Smile at the right reasons.

I know when I'm doing something wrong. I know when what I'm doing isn't acceptable to someone who's very important to me. And, usually, I ignore that fact, thinking: "I've already started this, I might as well go on."

Why is it so easy to say "don't do bad things" when in reality, it's easier to be bad?

[A/N: And before people speculates I'm having sex or drugs, or joining cults, PLEASE, it's not that. ]

There shouldn't be wrong decisions. It's up to you to make your decisions the right one. And… I'm doubting myself RN. It seems like I can't see enough LOGICAL reasons to keep this, uhm, thing that bugs me, in my life.

I've started caring about it, invested time and effort, and all those clichés. I've already started this journey, I might as well get it over with. Right?

Or is it right? :/ Aren't I doing this for the wrong reasons? I should keep on going because I want to, not because I don't want to give up.

I'm so confused. :|

Labels: #cw, #life, %english, `life

Smile at the right reasons.

I know when I'm doing something wrong. I know when what I'm doing isn't acceptable to someone who's very important to me. And, usually, I ignore that fact, thinking: "I've already started this, I might as well go on."

Why is it so easy to say "don't do bad things" when in reality, it's easier to be bad?

[A/N: And before people speculates I'm having sex or drugs, or joining cults, PLEASE, it's not that. ]

There shouldn't be wrong decisions. It's up to you to make your decisions the right one. And… I'm doubting myself RN. It seems like I can't see enough LOGICAL reasons to keep this, uhm, thing that bugs me, in my life.

I've started caring about it, invested time and effort, and all those clichés. I've already started this journey, I might as well get it over with. Right?

Or is it right? :/ Aren't I doing this for the wrong reasons? I should keep on going because I want to, not because I don't want to give up.

I'm so confused. :|

Labels: #cw, #life, %english, `life