I've been trying to be happy, but don't fuckin' push it.
I know I can't help my friends if I myself fail at life. I smile and laugh and have the biggest confidence, that's how everybody sees me, right? I've been listening about your fucking pathetic lives, all the fucking time. Now stop and think, d'you really think I was always okay when you weren't? BUT OF COURSE, we all have our share of shit. It's just that I love mine so much I don't share it... And you don't really fucking care ask where it's from when you can smell it darn perfectly. Disturbing comparison, but logical.
I shouldn't be keeping my problems to myself, I know. And friends are there to share the burden with you. But, I can't really give my friends something to think of when I know they already have so much in their mind.
I'm all smiles and chit-chats but my life is not "the best". My life isn't chocolate & flowers, twinkling stars, nor butterflies. Like I said, I have my share of shit. Shit, it gets uglier when kept in a hidden place. I'm okay with jokes. Just don't joke all the time, 'cause if you do... my life will be one big joke, for your entertainment.
Shit to you, too, assholes.
[ moral? ethics? what? ] Labels: #cw, %english, `death
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I've been trying to be happy, but don't fuckin' push it.
I know I can't help my friends if I myself fail at life. I smile and laugh and have the biggest confidence, that's how everybody sees me, right? I've been listening about your fucking pathetic lives, all the fucking time. Now stop and think, d'you really think I was always okay when you weren't? BUT OF COURSE, we all have our share of shit. It's just that I love mine so much I don't share it... And you don't really fucking care ask where it's from when you can smell it darn perfectly. Disturbing comparison, but logical.
I shouldn't be keeping my problems to myself, I know. And friends are there to share the burden with you. But, I can't really give my friends something to think of when I know they already have so much in their mind.
I'm all smiles and chit-chats but my life is not "the best". My life isn't chocolate & flowers, twinkling stars, nor butterflies. Like I said, I have my share of shit. Shit, it gets uglier when kept in a hidden place. I'm okay with jokes. Just don't joke all the time, 'cause if you do... my life will be one big joke, for your entertainment.
Shit to you, too, assholes.
[ moral? ethics? what? ] Labels: #cw, %english, `death
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tagboard soon
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The cat loves to purr, and meow, and hiss. She's a very noisy cat, obviously. Kitty loves to sleep, next to her love for food. Food she loves include pizza, pasta, crepes, pancakes, cakes, milktea,burgers, etc. She loves being worshipped. Bow down to me!!! She loves cuddles, unless we're not close, eew don't touch me freak.
This kitty is in-love with a non-reacting bunny. He's always acting cool, and fails at it. He is crazy and loves computers.
This is still pretty much under construction; hence the emptiness.
Adopted Trees.
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