Last time I check, it was 3:48 AM. I don't think I fell asleep, but since I was dreaming I might have. I remember the last chapters I read off of Linger. Sam and Grace together on a bed. Except I didn't see them. I saw myself hand-in-hand with Marcgell. Selfishly enjoying each other's company. We didn't have to do anything. We didn't have to talk. The mere fact that he wasn't with someone else, someplace else, made me feel at ease.

And then I woke up because my phone is ringing. Marcgell. Him calling at this time of the day isn't new to me. I answered and put my phone to my ear. We talked for a bit, and I forgot what he was saying because I drifted away… and then he was shouting in my ear and woke me up. I told him I was awake. And then I couldn't breathe. Sudden asthma attack? My windpipe closing in due to allergy? I couldn't breathe, and I couldn't move. I thought I was dying and I had Marcgell on the other line…

And then I woke up. I really couldn't breathe. I struggled to get up and drink half of my morning water. I slumped back down to my pillows to relax. I took. my phone. 4:35 AM. I hardly had time to sleep, then. On the other bed, my roommate tossed and turned, waiting for the others to finish taking their baths. I turned away from her and faced the wall. As I was tucking my phone under my pillow, I received a message from the frustrated Marcgell. So, it was almost 5AM and he was still working. Me? I watched Glee, and Big Bang Music Videos and Performances. I read fanfics and a few chapters of Linger. The only productive thing I did that night was 2 fail poems for my Creative Writing class.

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Last time I check, it was 3:48 AM. I don't think I fell asleep, but since I was dreaming I might have. I remember the last chapters I read off of Linger. Sam and Grace together on a bed. Except I didn't see them. I saw myself hand-in-hand with Marcgell. Selfishly enjoying each other's company. We didn't have to do anything. We didn't have to talk. The mere fact that he wasn't with someone else, someplace else, made me feel at ease.

And then I woke up because my phone is ringing. Marcgell. Him calling at this time of the day isn't new to me. I answered and put my phone to my ear. We talked for a bit, and I forgot what he was saying because I drifted away… and then he was shouting in my ear and woke me up. I told him I was awake. And then I couldn't breathe. Sudden asthma attack? My windpipe closing in due to allergy? I couldn't breathe, and I couldn't move. I thought I was dying and I had Marcgell on the other line…

And then I woke up. I really couldn't breathe. I struggled to get up and drink half of my morning water. I slumped back down to my pillows to relax. I took. my phone. 4:35 AM. I hardly had time to sleep, then. On the other bed, my roommate tossed and turned, waiting for the others to finish taking their baths. I turned away from her and faced the wall. As I was tucking my phone under my pillow, I received a message from the frustrated Marcgell. So, it was almost 5AM and he was still working. Me? I watched Glee, and Big Bang Music Videos and Performances. I read fanfics and a few chapters of Linger. The only productive thing I did that night was 2 fail poems for my Creative Writing class.

Labels: #cw, #update, %english, `school