Suicidal Foot 4.0 - Hell Break
This blog contains five years worth of rants and babbles. It is not for the faint hearted, nor the nosy, nor for the narrow minded. It does not discriminate sex nor religious preferences. It loves you because nobody ever will. All hail Suicidal Foot! All hail the drama queen who writes, and her little servant boy!
Wednesday, September 28, 2011 @ 3:38:00 AM
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I have so much in my mind RN.

Parang gusto ko ng isipin that life is not fair at all... At, oo, nagdadrama na naman ako. Wala na naman ako sa aking katinuhan. Kasi, malamang, hindi ako magbblog kung matino ako. :|


ARGH. I just hate hate hate those people right now. :((

When a tree falls down and no one's there to hear it, it still did make a sound. Law of conservation of energy. Sinabi ko na to dati, diba? Bat ba ang kukulit nyo? Kung nangyari, kahit hindi mo ipagsabi. Nangyari yun.

Wala na bang natirang may konsensya?


I don't know what to think anymore... I'm doubting every f-ing thing and everyone.

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Thursday, September 22, 2011 @ 1:52:00 PM
Nothing Important.

After tweeting that Cluelesshands have a couple of hundred more views than SuicidalFoot, this blogs views actually sky-rocketed. HAHA. I've had 507 views since then. :) Who the hell visits my blog? Aside from me and my stalker boyfriend, that is. Haha..

Anyway, I'm just checking the new interface of Blogger. It's too cool, it's eating me up alive. Hahaha. :))

Well, that is all for now.

KBye.

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Wednesday, September 21, 2011 @ 1:30:00 AM
RANDOM FACTS ABOUT ME.

It's ME time. And I feel like talking about myself. So, here's a month's worth of random facts I've listed.

1. I love Ketchup.
2. I love talking about myself.
3. I easily get distracted.
4. I'm not always hungry. I just love to eat.
5. I say "ittadakimasu~" before digging in.
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Saturday, September 10, 2011 @ 8:09:00 AM
Into It: U-KISS and Neverland.

A/N: In-case I bash either U-KISS or their title tack Neverland, do remember that U-KISS is my number three of three original fandoms. I love U-KISS and Shin DongHo. ♥


I've recently watched Peter Pan (the live action movie, and I must say Peter is so gwapo), Peter Pan: Return to Neverland, and TinkerBell. My idea of Neverland is pirates, treasures, Indians, mermaids, lost boys, fairies, faith, trust, and pixie dust.

U-KISS' title track Neverland talks about a fantasy oh so modern. I was shocked. The childhood memories I rebuilt these past few days shattered to pieces. It's about "money, love, fashion, fame". I guess these are the new pirate ships, fairies, mermaids… :( The MV is so dark, macho, scary… yet, sexy. I have to say, girls would seriously go [insert naughty adjective here] over this MV. I know I did.

My issues about childhood aside, everything seems okay. This kind of music on U-KISS is new to me, but, they pulled it off. Their outfit, uhm, I'll let it pass. Dongho's bowl cut, is out of place tho. OH! AND THE CHOREOGRAPHY IS SO FUCKING MANLY. I love it.

Now, on U-KISS as a group.
I never liked Kiseop that much, but, I'm so proud of him. He finally, finally, got his lines. Lots of them, actually. His dancing is still great, too. He's become such a lovely man with such a lovely body. Good job!
Soohyun's singing. Fuckyeah. That's it.
I just typed Alexander's name, and, well… sad face.
Dongho's rapping disturbs me. Why did he become a rapper? Not that there are too many rappers, with Eli and AJ in action. It's just, IDK, peculiar. He wasn't supposed to be a rapper. But then again, not because you weren't supposed to, doesn't mean you can't.


OVERALL: Neverland is right above the city sky, where the DJ puts the music on. We all have to party on. Da-da-dance a little more. Never stop moving to the never ending, blaring music. This is today's youth's fantasy. With sweaty handsome (half naked) Kpop Idols around.

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Friday, September 9, 2011 @ 5:06:00 PM
Terminal Cases: Last Man standing.

By Delfin Mercado

It is morning once again. The night has come and gone in a whirlwind f blurred colors and hushed voices. The stale half of a jelly-filled donut lies on top of a bundle of envelopes and paper. Crushed coffee cups, cigarette butts and empty fastfood cartons litter the floor.

On every available bench and chair, someone is trying to catch a few minutes of sleep. The effect of that last cup of coffee I drank a few hours ago is already wearing off. My eyelids are drooping and I'm tempted to doze off for a while but I know that I shouldn't. It's "crunch time: in the Collegian office, and everyone is tapping on their laptops like crazy. The sound of the typing mingles with the monotonous buzzing of the airconditioner to seemingly mumble: "hush baby, close your eyes."

Sleep is the greatest flaw of humankind. Half of our lives is wasted on sleep. Imagine how much time that is. Without sleep, we could do twice as much. I wish I could go on working for days on end, without ever batting an eyelash.

The fellow beside me is yawning while squinting at a particularly red draft flashing on his laptop screen. One of the editors is lying on the floor face down, muttering "kill me now, kill me now." Behind me, an irate layout artist is pacing the floor, calming herself while waiting for articles to turn up. Far beyond, in the next room, I could hear someone snoring. A fallen warrior, dead to the world.

Sleep is a temptation. And losers succumb to it easily. Evading sleep is a skill and an art, a combination of proper training and right tricks of the trade. In this fast world where everything is paid by the hour, mastering the art of staying awake is the key to social mobility.
Mankind's civilization will reach its highest point when humans finally eradicate sleep. With people staying awake all the time, more hours may be spent on valuable research or in the creation of the best artworks.

The fellow beside me has also fallen to the trap, head on keyboard. A few moments from now, the few who have remained standing will also fall. I must outlive them. I am efficient. I am the man. I will defeat sleep. It has been three days since the last time I was able to sleep on my own bed. Or sleep at all. I don't sleep - I take naps.

Just a little bit more and I'll outlast them. Poor, unfortunate, inefficient souls.
The morning sun is already showing its might. The letters in my laptop screen are slowly turning in a psychedelic fashion. Hello, Mr. Sandman.


[Published in the Philippine Collegian, September 8, 2011]

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@ 3:54:00 PM
update.

Just a preview of my supposedly awesome life:

  • YEY. NEW EXPERIMENTAL HEADER. :)
  • My right eye has been infected... but now is going back to normal. :)
  • I've been given the permission to post Delfin Mercado's article, so, wait for it. :)
  • GAWD, ES1, can't you just love me all over?
  • I WAAAAAN TINAPAY!!! :( I'm hungry!
  • I've been watching a lot of movies lately. I should do lots of Into It posts. :) Imma rewatch the awesome movies then. Hoho~!
  • I've been fangirling with my roommates Roxanne and Regina~! Yey~!
  • And about my other roommate, Manicar... well... *mischievous smile*

That is all. For this hour. Ciao~!

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@ 3:43:00 PM
Dearest Hanna Thea,.

I am guilty: I forgot your birthday. I haven't been myself for so long, and, well, I wasn't able to greet you on your special day. Even though I remembered your birthday later, I didn't have the courage to greet you late… until now, that is. (I wrote this September 3, just didn't have strong enough internet.)

I'd wish something for you, but, I don't know what you don't have. I do know you're already blessed with wisdom, knowledge, beauty, friendship, love... And, well, :) I guess I just wish this new year in your life is as great, if not better, than the previous one.

You're growing up to be a great person. :) I love you~!

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Tuesday, September 6, 2011 @ 8:31:00 PM
"I'll Wait For You".

It's a common patch-up for broken "romantic" relationships. It's just natural for the one left behind to say they'll wait.

When you say you'll "wait" for someone, it sounds so noble, so loyal. It's one honest feeling you have right after a break-up. But, seriously, think about it. If a person really loves you, they won't let you wait for them. If they care enough about you, they'll atleast tell you not to wait… They'll tell you to live your life. They'll tell you to go out there and have the fun you deserve. They'll tell you to go date others, go running after your dreams. They won't just let you wait. They won't imply for you to wait. They won't even show the slightest comfort on the idea. And on that note, I'm glad I loved someone who never burdened me with the idea of waiting.



When someone says they'll wait for you, don't expect such things. People are not patient by nature. And, honestly now, we dislike waiting*. We hate lines, and taking numbers. We want to be serviced now. We want answers ASAP. We want all the good things RIGHT HERE, RIGHT NOW. But, we never want to handle the bad things ASAP, and that's a different story, I'm going off topic. ANYWAY, back to the topic, we dislike waiting. If you respect the person atleast, don't let them wait. Be a gentleman (or a lady, or a human atleast) and don't make them wait for your sorry ass to be ready for them. Don't stop them from living their life. Don't let them waste their time. Everybody changes. You'll never know if you'll ever be good enough for them. You'll never know if they'll ever find someone better than you. Thus, don't make someone wait for you. And even if they insist, don't expect them to. Anytime you're going on with your life, messing around, thinking it's okay since someone's waiting for you, they might snap out of it and move on. And, besides, if you really want to be good enough for someone, you won't let them "wait". You stay by their side, and bit by bit , be molded into the person the relationship needs. Woo.


But, you know, that's just me. :) My blog, my opinion.


A/N:
*I was planning to say "hate waiting", but then, hate is a strong word.
**Did you notice how many "atleast's" there are in this post? LOL. OVERUSED.

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