Suicidal Foot 4.0 - Hell Break
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Thursday, May 12, 2011 @ 1:32:00 AM
Teacher and Respect.

Weekend, I went home for the UPCAT review. What would I call myself? Tutor? Teacher? Lecturer?

Anyway, I know how messed up I can be with this kind of responsibilities so I actually told them my weak points.

I am a normal student. I am lazy most of the time. Uma-absent ako, at madalas ding late. Ang maipagmamayabang ko lang, magaling akong mag-review dahil magaling akong mag-notes. Madalas hindi ako natutulog. Noong kapanahunan ko, natutulog lang ako sa review center.

Tas banat ko, "sana 'wag n'yo 'kong tularan." They were behaved most of the time. They're quite fun. At magagaling sila, matatalino sila. I believe that they can make it to UP if they really put effort in it.

Well, ask for respect and it shall be given to you.


On the other hand...

I mentioned before na I'm always wearing my earphones, right? Sometimes, I wear them in class, too.

May mga times na, after break, hindi ko na tinatanggal 'yung left bud. I just put it on mute para hindi hassle. May mga times talaga na ganito. Hindi naman ako pinapagalitan or what. At, sa UP, may freedom kang gawin ang gusto mong gawin para comfortable ka sa classroom, basta hindi maka-abala sa iba. I guess nasanay ako masyado sa ibang prof ko na walang pakealam kung tulog ka, kumakain ka, nag-aaral for other classes, or nakikinig ka. Basta pumasok ka para wala kang rason na bumagsak sa exam.

So, kanina, after break, iniwan ko lang ulit 'yung left bud, kasi Tonight by Big Bang 'yung nagpplay. Tas nagssulat akong ganyan, nakayuko. Sinusulat ko 'yung sinasabi ni prof nang bigla s'yang tumahimik. Nung inangat ko 'yung ulo ko to look, nakatingin na sya sakin ng mataray. Nagtinginan na rin malamang 'yung mga kaklase ko in my direction. Hindi naman ako kumakanta, I'm sure. And, hindi naman siguro biglang na-realize ng prof ko na sikat ako.

"Can you please take your earphones off?"

Hinablot ko agad, tas cool lang. Ayokong mag-mukhang takot or worried or nervous. Psh. UP 'to, may freedom ako to do what I want.

"Nakaka... I feel unrespected."

Ay, grabe, sorry po. :| Sa itsura niyo po kasing kita boobs, kagalang-galang talaga kayo. *rolls eyes* Magdamit ka muna ng maayos, tsaka na natin pag-usapan ang respect na 'yan. And, I didn't mean harm. I was paying attention naman. HELLO? Nagn-notes pa nga ako by ear, eh! Tas, bat ba ngayon n'ya lang binanggit, eh, madalas naman akong ganun. Hindi pa s'ya nasanay? Napuno na s'ya? Psh.

Ayaw na ayaw kong mapunta sa bad side ng mga Math profs. I can still remember Prof Rizzie and his talks about life and math and shit. Iisipin na naman nila na mayabang ako. :|

Poker face, poker face.

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Wednesday, May 4, 2011 @ 3:12:00 PM
Summer is a Lie.

I just had to take a Toki from Math to dorm today, and I realized something while blissfully watching the Fire trees: THE PHILIPPINES DOESN'T HAVE A SUMMER SEASON. Why? Because the PH is a tropical country, that means there are only TWO seasons: wet and dry... and it sounds so pervy to me.

So why do we have summer vacation, summer classes, and summer jobs, when WE ACTUALLY DON'T HAVE SUMMER IN THIS COUNTRY?

O___O

girl with issues.
K,Bye.

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@ 9:29:00 AM
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Yeah ^^ :) yeah I go to a private academic school ^^ Yeah well most schools in the Uk wear uniforms :)

I saw this from someone's Tumblr... and I was wondering: What are other types of schools aside from "academic"? Driving School? Acting School? Art School? Music School?

Hmmn... Okay, I think I just pwned myself.

Bye.

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Sunday, May 1, 2011 @ 2:03:00 AM
Into It: Beastly.

You guys know how I have issues, right? I srsly care about every little detail.

The cast line-up is great. Allex Pettyfer is freaking handsome, plus the abs multiplies everything to ten. Vanessa Hudgens, she's good. Neil Patrick Harris, he's awesome.

The story is, obviously, supposedly, modern Beauty and the Beast. Except, sometimes I wonder if who's who. KIDDING!

Lindy, Vanessa's character, is really selfish. She complains about her Dad a lot. She wants to be rid of her annoying Dad. Well, that's the message I got. And, I'm like, really? This is how the world sees the modern Belle? An ungrateful bitch? And, isn't her character supposed to be smart? The only proof she's smart was when she said she had a scholarship. Actually, she can get a scholarship for being a beggar. But, I'm sure that's not it.
And then there's this tiny line about missing school, which doesn't always mean missing having class and learning.
Couldn't they just let her like books instead of roses? I believe girls my age love books. Yes, I like roses and other flowers, but I prefer books. This movie's modern Belle is too girly, and not too smart. But, I guess, that's because her name's beauty, and not intellect.

Kyle, Alex's(?) character, is a little too nice, no? No, wait. Let's do this character on character.
to his Dad: too nice. He's sad about him not being around, but, no, he just wants attention and love that's pure. He doesn't order his Dad to be there. He just sits and waits. He's nice.
to the housekeeper and teacher: fairly nice. He screams when he complains. He complains. He's got a wide vocab on profanities. But he doesn't harass them. He tells them to do things that are in their job description. He's okay.
to Lindy: niiice~! Even before he transformed into a beast, he was flirting with her. He's nice.
to Kendra: bitch-ass mean.
So, is he really mean or not? Yes, he is arrogant, and a total ass, but, just to ugly people, right? Whew. I'm safe. Anyway, again, he should have had a little more temper to build up tension. All he did was complain, really: Not really scary or beast-like at all. But, maybe this means the modern Beast is arrogant, stuck-up, vain… but doesn't always mean harm to anyone? Does this mean, even if you're kind, if you're arrogant, you're still in the Beast category. I'm in the Beast category then? I'm a little bit confused. I refuse to just accept that he is a beast.

The romance in this movie is inappropriate. Again, this is modern Beauty and the Beast. I give them credit for trying to revive romance with long hand written love letter, poetry, flowers… Oh, and I love the part where he tries to buy her with expensive things, ends up with nothing; then he buys her with food, they end up friends. That one, my friends, is true. LOL. Kidding!
But, wait, the inappropriate part! I keep lagging. He takes her to the zoo. At night. When the zoo is closed. THAT IS NOT ROMANTIC. BUT THAT CERTAINLY IS TRESPASSING. Are you guys mental? Trespassing is illegal, it is a crime! NEVER BREAK INTO A ZOO.
And if we rewind, Kyle stalks Lindy. He knows where she lives. If you, dude, are taken aback with her beauty and whatnot, do not just follow her to her house, watch her from the ally, watch her buy coffee, visit her page all the fucking time you're online… Why not try talk to her? Yes, knowing what they're doing, what they're thinking is very much crucial to your life. But, srsly, do not stalk. It is not good.
This is not the modern love story. Trespassing is not romantic. Stalking is not romantic. :|


BUT, my issues aside, the movie was a great and fun way to spend some time. :))

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