I do my best to be a good friend and listen to people's concerns. I get so much drama from people's lives, aside from mine, sometimes I don't even want to listen anymore. Problema ko na 'to dati pa, kasi, hindi ako marunong humindi.
I just noticed how diverse this world is. I've listened to so much problems and shit that I've actually mentally categorized them. (petty to suicidal ranking)
1. Boyfriend / Girlfriend issue - "Hindi s'ya nagpaparamdam." "Niloloko niya lang ako." "Sawa na ko."
You're in a relationship to feel special, and to make your life easier and better.
Here's the solution to your fucking stupid problem: Yes or No, answer honestly. With your thinking brain, not your beating heart.
- Do you want to end up with that kind of person?
- Do they constantly and effectively show they care about and love you?
- Will your family and friends like your partner?
- Is your partner honestly the best person to connect and understand you?
If the answers are all yes, just say your apologies and make up. If not, then you're wasting your time, and mine, too.
Mayabang lang din siguro ako, pero, ang problema lang namin kasi ni Marcgell kung kelan kami magkikita at magkakasama ulit. Fighting is too mainstream.
2. I'm failing my class(es).
You're talking to the wrong person. But, me, not being able to talk back unless it's via my blog, I just shut up and listen. I am not doing well myself. K? So, stop reminding me.
3. Hunger Games - "wala akong time kumain" "gutom ako" "wala akong pagkain" "walang pambili ng food"
If I have money, ililibre ko kayo. If I have food, bibigyan ko kayo. Pero kung mas mayaman naman kayo at alam nyong totoo yan, please lang, 'wag paulit-ulit i-mention sakin na gutom kayo kasi wala akong magagawa para tulungan kayo. I know the feeling, too. I complain about this a lot. Ito lang ata ang problemang kayang-kaya kong ipangalandakan sa publika: "gutom ako."
4. Parent issues - "my parents hate me" "my parents hate each other"
My parents being great, I sometimes feel awkward and uncertain on how to react to this problem. Ano ba dapat kong sabihin, eh, 'yung sitwasyong ito, I'm not familiar with? So, sorry if I don't help much.
What I know is, your parents are the reasons why you came to life. Be thankful to them, even if you get BV all the time. If it wasn't for them, you wouldn't be able to taste ice cream, or buy clothes&shoes, or meet classmates, or go to school.
From my ever BFF roommate Chan, "choice na nila 'yun. Kung gusto nilang mag-away, basta sila lang." At kung ayaw ka rin nila, di, keri lang din. Ano magagawa nila, wish you were never born? Oh? Tapos? Ngayon pa, andyan ka na. 'Di nag-condom kasi sana sila. Just live your life, and don't hold any grudges against your parents.
5. No Cash
Number 1 problem ko rin 'to. Kapag legit na walang pera 'yung nagrereklamo sakin, sobrang supportive ako. Pero, kapag alam kong 'yung "walang pera" ng friend ko is actually "have cash" pa para sakin, chaka lang ako. Kebs ko sayo, mayaman ka lang kasi. Tas ipangsa-Starbucks mo lang? Wag ka dito magreklamo, kutongan pa kita, eh.
Maybe it's because I'm the type that talks to my blog, and keep my problems between me and whoever's involve kaya minsan, hindi ko maseryoso 'yung mga problema ng iba. Or, maybe it's because I know other people have far worse problems than their boyfriend not replying, their grade hanging by the thread... Kids of our age in other parts of the world are already working, some never had a chance to go to school, some never met their family, some are already parents...
Life is not limited to boyfriend, school, money, parents. Life is not about the things you've accomplished, but the struggles you had to overcome to make these accomplishments. Labels: #list, %taglish, `life, `school, random
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After tweeting that Cluelesshands have a couple of hundred more views than SuicidalFoot, this blogs views actually sky-rocketed. HAHA. I've had 507 views since then. :) Who the hell visits my blog? Aside from me and my stalker boyfriend, that is. Haha..
Anyway, I'm just checking the new interface of Blogger. It's too cool, it's eating me up alive. Hahaha. :)) Well, that is all for now.
KBye. Labels: #update, %english, random
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Everybody faces a wide range of failures everyday. But not everybody knows how to deal with failure. Not everybody is patient enough, or confident enough, that there is a better tomorrow. Giving up is always my option. When I'm facing a problem, I usually spend 50% of the time convincing myself not to give up, 25% trying to think of something else (ignoring the problem), 15% worrying (crying, and feeling terrible), and just 10% of actual problem solving (thinking of a way to move on and feel better). Suicide is one swift exit from all the problems (and perks) of life. It's so tempting when problems just come piling up outside my door. But, I know how it feels to permanently lose someone. I don't want to be a disgrace to the people who loves me. I'm not going to boast about how hundreds of people will miss me. Because, srsly, I think about the people who look forward to my success. I don't want to disappoint those who have faith in me. And those who've challenged me, those who said I've reached my limit, I want to prove them wrong. I don't want to give them the satisfaction. I still want to see what my friends (all types of friends) will do with their lives. I want to see how life is. I still want to learn about the greatest ways of living my life. I want to be inspired. I have to endure every fall, every push and shove, every failure, for simple things in life. When I get slapped in the face, and I get back to my right mind, I usually just wear my best smile and put on my comfiest shoes. You won't get me down. I may fail, but, I will drive this life in a way that these things won't matter in my next destination. Maybe I'm failing in life because I'm not inspired enough, or my priorities aren't set straight. Whether it's this or that, I want to believe that everything happens for a reason. Failure happens to everybody, but, happiness is a choice. I may fail, but I'll keep on smiling and thinking positive (as much as I can). If I can't find my inspiration, I think I should at least help others be inspired. If I can't set my own life straight, I think I should at least tell others not to be like me. But, guys, if I do kill myself, I'm sorry. I'm not the one to talk, but, I hope you people keep yourselves alive and prove me that everything can be better.
[june 03] Labels: #cw, #life, %english, `death, `life, random, suicidal
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Math Review lead me to do the ff.: ♣ watch One Way at Megamall -- Young Sky so handsome! :O How can such a talented guy look so good and perform so well? :O -- Peter my soulmate ♥ ~~~ Peter and Wendi -- even our names match! ~~~ he was wearing a shirt of my fave color (green)! :D -- Chance so great! epic! :D ♣ eat (half of this week's food supply) ♣ camwhore out -- picture, picture, picture -- photoshop, edit, edit ♣ review Eevee's Paramdam Album -- I srsly love Jerrick now. He is so funny, "the more the MANYer." LOL. -- Eroplano is still the cutest song, with the cutest beat -- Actually, I can relate to most of the songs, plus the beats so damn good. -- I still can't help smiling when I read Craig's message, "hug hug hug :P" -- I still can't believe it's "naroon, naroon" and not "naro~ naro~" x)) (if you don't get it, buy a copy and listen to the tracks.) -- My fave song is still Larawan :) ♣ "study" Man That Can't Be Moved -- I still love The Script. -- I love the melody and the lyrics. -- Someday, I'll sing this song. :) IDK how, but, yeah, whatever. :))
To my Math 17, I love you, too! :)) Haha...
(okay, my Prof said he really did make the exam easier, I'm no genius and that I figured.) Labels: #life, #list, #update, %english, `fandom, `school, random
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I LOVE MY PHYSICS BARKADA.
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I forgot what I was supposed to post, but one thing's for sure: I really do love my Physics friends. :)
I love Dan, Josh, and Damian (DJD, ooh~) for all the plans they've made for bonding sessions. If ever I do shift out to BS CE, I've got lots of memories with the dudes and the babes. :)
I love Aiko, Elsie, Nicole, and Jessie for all the laugh trips and chakaness.
Speaking of chakaness, I love Art Graeson for the being such a fanboy, and for teaching me how to ride the MRT, making my Eevee experience possible. :)
I love Reza and Jessica, they are just too cute to be ignored.
I love Tintin, Pam, and Han, my Geol Lab friends.
I love my blockmates. I love all my Math 17 classmates! For they share with me all the torture I feel from Sir Rizzie. I'm not alone. Haha. :))
I love my first set of Physics friends, Aldrich, Cephas, and Isabel. They are the first three at making me stay
I love the shared meals, shared movies, shared homeworks (hohoho), shared experiences, shared stories... :))
I love my Physics friends so much. ♥ Labels: #list, `life, `school, fireworks, random, school
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Once upon a time, there was a beautiful princess named Wendi. She was so beautiful that her parents made her spend her days inside a chamber with other royalties. Most of the time, the chamber is so boring because it's full of the same old faces. She would sometimes just look out the window and think. Then, one fortunate morning, she discovered that butterflies lived in the garden outside the chamber. Since then, Wendi watched the butterflies fly around and then later on, she tried catching them (but always failed). One boring day, she was trying to concentrate on what the t-witch-er was trying to explain about making potions when suddenly a yellow butterfly fell into her lap. It was not like any other butterflies she've tried to catch. It didn't flew away when Wendi carried her, it just fluttered her wings and died. The butterfly wings stained her hands... Ever since that day, Wendi never listend in Potions class... and she became so mad at the constructions around the chamber. The End. Labels: random
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I've Plurked about my dream of Miru, but, it's more fun if I blog it. *twinkle*BTW, Miru is a friend from Pisay - CVC, and we love each other 'cause we're both fangirls + scholars! *hugles Miru*Miru and I were walking a familiar path. (I just thought it should be, 'cause I was walking as if I knew the place). Me: San tayo pupunta?
Miru: Pisay, syempre.
Me: I already know that, I mean...
Me: Bat tayo pupunta dun?
Miru: May nakalimutan lang ako.
Me: Ano naiwan mo?
Miru: Handout ko sa Bio.
*walks for a moment without talking*
Me: San tayo pupunta after this?
Miru: Kung san tayo dalhin ng hangin?
Miru: *walks faster*
Me: Gutom ako, kain tayo....
Me: *walks the other way*
Miru: Wait, malapit na!
Miru: *continues walking* Then I woke up, inside my dream. I dreamt I was excited so I plurked it. Then I really did wake up. And, yes, I plurked it. (LOL) Even in my dreams, people make pasama to me; and I even get gutom, *sheesh*; and I plurked in my dream! Talk about addicted! (LOL) Labels: life, random
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I talked to Erika Thenese T. Floro for two hours last night because a certain someone is playing O2Mania + taking a bath + doing his homework + watching anime... Anyway, she is so cute, the way she interviewed me and made tanong to me. ------------- she talks Taglish, Finglish, Englipino ^Erika: Ate Wendi, how do you make your hair Pinya? Me: (Laughs) Secret! E: I will discover how you make your hair Pinya! E: Ate Wendi, I'll research on it ha? E: I will write about it and make benta to it in Pisay, and everyone will be Pinya-hair like you! Me: Noo~ I won't look unique anymore. E: It's you lang kaya that have Pinya hair. Me: Of course! (laughs) E: I know it's ikot-ikot and then you ponytail it. But, mine is hard to ponytail. Yours is perfect! Eka is kind of scary when she talks about my Pinya hair. Haha... Most of the time, we only talk of my hair, and last night wasn't different. She even asked if Spongebob lives in my hair ( Marcgell's idea), haha... She's so cute. *hugles*She asked me about myself, about going to college, about leaving Pisay, about Vil and Miggy ( AshRyan's idea), about my friends... Erika: I know a lot about you na! I know your name, your birthday, your hate friends, your best friends, your best best friends... E: If you want to know anything about Ate Wendi, you ask me ha! I'm a book of informations about Ate Wendi! And then, we talked about her. We talked about her brothers, their seven dogs and one cat, her name... Erika: Our cat is like wearing a tuxedo. She's so sosyal! We've talked about a lot of stuff, and about random stuff... I totally love her. She's so cute! *hugles*Labels: random
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EIGIE: Kasya sakin 'yung sapatos mo GEMILLE: Kasya rin sakin 'yung sayo E: Magpalit tayo minsan MOMMY: WHAT? Bakit? E: Para isipin nilang bago ulit 'yung sapatos namin. G: *points at an imaginary person*G: Because we're rich, poor!" E&G: *evil laugh*Great.Naka-Adidas si Eigie, naka-Nike si Gem... Great. Just great. >_> Labels: life, random
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I need to update my picture. I need to update my multiply account. I have to review for UPCAT. I have to study for Physics and Math. I want to watch JUMP-ing Tour part 2. I want to sleep. *dizzy*Labels: life, list, me, random, school
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TULAD PO NG DATI, MGA OPEN-MINDED LANG ANG PUWEDENG MAG-BASA. Sasapakin ko 'pag ipagpilitan niyo sarili niyo rito.Our teacher this weekend is Arman Louie. He keeps fidgeting. His hands touches, uhm, weird places. Well, sorry if I see 'em. Nasa harap po kasi ako, eh. At ba't nga ba ako nag-english, eh, pinag-isipan ko pa man ding magtatagalog ako sa post na 'to. Naks.So, ayan. Isang post tungkol kay Kuya Arman. Ayan. Basta. 'Yun na 'yun. Ganun si Kuya Arman. LOL.Hindi, joke lang. Eto, medyo seryoso na... Si Kuya Arman Louie, Chemical Engineering student sa UP-Diliman. Matalino siya. Malamang, taga-UP. Tapos, gwapo siya. I mean, really. Sobra. Noong AM, hindi ako makapag-focus. Shit. Ang cute niya kasi. xD Tapos, 'pag hindi na niya maalala 'yung dapat niyang sabihin, he plays with his zipper. >__> I swear I didn't look too much. Tapos, nag-usap pa kami about Death Note. Sabi niya, pang-nerd lang daw 'yun. *His wallpaper is Death Note* Nag-kwentuhan kami about it, tapos, he suggested na panoorin ko 'yung L Change The World 'pag may time na ko. Naks.Tapos, 'yun. Walang kwenta 'tong post na 'to. Wala naman kasing ibang nangyari na worth talking about. Okay naman 'yung review. Okay naman 'yung facilities. Imagine? Ang boring. xD If ever mabasa 'to ni Kuya Arman, Kuya, sorry po, galaw po kasi ng galaw kamay niyo, eh. Tapos, lucky niyo po. I'm only supposed to post about MY guys (like Keito, Seung Ri, Minhwan, Dongho...). Pero, 'wag niyo pong isipin na crush ko 'tong Arman Louie na 'to. Natuwa lang ako sa zipper ng pants niya. xDD [EDIT; Adding]Noong Sabado nga pala, pati na rin noong Linggo, (pause. Ang hirap mag-tagalog) ginamit ni Kuya Arman 'yung salitang ' delete' instead of ' erase'. Eh, sa pagkaka-alala ko, tinawanan ako ni Kim Chan noong ako ginamit ko ang delete instead of erase. "Pwede na bang i-delete 'yung nasa board?" Pansing sanay na nasa PC/Laptop. Kahapon nga pala, Linggo, tinalakay naman ang basics sa Agham at Lohika (tama ba, Math nga ba 'yun?). Habang nasa Mmi, nakakatuwa, kasi nagbibigay siya ng example, sinusulat niya, iba naman sa sinasabi. Haha. xD Tapos, nakatulog ako ng dalawang beses sa umaga. At nakakagulat dahil, pagkatapos ng 30 minutong, uhm, nakatulog ako, naroon pa rin sila sa topic na natulugan ko. Haha... (Hindi po ako mayabang.) Tapos, kinakausap niya nga pala 'yung buong klase, pero walang sumasagot ng matino, maaawa dapat ako, pero, natatawa rin ako na tinatawanan pa niya 'yon. Minsan parang nagkukwentuhan na lang kami, nanunuod 'yung iba, during classes man o break. xD Ayon, ganun lang kadali. (Naka-ilang ulit rin siya sa phrase na 'to) Medyo, tulog ako kung hindi nakikipag-kwentuhan. Haha... [/EDIT]Labels: random, waste
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Hello, Suiciders. [oh, shit, that's freaky.] I'm here today to ask everyone to please follow Cluelesshands. :D Click this cute guy:  Tomorrow will be the official review. >_> Wish me luck. Bye, I have to study! Labels: random, school
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I'm not talking to my mom. We didn't have a fight. It's not a fight unless I fought back, so, no, we didn't have a fight. But, I'm still not talking to her. :x And now she's bribing me with a new bag. Yeah, it's pretty, but... another bag? x__x I already have tons. ♬ Now let's dance, dance, dance~ ♬Labels: life, random, update
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Even the tiniest me can beat the hell out of the biggest JOHN DEE!...though he almost killed me. LITERALLY!
HAPPY EARTH DAY!Labels: me, random
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I haven't updated this blog for more than a week now. Like you don't know? LOL. Suicidalfoot to Cluelesshands post ratio is 64:60... It only shows I'm better in writing about my fandom than writing about my own life... or maybe my life is just too boring to write about in the first place. LOL.
Here are some Prom stuff: It was full of Serville... The food was great! Or, so I've been told. X__x My molars were hurting, I didn't eat much. Here are some pre-prom laughs: .jpg) The Philippine Flag by Romeo - (L-R, B-F: Oscar, Marcgell, Kristoffer, Crezul, Andrew, Albei, Irah, Raymart, Wendi)  Nakatsu/Ikuta Toma Fans in Red: Wendi, Raymart, Irah  Bitches in Red, we've been told. XDD Me and Irah
School? We've been visited by Engineering Professors from UP Diliman. They were funny, and convincing... for me. Well, I'm taking Engineering anyway, so, maybe I'm biased. x__X
My birthday is just around the corner... Ohohoho~ Now I have one more post to make this blog a lil bit thinker. XDD Wait for my WantS List. Labels: me, random, school, update
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[start] RAMAYANA play finished~! yosh!!! :D Thanks to my groupmates yo! Jam, Leah, Jia, Andrew, and Jayson~! :DD Thanks a lot. And, sorry for my flaws. xP [end] [start] Research trip tomorrow! 3 a.m. departure time. . . will I still sleep? :/ [end] [start] LJ friends, even though I'm in hiatus, am actually: - making a Seung Ri x Yamada Ryosuke fiction, requested by epikstory@LJ
- this is the wackiest fic ever. xD korean x japanese yo! xDD
- brainstorming for new cherry icon designs
- brainstorming for new wallpaper concepts
- brainstorming for new icon concepts
Please wait for me, Cherries~! :D [end] Labels: list, random, school, update
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Konnichiwa~! Hello! It's been a while, and, yeah, I know... This place is boring. This blog is for school related perks anyway, and since it's our sembreak, this blog is also on it's break. Hiatus kumbaga. DEMO, I want to revive it yo! blogging... blogging...So, yeah, I'm a fanatic. And, yeah, I've been busy fangirling. I wanna be rookie fan of the year. LOL. This icon, made by yours truly, is the newest trend in LJ. :P Who started it? Well, the one aspiring to be rookie fan of the year. xDDCherries are the fangirls/fanboys of Hey!Say!JUMP. We currently reside in LJ communities [ hey_say] praising our Love - Hey!Say!JUMP. Though we are an unofficial cluster of fans, we definitely love JUMP. [credits to Lei for the idea.] Oh, I made lot's of wallpapers in my LJ yo! --> wallpapers<-- [four more days 'til monday!] bye~! Labels: ekek, random
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Hey! Hey! Hey! :]This is for all the Pinoy JE(or any other Japanese actors/groups/etc.) who would like to get their hands on Japanese Magazines. You can find the mechanics here. IMPORTANT : Don't forget to put: math_beauty101@yahoo.com in the Who Referred You? part.
By the way, it doesn't matter if you're interested, just help me out, please. I need as many as possible joining this. Please join.
Peace&Love! [out] EDITthere were a lot of entries, and a lot are invalid! please, submit another entry to make sure. Put Big Bang is V.I.P. as Subject. Labels: ekek, luck, random
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Ivana Joyce Cabatbat: I wasn't able to buy anything for you... So, I made something, instead. HAPPY BIRTHDAY! <--click! :] Labels: random
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It's 11:53 pm, let's make it fast. I miss a certain guy so much. He used to ask how I was doing, had I passed my requirements, was I getting along with the others... he showed me he cares. He used to tell me he knew I can, that I just have to believe I can. He believed in me. I miss him. When I first saw him, I had the impressions that he's the kind of person that would make everybody happy. He was smiling. I was new to everything, but, seing the others cheering when he entered, I knew I wasn't wrong. I'm happy. Sometimes, when our class do stupid things, he tells us something stupid in return. He would sing to us Dora The Explorer's or Teletubbies' theme songs. Even though he would always tell us to grow up, we never seem to listen. I bet it was hard for him, looking back now, Adelfa was a chaos, but united. It was fun while it lasted. During the Humanities Week Celebration, since I was never athletic, Dadoods made a deal with me. I was my class' contestant for Ms. Humanities. It wasn't all bad. He helped me all the way. He prepared for almost everything. During the pageant, I'm very proud to say that my second Dad was the only teacher visiting his students. He checked on me and Marcgell, giving words of encouragement. He even brought an electric fan for me, promise! It wasn't just Humanities Week. Not just Buwan ng Wika, or Nutrition Month... He would always look after us. Even though he would tell us to grow up, he gave us minimal chance to do so. I'm not sure if we were scared, or, maybe we just didn't want to "grow up", but, he never failed to help us, whatever the trouble was. I miss him. We lost the Folk Dance just a while ago. And, believe it or not, I had a dream of him the night before, he was complaining about something in our routine, I'm not sure... I guess it was right when he said it's time to stop depending on him and stand on our own feet. But, this time, we failed. . . I'm sad. Our Dadoods is very talented.Labels: emo, random, school
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I do my best to be a good friend and listen to people's concerns. I get so much drama from people's lives, aside from mine, sometimes I don't even want to listen anymore. Problema ko na 'to dati pa, kasi, hindi ako marunong humindi.
I just noticed how diverse this world is. I've listened to so much problems and shit that I've actually mentally categorized them. (petty to suicidal ranking)
1. Boyfriend / Girlfriend issue - "Hindi s'ya nagpaparamdam." "Niloloko niya lang ako." "Sawa na ko."
You're in a relationship to feel special, and to make your life easier and better.
Here's the solution to your fucking stupid problem: Yes or No, answer honestly. With your thinking brain, not your beating heart.
- Do you want to end up with that kind of person?
- Do they constantly and effectively show they care about and love you?
- Will your family and friends like your partner?
- Is your partner honestly the best person to connect and understand you?
If the answers are all yes, just say your apologies and make up. If not, then you're wasting your time, and mine, too.
Mayabang lang din siguro ako, pero, ang problema lang namin kasi ni Marcgell kung kelan kami magkikita at magkakasama ulit. Fighting is too mainstream.
2. I'm failing my class(es).
You're talking to the wrong person. But, me, not being able to talk back unless it's via my blog, I just shut up and listen. I am not doing well myself. K? So, stop reminding me.
3. Hunger Games - "wala akong time kumain" "gutom ako" "wala akong pagkain" "walang pambili ng food"
If I have money, ililibre ko kayo. If I have food, bibigyan ko kayo. Pero kung mas mayaman naman kayo at alam nyong totoo yan, please lang, 'wag paulit-ulit i-mention sakin na gutom kayo kasi wala akong magagawa para tulungan kayo. I know the feeling, too. I complain about this a lot. Ito lang ata ang problemang kayang-kaya kong ipangalandakan sa publika: "gutom ako."
4. Parent issues - "my parents hate me" "my parents hate each other"
My parents being great, I sometimes feel awkward and uncertain on how to react to this problem. Ano ba dapat kong sabihin, eh, 'yung sitwasyong ito, I'm not familiar with? So, sorry if I don't help much.
What I know is, your parents are the reasons why you came to life. Be thankful to them, even if you get BV all the time. If it wasn't for them, you wouldn't be able to taste ice cream, or buy clothes&shoes, or meet classmates, or go to school.
From my ever BFF roommate Chan, "choice na nila 'yun. Kung gusto nilang mag-away, basta sila lang." At kung ayaw ka rin nila, di, keri lang din. Ano magagawa nila, wish you were never born? Oh? Tapos? Ngayon pa, andyan ka na. 'Di nag-condom kasi sana sila. Just live your life, and don't hold any grudges against your parents.
5. No Cash
Number 1 problem ko rin 'to. Kapag legit na walang pera 'yung nagrereklamo sakin, sobrang supportive ako. Pero, kapag alam kong 'yung "walang pera" ng friend ko is actually "have cash" pa para sakin, chaka lang ako. Kebs ko sayo, mayaman ka lang kasi. Tas ipangsa-Starbucks mo lang? Wag ka dito magreklamo, kutongan pa kita, eh.
Maybe it's because I'm the type that talks to my blog, and keep my problems between me and whoever's involve kaya minsan, hindi ko maseryoso 'yung mga problema ng iba. Or, maybe it's because I know other people have far worse problems than their boyfriend not replying, their grade hanging by the thread... Kids of our age in other parts of the world are already working, some never had a chance to go to school, some never met their family, some are already parents...
Life is not limited to boyfriend, school, money, parents. Life is not about the things you've accomplished, but the struggles you had to overcome to make these accomplishments. Labels: #list, %taglish, `life, `school, random
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After tweeting that Cluelesshands have a couple of hundred more views than SuicidalFoot, this blogs views actually sky-rocketed. HAHA. I've had 507 views since then. :) Who the hell visits my blog? Aside from me and my stalker boyfriend, that is. Haha..
Anyway, I'm just checking the new interface of Blogger. It's too cool, it's eating me up alive. Hahaha. :)) Well, that is all for now.
KBye. Labels: #update, %english, random
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Everybody faces a wide range of failures everyday. But not everybody knows how to deal with failure. Not everybody is patient enough, or confident enough, that there is a better tomorrow. Giving up is always my option. When I'm facing a problem, I usually spend 50% of the time convincing myself not to give up, 25% trying to think of something else (ignoring the problem), 15% worrying (crying, and feeling terrible), and just 10% of actual problem solving (thinking of a way to move on and feel better). Suicide is one swift exit from all the problems (and perks) of life. It's so tempting when problems just come piling up outside my door. But, I know how it feels to permanently lose someone. I don't want to be a disgrace to the people who loves me. I'm not going to boast about how hundreds of people will miss me. Because, srsly, I think about the people who look forward to my success. I don't want to disappoint those who have faith in me. And those who've challenged me, those who said I've reached my limit, I want to prove them wrong. I don't want to give them the satisfaction. I still want to see what my friends (all types of friends) will do with their lives. I want to see how life is. I still want to learn about the greatest ways of living my life. I want to be inspired. I have to endure every fall, every push and shove, every failure, for simple things in life. When I get slapped in the face, and I get back to my right mind, I usually just wear my best smile and put on my comfiest shoes. You won't get me down. I may fail, but, I will drive this life in a way that these things won't matter in my next destination. Maybe I'm failing in life because I'm not inspired enough, or my priorities aren't set straight. Whether it's this or that, I want to believe that everything happens for a reason. Failure happens to everybody, but, happiness is a choice. I may fail, but I'll keep on smiling and thinking positive (as much as I can). If I can't find my inspiration, I think I should at least help others be inspired. If I can't set my own life straight, I think I should at least tell others not to be like me. But, guys, if I do kill myself, I'm sorry. I'm not the one to talk, but, I hope you people keep yourselves alive and prove me that everything can be better.
[june 03] Labels: #cw, #life, %english, `death, `life, random, suicidal
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Math Review lead me to do the ff.: ♣ watch One Way at Megamall -- Young Sky so handsome! :O How can such a talented guy look so good and perform so well? :O -- Peter my soulmate ♥ ~~~ Peter and Wendi -- even our names match! ~~~ he was wearing a shirt of my fave color (green)! :D -- Chance so great! epic! :D ♣ eat (half of this week's food supply) ♣ camwhore out -- picture, picture, picture -- photoshop, edit, edit ♣ review Eevee's Paramdam Album -- I srsly love Jerrick now. He is so funny, "the more the MANYer." LOL. -- Eroplano is still the cutest song, with the cutest beat -- Actually, I can relate to most of the songs, plus the beats so damn good. -- I still can't help smiling when I read Craig's message, "hug hug hug :P" -- I still can't believe it's "naroon, naroon" and not "naro~ naro~" x)) (if you don't get it, buy a copy and listen to the tracks.) -- My fave song is still Larawan :) ♣ "study" Man That Can't Be Moved -- I still love The Script. -- I love the melody and the lyrics. -- Someday, I'll sing this song. :) IDK how, but, yeah, whatever. :))
To my Math 17, I love you, too! :)) Haha...
(okay, my Prof said he really did make the exam easier, I'm no genius and that I figured.) Labels: #life, #list, #update, %english, `fandom, `school, random
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I LOVE MY PHYSICS BARKADA.
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I forgot what I was supposed to post, but one thing's for sure: I really do love my Physics friends. :)
I love Dan, Josh, and Damian (DJD, ooh~) for all the plans they've made for bonding sessions. If ever I do shift out to BS CE, I've got lots of memories with the dudes and the babes. :)
I love Aiko, Elsie, Nicole, and Jessie for all the laugh trips and chakaness.
Speaking of chakaness, I love Art Graeson for the being such a fanboy, and for teaching me how to ride the MRT, making my Eevee experience possible. :)
I love Reza and Jessica, they are just too cute to be ignored.
I love Tintin, Pam, and Han, my Geol Lab friends.
I love my blockmates. I love all my Math 17 classmates! For they share with me all the torture I feel from Sir Rizzie. I'm not alone. Haha. :))
I love my first set of Physics friends, Aldrich, Cephas, and Isabel. They are the first three at making me stay
I love the shared meals, shared movies, shared homeworks (hohoho), shared experiences, shared stories... :))
I love my Physics friends so much. ♥ Labels: #list, `life, `school, fireworks, random, school
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Once upon a time, there was a beautiful princess named Wendi. She was so beautiful that her parents made her spend her days inside a chamber with other royalties. Most of the time, the chamber is so boring because it's full of the same old faces. She would sometimes just look out the window and think. Then, one fortunate morning, she discovered that butterflies lived in the garden outside the chamber. Since then, Wendi watched the butterflies fly around and then later on, she tried catching them (but always failed). One boring day, she was trying to concentrate on what the t-witch-er was trying to explain about making potions when suddenly a yellow butterfly fell into her lap. It was not like any other butterflies she've tried to catch. It didn't flew away when Wendi carried her, it just fluttered her wings and died. The butterfly wings stained her hands... Ever since that day, Wendi never listend in Potions class... and she became so mad at the constructions around the chamber. The End. Labels: random
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I've Plurked about my dream of Miru, but, it's more fun if I blog it. *twinkle*BTW, Miru is a friend from Pisay - CVC, and we love each other 'cause we're both fangirls + scholars! *hugles Miru*Miru and I were walking a familiar path. (I just thought it should be, 'cause I was walking as if I knew the place). Me: San tayo pupunta?
Miru: Pisay, syempre.
Me: I already know that, I mean...
Me: Bat tayo pupunta dun?
Miru: May nakalimutan lang ako.
Me: Ano naiwan mo?
Miru: Handout ko sa Bio.
*walks for a moment without talking*
Me: San tayo pupunta after this?
Miru: Kung san tayo dalhin ng hangin?
Miru: *walks faster*
Me: Gutom ako, kain tayo....
Me: *walks the other way*
Miru: Wait, malapit na!
Miru: *continues walking* Then I woke up, inside my dream. I dreamt I was excited so I plurked it. Then I really did wake up. And, yes, I plurked it. (LOL) Even in my dreams, people make pasama to me; and I even get gutom, *sheesh*; and I plurked in my dream! Talk about addicted! (LOL) Labels: life, random
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I talked to Erika Thenese T. Floro for two hours last night because a certain someone is playing O2Mania + taking a bath + doing his homework + watching anime... Anyway, she is so cute, the way she interviewed me and made tanong to me. ------------- she talks Taglish, Finglish, Englipino ^Erika: Ate Wendi, how do you make your hair Pinya? Me: (Laughs) Secret! E: I will discover how you make your hair Pinya! E: Ate Wendi, I'll research on it ha? E: I will write about it and make benta to it in Pisay, and everyone will be Pinya-hair like you! Me: Noo~ I won't look unique anymore. E: It's you lang kaya that have Pinya hair. Me: Of course! (laughs) E: I know it's ikot-ikot and then you ponytail it. But, mine is hard to ponytail. Yours is perfect! Eka is kind of scary when she talks about my Pinya hair. Haha... Most of the time, we only talk of my hair, and last night wasn't different. She even asked if Spongebob lives in my hair ( Marcgell's idea), haha... She's so cute. *hugles*She asked me about myself, about going to college, about leaving Pisay, about Vil and Miggy ( AshRyan's idea), about my friends... Erika: I know a lot about you na! I know your name, your birthday, your hate friends, your best friends, your best best friends... E: If you want to know anything about Ate Wendi, you ask me ha! I'm a book of informations about Ate Wendi! And then, we talked about her. We talked about her brothers, their seven dogs and one cat, her name... Erika: Our cat is like wearing a tuxedo. She's so sosyal! We've talked about a lot of stuff, and about random stuff... I totally love her. She's so cute! *hugles*Labels: random
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EIGIE: Kasya sakin 'yung sapatos mo GEMILLE: Kasya rin sakin 'yung sayo E: Magpalit tayo minsan MOMMY: WHAT? Bakit? E: Para isipin nilang bago ulit 'yung sapatos namin. G: *points at an imaginary person*G: Because we're rich, poor!" E&G: *evil laugh*Great.Naka-Adidas si Eigie, naka-Nike si Gem... Great. Just great. >_> Labels: life, random
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I need to update my picture. I need to update my multiply account. I have to review for UPCAT. I have to study for Physics and Math. I want to watch JUMP-ing Tour part 2. I want to sleep. *dizzy*Labels: life, list, me, random, school
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TULAD PO NG DATI, MGA OPEN-MINDED LANG ANG PUWEDENG MAG-BASA. Sasapakin ko 'pag ipagpilitan niyo sarili niyo rito.Our teacher this weekend is Arman Louie. He keeps fidgeting. His hands touches, uhm, weird places. Well, sorry if I see 'em. Nasa harap po kasi ako, eh. At ba't nga ba ako nag-english, eh, pinag-isipan ko pa man ding magtatagalog ako sa post na 'to. Naks.So, ayan. Isang post tungkol kay Kuya Arman. Ayan. Basta. 'Yun na 'yun. Ganun si Kuya Arman. LOL.Hindi, joke lang. Eto, medyo seryoso na... Si Kuya Arman Louie, Chemical Engineering student sa UP-Diliman. Matalino siya. Malamang, taga-UP. Tapos, gwapo siya. I mean, really. Sobra. Noong AM, hindi ako makapag-focus. Shit. Ang cute niya kasi. xD Tapos, 'pag hindi na niya maalala 'yung dapat niyang sabihin, he plays with his zipper. >__> I swear I didn't look too much. Tapos, nag-usap pa kami about Death Note. Sabi niya, pang-nerd lang daw 'yun. *His wallpaper is Death Note* Nag-kwentuhan kami about it, tapos, he suggested na panoorin ko 'yung L Change The World 'pag may time na ko. Naks.Tapos, 'yun. Walang kwenta 'tong post na 'to. Wala naman kasing ibang nangyari na worth talking about. Okay naman 'yung review. Okay naman 'yung facilities. Imagine? Ang boring. xD If ever mabasa 'to ni Kuya Arman, Kuya, sorry po, galaw po kasi ng galaw kamay niyo, eh. Tapos, lucky niyo po. I'm only supposed to post about MY guys (like Keito, Seung Ri, Minhwan, Dongho...). Pero, 'wag niyo pong isipin na crush ko 'tong Arman Louie na 'to. Natuwa lang ako sa zipper ng pants niya. xDD [EDIT; Adding]Noong Sabado nga pala, pati na rin noong Linggo, (pause. Ang hirap mag-tagalog) ginamit ni Kuya Arman 'yung salitang ' delete' instead of ' erase'. Eh, sa pagkaka-alala ko, tinawanan ako ni Kim Chan noong ako ginamit ko ang delete instead of erase. "Pwede na bang i-delete 'yung nasa board?" Pansing sanay na nasa PC/Laptop. Kahapon nga pala, Linggo, tinalakay naman ang basics sa Agham at Lohika (tama ba, Math nga ba 'yun?). Habang nasa Mmi, nakakatuwa, kasi nagbibigay siya ng example, sinusulat niya, iba naman sa sinasabi. Haha. xD Tapos, nakatulog ako ng dalawang beses sa umaga. At nakakagulat dahil, pagkatapos ng 30 minutong, uhm, nakatulog ako, naroon pa rin sila sa topic na natulugan ko. Haha... (Hindi po ako mayabang.) Tapos, kinakausap niya nga pala 'yung buong klase, pero walang sumasagot ng matino, maaawa dapat ako, pero, natatawa rin ako na tinatawanan pa niya 'yon. Minsan parang nagkukwentuhan na lang kami, nanunuod 'yung iba, during classes man o break. xD Ayon, ganun lang kadali. (Naka-ilang ulit rin siya sa phrase na 'to) Medyo, tulog ako kung hindi nakikipag-kwentuhan. Haha... [/EDIT]Labels: random, waste
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Hello, Suiciders. [oh, shit, that's freaky.] I'm here today to ask everyone to please follow Cluelesshands. :D Click this cute guy: Tomorrow will be the official review. >_> Wish me luck. Bye, I have to study! Labels: random, school
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I'm not talking to my mom. We didn't have a fight. It's not a fight unless I fought back, so, no, we didn't have a fight. But, I'm still not talking to her. :x And now she's bribing me with a new bag. Yeah, it's pretty, but... another bag? x__x I already have tons. ♬ Now let's dance, dance, dance~ ♬Labels: life, random, update
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Even the tiniest me can beat the hell out of the biggest JOHN DEE!...though he almost killed me. LITERALLY!
HAPPY EARTH DAY!Labels: me, random
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I haven't updated this blog for more than a week now. Like you don't know? LOL. Suicidalfoot to Cluelesshands post ratio is 64:60... It only shows I'm better in writing about my fandom than writing about my own life... or maybe my life is just too boring to write about in the first place. LOL.
Here are some Prom stuff: It was full of Serville... The food was great! Or, so I've been told. X__x My molars were hurting, I didn't eat much. Here are some pre-prom laughs: The Philippine Flag by Romeo - (L-R, B-F: Oscar, Marcgell, Kristoffer, Crezul, Andrew, Albei, Irah, Raymart, Wendi) Nakatsu/Ikuta Toma Fans in Red: Wendi, Raymart, Irah Bitches in Red, we've been told. XDD Me and Irah
School? We've been visited by Engineering Professors from UP Diliman. They were funny, and convincing... for me. Well, I'm taking Engineering anyway, so, maybe I'm biased. x__X
My birthday is just around the corner... Ohohoho~ Now I have one more post to make this blog a lil bit thinker. XDD Wait for my WantS List. Labels: me, random, school, update
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[start] RAMAYANA play finished~! yosh!!! :D Thanks to my groupmates yo! Jam, Leah, Jia, Andrew, and Jayson~! :DD Thanks a lot. And, sorry for my flaws. xP [end] [start] Research trip tomorrow! 3 a.m. departure time. . . will I still sleep? :/ [end] [start] LJ friends, even though I'm in hiatus, am actually: - making a Seung Ri x Yamada Ryosuke fiction, requested by epikstory@LJ
- this is the wackiest fic ever. xD korean x japanese yo! xDD
- brainstorming for new cherry icon designs
- brainstorming for new wallpaper concepts
- brainstorming for new icon concepts
Please wait for me, Cherries~! :D [end] Labels: list, random, school, update
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Konnichiwa~! Hello! It's been a while, and, yeah, I know... This place is boring. This blog is for school related perks anyway, and since it's our sembreak, this blog is also on it's break. Hiatus kumbaga. DEMO, I want to revive it yo! blogging... blogging...So, yeah, I'm a fanatic. And, yeah, I've been busy fangirling. I wanna be rookie fan of the year. LOL. This icon, made by yours truly, is the newest trend in LJ. :P Who started it? Well, the one aspiring to be rookie fan of the year. xDDCherries are the fangirls/fanboys of Hey!Say!JUMP. We currently reside in LJ communities [ hey_say] praising our Love - Hey!Say!JUMP. Though we are an unofficial cluster of fans, we definitely love JUMP. [credits to Lei for the idea.] Oh, I made lot's of wallpapers in my LJ yo! --> wallpapers<-- [four more days 'til monday!] bye~! Labels: ekek, random
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Hey! Hey! Hey! :]This is for all the Pinoy JE(or any other Japanese actors/groups/etc.) who would like to get their hands on Japanese Magazines. You can find the mechanics here. IMPORTANT : Don't forget to put: math_beauty101@yahoo.com in the Who Referred You? part.
By the way, it doesn't matter if you're interested, just help me out, please. I need as many as possible joining this. Please join.
Peace&Love! [out] EDITthere were a lot of entries, and a lot are invalid! please, submit another entry to make sure. Put Big Bang is V.I.P. as Subject. Labels: ekek, luck, random
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Ivana Joyce Cabatbat: I wasn't able to buy anything for you... So, I made something, instead. HAPPY BIRTHDAY! <--click! :] Labels: random
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It's 11:53 pm, let's make it fast. I miss a certain guy so much. He used to ask how I was doing, had I passed my requirements, was I getting along with the others... he showed me he cares. He used to tell me he knew I can, that I just have to believe I can. He believed in me. I miss him. When I first saw him, I had the impressions that he's the kind of person that would make everybody happy. He was smiling. I was new to everything, but, seing the others cheering when he entered, I knew I wasn't wrong. I'm happy. Sometimes, when our class do stupid things, he tells us something stupid in return. He would sing to us Dora The Explorer's or Teletubbies' theme songs. Even though he would always tell us to grow up, we never seem to listen. I bet it was hard for him, looking back now, Adelfa was a chaos, but united. It was fun while it lasted. During the Humanities Week Celebration, since I was never athletic, Dadoods made a deal with me. I was my class' contestant for Ms. Humanities. It wasn't all bad. He helped me all the way. He prepared for almost everything. During the pageant, I'm very proud to say that my second Dad was the only teacher visiting his students. He checked on me and Marcgell, giving words of encouragement. He even brought an electric fan for me, promise! It wasn't just Humanities Week. Not just Buwan ng Wika, or Nutrition Month... He would always look after us. Even though he would tell us to grow up, he gave us minimal chance to do so. I'm not sure if we were scared, or, maybe we just didn't want to "grow up", but, he never failed to help us, whatever the trouble was. I miss him. We lost the Folk Dance just a while ago. And, believe it or not, I had a dream of him the night before, he was complaining about something in our routine, I'm not sure... I guess it was right when he said it's time to stop depending on him and stand on our own feet. But, this time, we failed. . . I'm sad. Our Dadoods is very talented.Labels: emo, random, school
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The cat loves to purr, and meow, and hiss. She's a very noisy cat, obviously. Kitty loves to sleep, next to her love for food. Food she loves include pizza, pasta, crepes, pancakes, cakes, milktea,burgers, etc. She loves being worshipped. Bow down to me!!! She loves cuddles, unless we're not close, eew don't touch me freak.
This kitty is in-love with a non-reacting bunny. He's always acting cool, and fails at it. He is crazy and loves computers.
This is still pretty much under construction; hence the emptiness.
Adopted Trees.
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