya. Butterfingers! Dark Chocolate. Abs. U-KISS. Big Bang. 2NE1. Lee Hyori. Sandara Park. Seung ri. Dongho. Okamoto Keito. Ikuta Toma. Violet. Green. Vigan. Kitties. Cartoons. Thrillers. Sandra Brown. Harry Potter Series. Butterflies. Stars. Bags. Hana Kimi. Mickey (my laptop). Minnie (my mouse, LOL). The Father Almighty. Los Baños. Albay. Iced tea. Tokyo Tokyo. Pizza. Spaghetti. Fazzoli's. FdC. UNP. Eevee. Katy Perry. SuicidalFoot. Internet. Phineas and Ferb. Disney. nigahiga. kevjumba. College Humor. Singing. Love is Ouch. Mannequin. Horror Movies. McDo's Chicken Fillet Meal. Peace. Love. Ice cream. Voice. Liver spread.

You try. You'll love.
All mine.

Ayan, update ko. :)) Para sayo. Naks. :)) Hanapin mo san ka dyan, haha. :P

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Monday, December 27, 2010 @ 10:01:00 PM
Christmas.

Christmas Parties full of Boys... Annex 2nd and 3rd Floor.

BA-GA Night Out, with original Resident Assistants, Ate Zay and Kuya Shin. The boys treated us with dinner @ Mang Jimmy's. It was a typical kainan for UP students. Still, I love the food. O__O Haha. We played games and shared stories. It was really fun making fun of each other. We also spent time in-front of the Quezon Hall. Of course, we played more games, but shared a little more serious stories. Even though SOME PEOPLE (pertaining to just one, LOL) are such Primadonnas, the night was so full of friendship.

Dorm Christmas Party. Himig Kalay performed two songs. We were awesome. Well, atleast I think we were. Haha. And speaking of awesome, BA 23 rocked the night. They performed Sorry, Sorry by Super Junior. To give proper thumbs up, I shall name them: Herbert, Mo, Paul, Clarus, Jasper, Rabee, Gio, Yusay. We had doughnuts. We partied real hard. And I still had a chance to play with some BA23 friends. Since I don't have a childhood, they taught me weird street games, BangSak, and some others which names I forgot. Each GA resident received a pillow from BA23. :)) And I want to say thank you to all of them, especially to Mo, because to him, ako ang "pinakamagandang babae sa buong mundo." :))

The Lantern Parade was so cute! And the fireworks, I love! Even though I saw that guy, that guy that put my life out of rhythm, (LOL, OA!) atleast I was with Arden, Marian, Irah, and ML. I love the Engg horsey :3 And their Robot, with the brain in his crotch area. The brain, the machine, I mean. :P


Summer-y Christmas
My Mom's friend's daughter, Geneva, had a Beach Birthday Party, which was quite fun. I got my tan, and I missed the beach. The last time I was on a beach was when we were making our Physics Project. We didn't have the chance to swim.

FdC Christmas Party with my first year high school friends. We had lunch at Charlotte's house. Then we went to Farmview for a pool party. It was so fun being with them again. It's like nothing changed... except for the fact that I grew taller. Haha. :))

So, Fireworks and the Sun. :))
Happy Christmas!

//I wrote this waaaay back and told myself I'll fix it. If there's something wrong with it, please tell me. Too long to proof read. LOL. :P

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Sunday, November 21, 2010 @ 2:37:00 AM
I AM NOT HAPPY.

I HATE IT WHEN MY VERY LITTLE PRIVACY IS INVADED.

[BULK POST]
[EDITED, dahil ang harsh ng unang post x3]
1. Kung anong shina-share ko sa maramirami kong accounts, 'yun lang talaga ang pwede kong i-share. 'Wag pakealamera ng buhay.

2. Opo, open minded ako. Pero ayoko sa mga manyak na comments. Please lang. Si Marcgell lang ang napapatawad ko.

3. 'Wag nyo kong subukan. Kung sinabi kong tama na, tama na.

4. Hindi ako nagpapaligaw. Bawal manligaw.

5. Ayokong naiistorbo ako ng wala lang. Ang may karapatan lang na guluhin ako ay si Lei at Dad ko. Sina Arden, Marcgell, at Pajas lang ang napapatawad kong nanggugulo.

6. Allergic ako sa clingy na tao.

7. Makapal ang mukha ko.

8. Malutong ako mag-mura.

9. Masama akong tao.

SHIT. This post just ruined my blog. And I am such a bitch.

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Friday, October 8, 2010 @ 1:18:00 PM
UPDATE.

Alive and dead. Traffic...

I love 2NE1's To Anyone. I love their promotional songs: Can't Nobody, Go Away, and Clap Your Hands. I srsly wanna be like Dara. She is soo pretty. O__O Oh, and about their choreography: epic.

Speaking of epic, I love Scott Pilgrim! No, I didn't read the comics. But I've seen the movie and I loved it. He's so freakin' awesome. He's so sweet, defeating Ramona's evil exes. He's being a gamer / bassist helped a lot. Rock on!

Cheers to the new MV of Eevee! I love their song, Waiter. Now that the MV is out, I love it even more. Together with the MV, a repackaged version of Paramadam is out. The CD includes 11 hot tracks and their 2 music videos, Gusto Ko Lang ng Girlfriend and Waiter. The repackage looks so good, I want one. I'm being such a good OPM fan.

I've come to love Letter Day Story and Kiss Jane. After watching them rock hard, wow. I just love them. I love how they play, their music, the power in their performance... Great! And I'm so jealous they get to do what they enjoy, what they do best. Music.

I haven't been singing lately. Not with Himig Kalay. We've been dormant with the SportsFest and Final Exams.

I hate Final Exams. If I fail even one subject, I'll die. I srsly have to pass Math 17. Well, if I don't, I won't be able to get Chem 16, Physics 101 and 101.1. I just can't fail, not Math.

Anyway, I wouldn't be able to pre-enlist. Sir Mario (God bless his soul) wasn't able to pass my Form 137. Inconvenient.

Oh, and Ate Zay's got herself a Doctor and an Inspector. Two different guys. Even Macey was able to talk Jacky into booking her a date with Dan Tan. You don't know who Dan Tan is?? Yeah, well, he's just this cute guy from A-High, now taking BS MBB here in UP. And, and, and. He's not just Mr. MBB. He's Mr. FreCShie.

What's the point in all of this...? I forgot.

eksdi


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My corridor is GA (Girls Annex), Ate Zay is our corridor's residents' assistant, and Macey is our corridor representative.

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Free BAND ENTOURAGE CD for every P500 minimum purchase at select Mossimo outlets. CD includes the Mossimo theme “Sexy Cool” and your favorite Letter Day Story hits “Sama-sama” and “Paano", Eevee's "Gusto Ko Lang ng Girlfriend" and "Waiter", and Kiss Jane hit songs.

Okay, I want one. Please, give me! D:
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CATCH EEVEE on the following dates:

Oct 9 - Limketkai Cagayan De Oro
Oct 10 - Mossimo SM San Fernando, Pampanga
Oct 15 - Mossimo Festival Mall
Oct 16 - Mossimo Marquee Mall, Dau
Oct 17 - Mossimo Trinoma

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Sunday, September 12, 2010 @ 11:38:00 PM
homesick.

Since I'm all alone in my dorm room, Chan's sick so she went home, my late catch of homesickness is at its best. I don't just miss Vigan, and our house, and the comfy beds, and the food. I miss the me walking around Vigan, procrastinating at home, reading a book laying on anybody's bed, eating my heart out. I miss taking my jacket to school to keep warm in the morning but using it as a make-shift umbrella when going to the canteen. I miss wearing my pinya, shades and bangles on, despite my pambahay. I miss watching Phineas and Ferb. Seriously, that's so gay, but, I miss that show. I miss cursing every time I wake up because of the piano playing next door. I miss sitting on the mirror and just looking straight into my eyes and going gay for myself. I miss buying a coke float from McDonalds then going to Jollibee to have some lunch. I miss tormenting the kitties when I give them a bath. I miss eating Eigie's cooking. I miss Ivy and Butter Bear. I miss Empanada, Longganisa, Pinakbet, Bagnet, Ice Cream (y'know, lotsovit, makes you crazy), and Igado.

I'm not liking it here anymore. :/

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Monday, August 2, 2010 @ 10:56:00 PM
Math 17.

Math Review lead me to do the ff.:
♣ watch One Way at Megamall
-- Young Sky so handsome! :O How can such a talented guy look so good and perform so well? :O
-- Peter my soulmate ♥
~~~ Peter and Wendi -- even our names match!
~~~ he was wearing a shirt of my fave color (green)! :D
-- Chance so great! epic! :D
♣ eat (half of this week's food supply)
♣ camwhore out
-- picture, picture, picture
-- photoshop, edit, edit
♣ review Eevee's Paramdam Album
-- I srsly love Jerrick now. He is so funny, "the more the MANYer." LOL.
-- Eroplano is still the cutest song, with the cutest beat
-- Actually, I can relate to most of the songs, plus the beats so damn good.
-- I still can't help smiling when I read Craig's message, "hug hug hug :P"
-- I still can't believe it's "naroon, naroon" and not "naro~ naro~" x)) (if you don't get it, buy a copy and listen to the tracks.)
-- My fave song is still Larawan :)
♣ "study" Man That Can't Be Moved
-- I still love The Script.
-- I love the melody and the lyrics.
-- Someday, I'll sing this song. :) IDK how, but, yeah, whatever. :))

To my Math 17, I love you, too! :)) Haha...

(okay, my Prof said he really did make the exam easier, I'm no genius and that I figured.)

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