I feel like I'm the most miserable and pathetic person on Earth.
I'm really sorry, Serville James.
>This is not the end of the world. -Reyna
== Good for you. Apparently, it is the end of MY world. You won't say "It's not the end of the world," if your guy/girl breaks up with you saying "we're through... sorry." You just won't. I feel like there's no reason to be alive.
>This is not the right time and place to cry. -Vidad
== Then when and where is "right"? Sorry, but, you can not tell me not to cry when I feel like crying. I already lost my Shark Boy, don't take away my freedom of expression, too! I'll bawl and scream when I want to!
>Your world doesn't revolve around him. -Paul
== Duh, Paul. Can't you see it does?
>Move on.
== I can't. Not when I know it is MY fault. I will not give up on him. He's mad at me (and I don't blame him), the reason he's not talking to me. I'm still hoping that he'll give me a chance to talk, and maybe (hopefully), fix us. Until he tells me, face to face, that he doesn't want to do anything with me, that he no longer loves me, I WILL NEVER GIVE UP AND MOVE ON.
>Keep yourself alive./'Wag kang magpapakamatay. -number of friends
== I will keep myself alive.
Serville James, I love you. I'm really sorry for what I've done wrong, what I didn't do right. Please, don't give up on us now. :'(
Ivana, Toffer... LAHAT KAYONG TUMUTULONG SAKIN... Sorry for being miserable in front of you. Sorry for spoiling the fun. Sorry for troubling you all the time. Sorry that I give you more than you need to think of. I love you all so much. I will keep myself alive, don't worry. Afterall, I need to return the favor someday.
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