Once in a while, or maybe most of the time, you'll argue about something simple, complicated, or just plain nonsense. These are the times when you feel helpless and just want to slap the person involved halfway to Mars. These are the times when your feelings reach the peak of your patience and just start spitting harsh words after another. These are the times when you just want to stop time and just stare at the sky and hope that everything will go well. However, the essence of arguments is to fix a problem. It is actually more of a positive experience, rather than a negative one. Arguments give hope and chance, it means you haven't given up on something. It depicts a better future if accepted positively by everyone.

Lately, there have been difficulties. There have been misunderstandings. There have been assumptions. But the truth is, I was just stubborn. I was just thinking too highly of myself. I am very proud of my awareness and sensitivity in this matter, and most of the time, I make the right decisions. I am blinded by my mindset. Today's experience has shown me all these. That I was wrong all along. Although I feel bad about committing such a disgusting mistake, I am also relieved and glad about it. It made me happy, actually: Happier than usual. And it unexpectedly brightened up my day... and for the rest of my days.

I was wrong and I finally admit it. I finally recognized it as my mistake. These long history of arguments and useless fights are now behind me, behind us. These feeling is so beautiful. I feel like I am shining. I feel like I can light up a dark room. It is all because of yesterday and today, and most importantly, because of a certain cat.

Don't get me wrong, I hate it when I am wrong.I resent it. But, this time around, it made me a better person.

Labels: #drama, #manic, %english

Once in a while, or maybe most of the time, you'll argue about something simple, complicated, or just plain nonsense. These are the times when you feel helpless and just want to slap the person involved halfway to Mars. These are the times when your feelings reach the peak of your patience and just start spitting harsh words after another. These are the times when you just want to stop time and just stare at the sky and hope that everything will go well. However, the essence of arguments is to fix a problem. It is actually more of a positive experience, rather than a negative one. Arguments give hope and chance, it means you haven't given up on something. It depicts a better future if accepted positively by everyone.

Lately, there have been difficulties. There have been misunderstandings. There have been assumptions. But the truth is, I was just stubborn. I was just thinking too highly of myself. I am very proud of my awareness and sensitivity in this matter, and most of the time, I make the right decisions. I am blinded by my mindset. Today's experience has shown me all these. That I was wrong all along. Although I feel bad about committing such a disgusting mistake, I am also relieved and glad about it. It made me happy, actually: Happier than usual. And it unexpectedly brightened up my day... and for the rest of my days.

I was wrong and I finally admit it. I finally recognized it as my mistake. These long history of arguments and useless fights are now behind me, behind us. These feeling is so beautiful. I feel like I am shining. I feel like I can light up a dark room. It is all because of yesterday and today, and most importantly, because of a certain cat.

Don't get me wrong, I hate it when I am wrong.I resent it. But, this time around, it made me a better person.

Labels: #drama, #manic, %english