Suicidal Foot 4.0 - Hell Break
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Monday, April 30, 2007 @ 6:15:00 PM
Nagpakamatay Na S'ya.

Realization is one of the hardest lies we have to experience. We are blind of the things around us. We always pretend. We keep secrets. Because of our stupidity, realization is hard to handle. For me, it’s both a curse and a blessing, having the chance to experience realization. One of my hardcore realizations is the end of life - death… and that’s another story. The truth behind life is for us to find out. And because the truth “sometimes” hurts, we don’t want to know the truth.

We all live in a big fat lie. Our country is suffering because of corruption. All good things come to an end. Poverty is taking over the Philippines. Doesn’t the truth hurt? Based on my experience and observations, DepEd teachers give free “Cleaning” Sessions. I remember cleaning the CR, twice! Yes, people. The truth hurts. There is no trace of justice left in our lands.

Speaking of justice, have you ever been betrayed or tricked? Have you won something? Did you get what you deserve? Well, justice is receiving what you deserve; either you did something against the law, or bringing glory! I know some (meaning many) people who study where their parents’ teach (or work). And that, ladies and gentlemen, is the simplest form of unjust. The kid gets special attention, treatment, and awards. Almost all these students are top of their class. After these wonder kids study at a different school, their intelligence magically disappear. It’s just coincidence, right? Not!

I realized the goddamn school doesn’t recognize my intelligence at first sight. And now that I know so much about them, and the fact that I’m leaving them, will break their hearts. I know my abilities. I believe in my abilities. I know I deserve more than that. Pisay will give me a better future. After I graduate, I might look for justice. Don’t worry, I’ll tell her we’re all waiting for her.

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