I've been trying to avoid blogging about this, because I just feel weird about it. And I know I'm not making any sense. So, let me try not to talk about it but talk about something else which is in tiny bits connected to it but not really and yeah. :|

Have you ever tried doing something for someone and get rejected? Or, maybe, asking for an apology and still be shun by the world. After some long stretches of time, the world looks for you and tells you, "hey! If you were really sorry back then, you should still be sorry now." Or something like that. Am I making any sense? :/

ETO NALANG. Kunwari, may friend ka. Nasabihan mo syang pangit, kasi totoo naman. Tapos naasar sya. Kasi naman, anong klaseng kaibigan ang magsasabi na pangit ka, di ba? Pero, you were just saying the truth. And you don't really mean that friend is always ugly, or really ugly, or kill-me-now-that-person-is-so-fucking-ugly type. Baka, bad hair day lang or something. Now, you say sorry, and explain yourself. Sasabihan mo, "sige, aayusan kita," or, "bibigyan kita ng pera," or "sayo na buhay ko, putek, wag ka na magalit." Pero, sabi niya, wag na. Kasi, nasaktan na sya sa sinabi mo eh. Hindi na mababalik 'yun. A few days later, okay na ulit kayo, parang walang nangyari. Tapos, isang araw, parang, magsasabi siya ng problema or magrarant, or magggive up on something... kasi pangit sya. Nakuha niyo na ba? If that happens, like, "pangit kasi ako..." di ba, parang ang lalim pala nung nagawa when you don't really mean it. What's worse is, ipapakita pa niya na ang miserable nya. Tapos, sasabihin niya, sana may mag-ayos sakanya, sana may magbigay sakanya ng pera, sana may makipagpalit sakanya ng buhay... TANGA BA SYA? You offered those and rejected you, right?

ACK. I'm so stressed.

I hope I'm just imagining things...

[edit]

something's fishy...

I've been trying to avoid blogging about this, because I just feel weird about it. And I know I'm not making any sense. So, let me try not to talk about it but talk about something else which is in tiny bits connected to it but not really and yeah. :|

Have you ever tried doing something for someone and get rejected? Or, maybe, asking for an apology and still be shun by the world. After some long stretches of time, the world looks for you and tells you, "hey! If you were really sorry back then, you should still be sorry now." Or something like that. Am I making any sense? :/

ETO NALANG. Kunwari, may friend ka. Nasabihan mo syang pangit, kasi totoo naman. Tapos naasar sya. Kasi naman, anong klaseng kaibigan ang magsasabi na pangit ka, di ba? Pero, you were just saying the truth. And you don't really mean that friend is always ugly, or really ugly, or kill-me-now-that-person-is-so-fucking-ugly type. Baka, bad hair day lang or something. Now, you say sorry, and explain yourself. Sasabihan mo, "sige, aayusan kita," or, "bibigyan kita ng pera," or "sayo na buhay ko, putek, wag ka na magalit." Pero, sabi niya, wag na. Kasi, nasaktan na sya sa sinabi mo eh. Hindi na mababalik 'yun. A few days later, okay na ulit kayo, parang walang nangyari. Tapos, isang araw, parang, magsasabi siya ng problema or magrarant, or magggive up on something... kasi pangit sya. Nakuha niyo na ba? If that happens, like, "pangit kasi ako..." di ba, parang ang lalim pala nung nagawa when you don't really mean it. What's worse is, ipapakita pa niya na ang miserable nya. Tapos, sasabihin niya, sana may mag-ayos sakanya, sana may magbigay sakanya ng pera, sana may makipagpalit sakanya ng buhay... TANGA BA SYA? You offered those and rejected you, right?

ACK. I'm so stressed.

I hope I'm just imagining things...

[edit]

something's fishy...