Suicidal Foot 4.0 - Hell Break
This blog contains five years worth of rants and babbles. It is not for the faint hearted, nor the nosy, nor for the narrow minded. It does not discriminate sex nor religious preferences. It loves you because nobody ever will. All hail Suicidal Foot! All hail the drama queen who writes, and her little servant boy!
Sunday, August 26, 2012 @ 1:11:00 AM
Jeep Ride Rage.

[A/N] This is published late. The date lies.


Sumakay ako ng jeep sa may SC. Papunta akong Philcoa para i-meet si Nica. Sa may Engg/Tennis court shed, may sumakay na family: 2 brothers, sister, dad. Mukhang nag-jog sila. Atleast, ganun 'yung get-up nila. katabi ko si ate, at sa tabi nya yung Dad nila. Kaharap ko naman yung brothers. Itong mag-kuya nakaupo na parang kanila yung jeep. Magkaharap sila, and are occupying most of the seat. 

May sumakay sa may Music. Itong magkuya, ayaw umusog. Imposibleng hindi obvious na need ng umupo nitong ate at kuyang sumakay. Yung brothers, wala, nagtatawanan parin playing with their phones. Eh di, ako, naasar na talaga. Napalakas 'yung pagsabi ko ng, "exccuse me. Kuya. Pausog." At nung tumingin pa kasi sila, inirapan ko pa. Taray no?

I wanted to say sorry, I felt bad. Pero, nung humarap na ako, narinig ko itong Dad nila, sabi, "pwede namang sabihin ng maayos." Ehdi, hindi na ako nag-sorry. Buong ride, 'yun pinaguusapan nila. TANGINANG AMA. Ganun nya pala pinapalaki mga anak nya kaya ang bobo nila sa buhay.

Why is their father wrong?
1. Magkaharap yung magkapatid. Hindi sila naka-earphones. Hindi sila bulag. IMPOSIBLENG HINDI NILA NAPANSING MAY SUMAKAY.
2. Umandar na 'yung jeep hindi pa rin sila umusog. Tayuan? Tayo nalang yung mga bagong sakay?
3. BASIC COURTESY PO ANG PAG-USOG KAPAG MAY SUMAKAY.

Nakakakulo ng dugo talaga. 'Wag na 'wag sila magdya-jog ulit dito sa UP, babarilin ko sila. Kasi may baril ako.

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Thursday, August 16, 2012 @ 4:20:00 AM
Drunken Uncertainty.

I am scared of what can happen, what will happen. The future is but the consequences of what we do today. And, so, I am even more disheartened. If I fail, I can only blame myself. If my heart is broken, I can only blame myself. If I die regretting, I can only blame myself.

I keep stalling. Maybe it will be better. Maybe I don't need to decide. Maybe it'll present itself to me, somehow, someday.

I keep doubting myself. I can't do more than this. I'd fail even if I try. I'd fall just by walking.

I don't know how to take this negativity off of me. All I can do is pretend it's never there.

But, when the lights are off, and pjs are on, they come out of my bed and haunt me.

I don't want a broken heart.

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Thursday, August 9, 2012 @ 2:48:00 PM
NVIDIA contest.

http://woobox.com/afgx6b/1nfjix

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Friday, August 3, 2012 @ 11:45:00 AM
on Tumblr.

PEOPLE WHO CAN'T WRITE, STOP MAKING BLOGS. YOU ARE A DISGRACE TO THE INTRICATE LAWS OF THE ENGLISH LANGUAGE.



Oo na, mayabang na ko. Oo na, feeling ko magaling ako, blah blah. Masama ugali ko. Boohoo.

[EDIT]
Okay, fine. People have their right to express themselves in ways they fancy. But, if running naked is prohibited by the law, writing blog posts should also be monitored closely. The cyber world is getting infiltrated by hipster. First with Facebook, and now advancing with Tumblr and Twitter. Before, there were only instagram crazies... but, now... They have discovered writing! O_o

Have mercy on us all...

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@ 10:20:00 AM
class suspension.

A memorandum was released last acad year about class suspension. Class will be suspended ONLY IF ONE OF THE FOLLOWING APPLIES: 1. blackout and/or debris is clattered throughout the campus; 2. C5 and/or PhilCoA (Commonwealth) are experiencing heavy traffic. Aside from these, declaration from CHEd and the government applies without the need of verification from the chancellor.

This past week, tbh, it hasn't been really rainy. It's just windy. Which makes it worst when it does actually rain. So, classes weren't suspended. "A little wind won't hurt."

And then the incident in the 4th floor happened. The "little wind" crashed a window and three students were hurt and rushed to the infirmary. Classes were then suspended in the 4th floor of AS only. Because that's where the "little wind" is deadly.

I think the second reason for suspension is a little insensitive. Take for instance my sisses Ienne and Cams, biological sisters, from Malabon. Malabon is experiencing heavy rain, and transportation is a killer. I quote the memorandum, "In principle, students are excused from attending classes if they are unable to travel to UP  Diliman from their respective residences due to flood and other natural calamities." It is the same as saying, "Fine, don't attend your classes, I understand. But we're still having class, anyway. You'll miss the class. But, who cares, safety first!"

Such a crazy week.

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Thursday, August 2, 2012 @ 12:33:00 AM
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I'm sad. I miss you. Talk to me, please.

I'm mean.

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