Giving up and letting go are two different things.
You already failed an exam. The act of surrender is not giving up. It's letting go. You're going to be late for class. The act of surrender is giving up, not letting go.
If there is still a chance for change and you just drop everything, that's giving up. Cowardice, prolly. But if there's 0% chance, as in none, ze-o-ro chance, then you should just let it go. Just move on...
And so we should never give up on life, and just let go of the bad things... Labels: #cw, %english, `death, `life, suicidal
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I'm living in a web of lies. I don't know my reality.
I'm walking in maze of emotions. I don't know where to turn. I don't know when to go back... or if I need to, or if I can...
I'm eating myself up. I don't want to regret anything. But, I don't know how to make things work for me, and for others.
I'm holding back, and I don't know how much longer I can stay this way.
But, I don't even know: Who am I lying to? :( Labels: #life, %english, `life, `me, suicidal
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Summer Term nung unang mangyari sakin 'to. Tapos, kahapon ulit. Tapos ngayon na naman.
Hindi ako makasend ng message, can't make calls. Hindi rin makareceive ng texts/calls. WTH is happening? Nung unang time, 8-10 hours nawala yung services sakin. Naka-Super25 ako nun, kung 'yun man tawag sa one day unlitext & unlicall. Sayang 'yung unli ko. HINDI KO MAN LANG MATAWAGAN 'YUNG CUSTOMER SERVICE. >:| Walang kwenta. Nagpaload pa ulit ako nun, kasi baka nawalan ako ng load. Pero, 'yun nga, di ko rin naman mareceive 'yung load. Di man lang ako makapag-inquire ng balance. TANGINA TALAGA.
Kahapon, dalawang oras ulit. Nakaka-badtrip lang talaga. Paano naman 'yung unli ko.
Tapos, right now, it's happening for the third FUCKING time.
Sana mabasa ito ng GLOBE TELECOM. Kung magddown naman kayo ng certain number, sana may confirmation muna! At, paano naman kung may emergency? >:| Hindi nyo man lang pinalitan 'yung nasayang na time. Sorry po ha. Hindi lang kasi ako sanay sa trash-ish na services niyo since I've always been a Smart user. Babalik na nga lang ako sa Smart.>:| BADTRIP. Labels: #update, %taglish, `death, `life
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So, bago ko pa makalimutan, magta-type na ko.
The whole week, grabe, excited talaga akong mag-apply sa The UP Repertory Company. Aside from the fact na sikat sila (luma at current members), ang gagaling talaga nila. Tuwang tuwa ako sakanila. At, since lagi akong naghahanap ng papansin sakin, ito na talaga: mago-org na ko!
Andaming sabi-sabi tungkol sa UP Rep. 'Yung iba, misunderstanding lang naman. 'Yung iba, di naman na nila dini-deny. At least.
Sana kayanin ko 'yung app process. At sana, walang mag-defer sa batch namin. 14 na nga lang kami, mababawasan pa, di ba?
KAYA, woosh~ abangan ang Rep Life ko! :))) Labels: #update, %taglish, `school
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Giving up and letting go are two different things.
You already failed an exam. The act of surrender is not giving up. It's letting go. You're going to be late for class. The act of surrender is giving up, not letting go.
If there is still a chance for change and you just drop everything, that's giving up. Cowardice, prolly. But if there's 0% chance, as in none, ze-o-ro chance, then you should just let it go. Just move on...
And so we should never give up on life, and just let go of the bad things... Labels: #cw, %english, `death, `life, suicidal
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I'm living in a web of lies. I don't know my reality.
I'm walking in maze of emotions. I don't know where to turn. I don't know when to go back... or if I need to, or if I can...
I'm eating myself up. I don't want to regret anything. But, I don't know how to make things work for me, and for others.
I'm holding back, and I don't know how much longer I can stay this way.
But, I don't even know: Who am I lying to? :( Labels: #life, %english, `life, `me, suicidal
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Summer Term nung unang mangyari sakin 'to. Tapos, kahapon ulit. Tapos ngayon na naman.
Hindi ako makasend ng message, can't make calls. Hindi rin makareceive ng texts/calls. WTH is happening? Nung unang time, 8-10 hours nawala yung services sakin. Naka-Super25 ako nun, kung 'yun man tawag sa one day unlitext & unlicall. Sayang 'yung unli ko. HINDI KO MAN LANG MATAWAGAN 'YUNG CUSTOMER SERVICE. >:| Walang kwenta. Nagpaload pa ulit ako nun, kasi baka nawalan ako ng load. Pero, 'yun nga, di ko rin naman mareceive 'yung load. Di man lang ako makapag-inquire ng balance. TANGINA TALAGA.
Kahapon, dalawang oras ulit. Nakaka-badtrip lang talaga. Paano naman 'yung unli ko.
Tapos, right now, it's happening for the third FUCKING time.
Sana mabasa ito ng GLOBE TELECOM. Kung magddown naman kayo ng certain number, sana may confirmation muna! At, paano naman kung may emergency? >:| Hindi nyo man lang pinalitan 'yung nasayang na time. Sorry po ha. Hindi lang kasi ako sanay sa trash-ish na services niyo since I've always been a Smart user. Babalik na nga lang ako sa Smart.>:| BADTRIP. Labels: #update, %taglish, `death, `life
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So, bago ko pa makalimutan, magta-type na ko.
The whole week, grabe, excited talaga akong mag-apply sa The UP Repertory Company. Aside from the fact na sikat sila (luma at current members), ang gagaling talaga nila. Tuwang tuwa ako sakanila. At, since lagi akong naghahanap ng papansin sakin, ito na talaga: mago-org na ko!
Andaming sabi-sabi tungkol sa UP Rep. 'Yung iba, misunderstanding lang naman. 'Yung iba, di naman na nila dini-deny. At least.
Sana kayanin ko 'yung app process. At sana, walang mag-defer sa batch namin. 14 na nga lang kami, mababawasan pa, di ba?
KAYA, woosh~ abangan ang Rep Life ko! :))) Labels: #update, %taglish, `school
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tagboard soon
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The cat loves to purr, and meow, and hiss. She's a very noisy cat, obviously. Kitty loves to sleep, next to her love for food. Food she loves include pizza, pasta, crepes, pancakes, cakes, milktea,burgers, etc. She loves being worshipped. Bow down to me!!! She loves cuddles, unless we're not close, eew don't touch me freak.
This kitty is in-love with a non-reacting bunny. He's always acting cool, and fails at it. He is crazy and loves computers.
This is still pretty much under construction; hence the emptiness.
Adopted Trees.
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