Suicidal Foot 4.0 - Hell Break
This blog contains five years worth of rants and babbles. It is not for the faint hearted, nor the nosy, nor for the narrow minded. It does not discriminate sex nor religious preferences. It loves you because nobody ever will. All hail Suicidal Foot! All hail the drama queen who writes, and her little servant boy!
Thursday, March 8, 2012 @ 2:22:00 AM
ANG BABAW.

I do my best to be a good friend and listen to people's concerns. I get so much drama from people's lives, aside from mine, sometimes I don't even want to listen anymore. Problema ko na 'to dati pa, kasi, hindi ako marunong humindi.

I just noticed how diverse this world is. I've listened to so much problems and shit that I've actually mentally categorized them. (petty to suicidal ranking)

1. Boyfriend / Girlfriend issue - "Hindi s'ya nagpaparamdam." "Niloloko niya lang ako." "Sawa na ko."
You're in a relationship to feel special, and to make your life easier and better. 
Here's the solution to your fucking stupid problem: Yes or No, answer honestly. With your thinking brain, not your beating heart.
  • Do you want to end up with that kind of person?
  • Do they constantly and effectively show they care about and love you?
  • Will your family and friends like your partner?
  • Is your partner honestly the best person to connect and understand you?
If the answers are all yes, just say your apologies and make up. If not, then you're wasting your time, and mine, too.

Mayabang lang din siguro ako, pero, ang problema lang namin kasi ni Marcgell kung kelan kami magkikita at magkakasama ulit. Fighting is too mainstream.

2. I'm failing my class(es).
You're talking to the wrong person. But, me, not being able to talk back unless it's via my blog, I just shut up and listen. I am not doing well myself. K? So, stop reminding me.

3. Hunger Games - "wala akong time kumain" "gutom ako" "wala akong pagkain" "walang pambili ng food"
If I have money, ililibre ko kayo. If I have food, bibigyan ko kayo. Pero kung mas mayaman naman kayo at alam nyong totoo yan, please lang, 'wag paulit-ulit i-mention sakin na gutom kayo kasi wala akong magagawa para tulungan kayo. I know the feeling, too. I complain about this a lot. Ito lang ata ang problemang kayang-kaya kong ipangalandakan sa publika: "gutom ako."

4. Parent issues - "my parents hate me" "my parents hate each other"
My parents being great, I sometimes feel awkward and uncertain on how to react to this problem. Ano ba dapat kong sabihin, eh, 'yung sitwasyong ito, I'm not familiar with? So, sorry if I don't help much.
What I know is, your parents are the reasons why you came to life. Be thankful to them, even if you get BV all the time. If it wasn't for them, you wouldn't be able to taste ice cream, or buy clothes&shoes, or meet classmates, or go to school.
From my ever BFF roommate Chan, "choice na nila 'yun. Kung gusto nilang mag-away, basta sila lang." At kung ayaw ka rin nila, di, keri lang din. Ano magagawa nila, wish you were never born? Oh? Tapos? Ngayon pa, andyan ka na. 'Di nag-condom kasi sana sila. Just live your life, and don't hold any grudges against your parents.

5. No Cash
Number 1 problem ko rin 'to. Kapag legit na walang pera 'yung nagrereklamo sakin, sobrang supportive ako. Pero, kapag alam kong 'yung "walang pera" ng friend ko is actually "have cash" pa para sakin, chaka lang ako. Kebs ko sayo, mayaman ka lang kasi. Tas ipangsa-Starbucks mo lang? Wag ka dito magreklamo, kutongan pa kita, eh.

Maybe it's because I'm the type that talks to my blog, and keep my problems between me and whoever's involve kaya minsan, hindi ko maseryoso 'yung mga problema ng iba. Or, maybe it's because I know other people have far worse problems than their boyfriend not replying, their grade hanging by the thread... Kids of our age in other parts of the world are already working, some never had a chance to go to school, some never met their family, some are already parents...

Life is not limited to boyfriend, school, money, parents. Life is not about the things you've accomplished, but the struggles you had to overcome to make these accomplishments.

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